Clarity.

A Song For You.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IxxstCcJlsc

Best .. days of my life Hyukjae.

Our Japanese album was so succesfull, then the Super Junior comeback.

Life just seemed happy.

We talked and talked, we had nice moments.

And it was like all of the past was in the past. 

You told me that from now on you are going to try something very different with me, a relationship, a secret one, but a real one. And you are going to try to make up for all of hte pain.

And i agreed.

And it was not a mistake, I had the time of my life. I was just wondering.. if it was a start of something good. Or a new tragic ending.  

"Hot dive into frozen waves where the past comes back to life, If I fear for the selfish pain, it was worth it every time."

"Hold still right before we crash cause we both know how this ends, a clock ticks 'till it breaks your glass and I drown in you again."

Because you Hyukjae, you  are the piece of me I wish I didn't need,
chasing relentlessly....still fight and I don't know why.....

"If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?"

"If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?"


"Walk on through a red parade and refuse to make amends, It cuts deep through our ground and makes us forget all common sense."
"Don't speak as I try to leave cause we both know what we'll choose, If you pulled and I push too deep then I'll fall right back to you."

"If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?"

"If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?".

Life seemed.. amazing. Life was amazing. 

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Taikara100 #1
Chapter 14: What!!! is this the end?? how... Hyuk was there ... how?...
but god song!
leejoeon
#2
Chapter 12: AFTER DISSING HYUKJAE EVERYTIME I READ A NEW CHAPTER OF YOUR STORY WRITER-HIM... AFTER HIM DOING SUCH THINGS AND HURTING DONGHAE WITHOUT CARING, WITHOUT THINKING... HE CAME. Nothing else matters. He just went there and saved his precious Fishy... seti se koga *oshte holdva lek grudge*
fishy_haehae91 #3
Chapter 12: U are stupid donghae
For wanting to kill yourself
Now, just follow that anchovy of yours
leejoeon
#4
I read the final chapter days ago. I read the other chapters a while ago and when I just see the title of this story - I feel the depression. It is not too dramatic, it is highly intense and emotional. One of the little fanfictions that made me really emotional, and it is not only because I know you writer-nim. *sends you candy*
shelly
#5
Honstly, I still feel .. that is too dramatic, but who cares. :D I feel it like that. *cheers* It's so nice to have somebody to like your stories.
leejoeon
#6
Chapter 9: Writer-nim, people might laugh at me but I am crying right now. A close friend showed me this song and at first we thought it was weird but it turned out to be an amazing song... and you use it so nicely. It fits so perfectly with your story, with EunHae in real life because come on, we all know Donghae loves Hyukjae more or if this ain't true, at least he is more attached. They call him clingy as if it is a bad thing... And I love Hyukjae. EunHae are my babies, but sometimes I want to punch him. In situations like this. "You are really okay, Donghae, right?" He perfectly knows how much Donghae loves him, how much he cares, how much he hurts... And he thinks he is okay. Yes, Donghae is a big boy but...And again - the reader can feel the depression, the bleeding love from Donghae's side. I like this kind of stories a lot. Fighting, writer-nim!
shelly
#7
I will update and update untill I drop dead on my desk <3
leejoeon
#8
Chapter 8: https://38.media.tumblr.com/49d8d8a9219646a705166680339d651a/tumblr_naely6nhX81qa0m06o1_250.gif
leejoeon
#9
WHERE IS MY DRUG? WHERE IS MY ?!
leejoeon
#10
IT HAS BEEN WEEKS SINCE THE LAST CHAPTER! HELP ME.