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Inner Circle
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I N N E R C I R C L E

 

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13.

“So, Song Minho.” Seungyoon suddenly said in the middle of tuning his guitar. I barely looked away from the screen of my ipad, waiting for him to continue his thought. But Seungyoon left his sentence unfinished, and I glared at him:

“And?”

“Nothing.” Seungyoon leaned closer to listen to the sounds of the strings. “I am just curious as to what you thought of him.”

“There’s not much.” I shrugged. Except I observed him well; boy was good looking and tall, built and tanned, his voice was coarse and deep. In short, he looked like…

“A lot of trouble.” Seungyoon finished my thought as he slammed on the guitar one last time before putting it aside to grab the music chords and lyrics. “That’s what he looks like. Just my humble opinion.”

“You sound challenged.” I returned to my ipad and switched between apps. “Not very into what he’s got, do you?”

“I’m sure he’s talented alright.” Seungyoon put the paper next to his laps and started playing his guitar. “Just not sure bout what he’s got to offer to our group.”

“I listened to his mixtapes. They were cool.” I scratched the tip of my nose and shrugged again. “Not my usual type of music though, honest.”

“That’s the point, Taehyunie.” Seungyoon said without looking up. “We are not Hiphop. Especially you and me. You think we’re gonna get along okay?”

“What’s the point of asking me? You should probably ask whoever brought that dude in. In this case, lord YG aka our almighty boss.” I pulled out my earphones and mumbled before putting them on. Seungyoon caught my hand fastly before I even got to do that simple thing. “Not so fast,” he said. “I’m still talking.” “When else do you not do that?” I sighed to myself and quickly responded before he heard my complaint. “Okay, talk away.”

“Do you think it’s going to change the dynamic in our group?” Seungyoon looked at me, surprisingly calm, but his facial expression said something else.

“Well, if I’m allowed to be honest…” I cleared my throat, looked around to make sure there is no one else in the practicing room but us, then low down my voice. “Do you think we got a group?” Seungyoon raised one of his eyebrows at my statement. “Just my personal feeling, but we have you, pop-rock all the way, then me, conventional gayo stuff. The other two, well, god knows they’re warm and kind people, but they are not exactly what I would categorize as song-writer singers. You know what I mean?”

Seungyoon looked elsewhere in the room; his eyes remained fixed at an uncertain spot. “You’ve got a point. See, this is why I think the Song Minho guy can be a hit or a miss. He can either put a good balance into the group and pull us all together, or he’ll be the next extreme thing that points out the fact that our group is such a mess.”

“I know what you’re talking about. He composes too. Not my, or your type of music, but I think we can at least work with him professional-wise.”

In the beginning, I truly believed that, very strongly. I have good impression of Minho, great even. I mean, have you seen his physique. The only thing I didn’t expect was that the impression about how a person looks can never be accounted for who they are. Especially when much of what came to my perception of Minho was that, well, you see, he’s the entire definition of hotness. Great built, tall, youthful good-looking facial feature with a tad of well-spread masculinity, strong eyebrows and defined jawline, not to mention, his very, very kind heart.

Later on, I learned fairly quickly that his kindness was not unconditional toward everybody. Nor does it distribute evenly toward everyone, myself included.

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chapter 15 is updated. here's some good old jinhoon. Happy new year folks!

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anjanief #1
Chapter 15: OMOOOOOOO ... just finish this chapter, when will this stories got an update lily-nim? I wish you have a very good years .. been 2 years 3 months already since you update this stories.

its a good stories I'm curious about the ending. thank you <3
rstuinyhs #2
Chapter 1: Trying so hard to not feel sad
Mel-ody
#3
Chapter 15: Oh god this fic is really one of hell but i still want more . Why taehyun asked jinwoo that ? Why do you piercing his heart taehyunah . My jinwoo .... my precious jinwoo someone save him
mistyeast #4
Chapter 15: It's do sad feel sad for jinwoo and taehyun :'( ilove namsong and jinhoon...
incle0 #5
Chapter 15: few days ago I rewatch the videos of winner's live at 2015 august 13, one thing that I didnt notice before is seunghoon's mood. I was so surprise to find that there was no happy vibe at all from him for almost the entire performance like I've never saw him like that before. I downloaded then videos which focused on him and come to surprise me even more, it seem there is something wrong between him and mino(?). My sister who never read this fic, when I showed the vids also felt same that it seem there is something wrong with seunghoon that day - like he has no energy, not even looking happily at fans. the weird is, when seunghoon gave his speech, taehyun hit/touch mino's arm - like tae comforting mino(?) I dunno.

then we had Pricked and live entry night few days ago, and watching the full vid with sub, is it only me that seunghoon, and mino are like not their usual self? seunghoon at least seem happy in the end, but mino is like more serious than ever. The way Mino, seunghoon, and namtae behaved/reacted in entry night also the lyric of Pricked really remind me of this fic. really. Ah bolla, I think I just get delulu. =_='

Writer-nim, please update SOON!!!
minoshat #6
Chapter 15: I liked this chapter it made me feel sympathetic towards Jinwoo a lot - his thoughts were heartbreaking in a way I can easily relate to. As we are in the past I'm still left more confused *i didn't understood why Seunghoon left Jinwoo in restaurant after the thing Jinwoo said - i feel like I'm such a bad reader :/* but hope with next chapters things going to start clicking and we will get more clear picture. Thank you for quick update author-nim. Fighting!
alyneribeiiro #7
Chapter 15: This is so heartbreaking...I loved it. And as much as I want everyone to be together, I guess they all need to be alone, deal with their own demons and after that they should try to have a relationship...they are too messed up, trying to find answers and happiness in theirs partners...They need to be mentally better to be in real love and a little more up and clear about what they feel and want.
INNERVIP #8
Chapter 15: I am getting more depressed as I read every updates... I don't know how to feel really... Seunghoon is a very big mystery to me. WHY ON EARTH WOULD HE LEAVE MINO? WHY ON EARTH WOULD HE LET MINO LEAVE HIM? what's his secret? man, I am so sad for Mino really... he has no idea what is happening.... T_T
thank you so much for the update!
January27 #9
Chapter 14: I just read this in one go and oh my god now i'm really into this whole thing and i can't wait to see more of it especially seungyoon and kangnamsong angst. Mino'd been so heartless towards taehyun for so long i wonder was it too late now that he started to care about his feelings, thanks to seungyoon ofc. I really like the way you reflected mino's feelings towards seunghoon with taehyun's situation to mino like how can you came up with all this you're a genius! The ways all of the boys had their own problems and the ways they dealt with them were so human. This is such a meaningful story. Thank you for updating!^^
INNERVIP #10
Chapter 14: the angst in this story is really heavy, very complicated plot, i can't imagine what would happen next, i'm happy you're back! all the main ships are here, Namsong, Jinhoon and Kangnam, I am really curious of Seunghoon's side though, he is a very mysterious character here. I like how Yoon try to protect Taehyun, and I pity Mino. I hope he would really get strength to move on and be happy. although I ship Namsong really hard but I feel that he should be with Yoon this time, given how Mino is so ed up in this story. I wish nothing but for Mino to be happy.
again, thank you for the update!