She didn’t know how many shots she drank before she started getting dizzy. She was surprised and utterly shocked at how things worked out for her tonight. She made everything clear to herself before coming back to Korea. If ever she saw Lee Jinki anywhere, she won’t feel anything. Like everything is normal but now, it doesn’t. Clearly he still has this effect on her. She admits to herself she was a little jealous when he was with another girl. She was nervous when they saw each other through coincidences and when they danced, when they finally had this physical contact to one another, she wanted to just stay there in his arms forever but she should not. She keeps on reminding herself that, that man was the one who damaged her, who broke her heart. That man was the reason for her distress but he was also the source of her happiness. He gave her Jinri, a beautiful girl who makes her happy more than anything else in this world

“Get over with it Shin Yaeri, everything was so five years ago!” she hit herself on the head constantly until a hand stopped her

“What are you doing?” Onew asked her in shock

“What are YOU--- doing?” She talked back

“I was looking for you. Why did you just run like that?”

He was starting to get angry when she didn’t answer him. She dragged her to a place where they can have a little privacy. He took her to a place where there are less people around so they can talk

“What is wrong?”

“Nothing” her face is starting to turn into color pink

“Are you drunk?”

“No”

He lifted her chin and looked at her face

“Stop it! Don’t touch me”

“What is wrong Yaeri? Can you just tell me?”

“What is wrong? You. Me. Us. I don’t know. All these years Jinki, All these years I have trying so hard to move on but then you came again and ruining everything for me”

“What do you mean?”

“I don’t know. I have been trying to figure out on what I am feeling. That first time I saw you again, that time when I saw you with our daughter. It makes me feel something that I cant explain. It was like a giant car just run me over Onew! Do you understand that?”

“Then let’s start all over again. Why cant we just do that?”

“Why? Why? Are you kidding me? You are the jerk who I hate the most. You ruined everything for me! That’s why!” She hit his chest but didn’t cry.. She was strong.

“Let me take you home. You’re drunk”

“Don’t ever try touching me! I don’t want to see you! I don’t want to be anywhere near you!”

She turned around and tried to walked away but then he grabbed her and pulled her close to her waist and kissed her lovingly on her lips.