Hear Me.

A Song For You.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kD_m3ojlVJk

I think...I need help. 

Hyukjae, can you help me?

I don't have anybody else. 

I cannot trust anybody else.

I don't care where you are with who you are.... I need help Hyukjae.

"Hear me."

I started going to .. places I shouldn't go.

I started using stuff I shouldn't even think about.

I crossed the line..

...way before this moment.

But I realize it .. now..

I have to stop with the self hariming...

..and the drugs.

I will go to hell like this.. and Super Junior will tag along with me..

"You gotta be out there, you gotta be somewhere, wherever you are, I'm waiting.."

"'Cause there are these nights when, I sing myself to sleep, and I'm hopin' my dreams, bring you close to me.."

Hello Hyukjae?

- Mmmhm? 

I need you to help me with something.

Are you listening?

Hello?

Beep Beep.

..... 

that was what I was most afraid of..
 
who else should I call? 
 
I cannot just call my mother or brother like this... I cannot bother other members.... I cannot call the manager... What will they think? 
 
What will they do?
 
What will I do?
 
Am I being serious? I have nobody else so close..
 
I will call him again.


"Hear me, I'm cryin' out, I'm ready now, turn my world upside down
.....Find me"
"I'm lost inside the crowd, It's getting loud, I need you to see, I'm screaming for you to please...
...Hear me"

The number you are trying to reach is not available.

"I used to be scared of, letting someone in, but it gets so lonely, being on my own..
..No one to talk to, and no one to hold me, I'm not always strong.." I was never strong.. I've made bad decisions .. I need help.
"Oh, I need you here......Are you listening?"

The number you are trying to reach is not availabe.

"I'm restless and wild, I fall, but I try, I need someone to understand.."

 Can you hear me?

"I'm lost in my thoughts,  and baby I've fought ...for all that I've got
Can you hear me?"

I know you don't want me and my love anymore, but this is different. I need you as a friend Hyukjae. I cannot let this ruin me like this. I am a mess. I am ed up with the brain. And I need some help. 

"Hear me,  I'm cryin' out, I'm ready now....
......Turn my world upside down, find me"
"I'm lost inside the crowd, It's getting loud...
..I need you to see, I'm screaming for you to please..
      Hear me
      Hear me
      Hear me
      Hear me
...Can you hear me?

The number you are trying to reach is not availabe.


 

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Taikara100 #1
Chapter 14: What!!! is this the end?? how... Hyuk was there ... how?...
but god song!
leejoeon #2
Chapter 12: AFTER DISSING HYUKJAE EVERYTIME I READ A NEW CHAPTER OF YOUR STORY WRITER-HIM... AFTER HIM DOING SUCH THINGS AND HURTING DONGHAE WITHOUT CARING, WITHOUT THINKING... HE CAME. Nothing else matters. He just went there and saved his precious Fishy... seti se koga *oshte holdva lek grudge*
fishy_haehae91 #3
Chapter 12: U are stupid donghae
For wanting to kill yourself
Now, just follow that anchovy of yours
leejoeon #4
I read the final chapter days ago. I read the other chapters a while ago and when I just see the title of this story - I feel the depression. It is not too dramatic, it is highly intense and emotional. One of the little fanfictions that made me really emotional, and it is not only because I know you writer-nim. *sends you candy*
shelly #5
Honstly, I still feel .. that is too dramatic, but who cares. :D I feel it like that. *cheers* It's so nice to have somebody to like your stories.
leejoeon #6
Chapter 9: Writer-nim, people might laugh at me but I am crying right now. A close friend showed me this song and at first we thought it was weird but it turned out to be an amazing song... and you use it so nicely. It fits so perfectly with your story, with EunHae in real life because come on, we all know Donghae loves Hyukjae more or if this ain't true, at least he is more attached. They call him clingy as if it is a bad thing... And I love Hyukjae. EunHae are my babies, but sometimes I want to punch him. In situations like this. "You are really okay, Donghae, right?" He perfectly knows how much Donghae loves him, how much he cares, how much he hurts... And he thinks he is okay. Yes, Donghae is a big boy but...And again - the reader can feel the depression, the bleeding love from Donghae's side. I like this kind of stories a lot. Fighting, writer-nim!
shelly #7
I will update and update untill I drop dead on my desk <3
leejoeon #8
Chapter 8: https://38.media.tumblr.com/49d8d8a9219646a705166680339d651a/tumblr_naely6nhX81qa0m06o1_250.gif
leejoeon #9
WHERE IS MY DRUG? WHERE IS MY ?!
leejoeon #10
IT HAS BEEN WEEKS SINCE THE LAST CHAPTER! HELP ME.
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