https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BKFZt3cE3r0

And then years passed. And we kept it going. Pushing and pulling. Doing stuff that were wrong. You lied and lied.. you do not sleep around.. And then .. what happend...

It was funny, how I expected this. I was not so blind and stupid not to know what was going on. Even if you lied your off, but .. that was really a wrong move from Miss IU. Not only they bashed you and you were the ''bad guy'', but I now had a reason to put an end to this insanity. I couldn't close my eyes anymore right?

Three days after this you showed up..you actually came to talk to me...

"Here we are, seven days, and seven nights of empty tries." ...

"It's ritual..... habitual, but it's never gonna work this time."

"We're to the point of no return , and along the way the only thing we've learned
.....Is how to hurt each other."

"I'm looking back and wondering why, It took so long to realize.." 

Love blinded me.. love still makes me a blind fool.

"..That nothing's changed, it never will..all these years of standing still, and still we stay in all this pain ...and nothing's gonna make it go away.."

Why do I keep on staying there Hyukjae? Why do I keep on being an idiot? What is my mental issue? I don't love you anymore.. I cannot love you, it's just a habit... this .  

"I don't wanna wait another minute, put me out of my misery, I can read your mind baby you're not in it, and we're not what we used to be....No you wouldn't have to lie to me, If you would only let me go ...."

Say it .. Do it.. Make me leave. Make me go away from you. Tell me it's the end.

Stop doing all of this.. stop it. Your lying.. your lying hurt the most. Just let it go. Let me go and leave. You are losing nothing. 

"And I don't wanna wait another minute to hear, something that I already know .."

I have heard all of it.. all of the excuses, all of the explainations.. all of the daily routine... I get it Hyukjae you are a SAINT!

Why don't you just kick me away. I need you to do it. I am too patheticly inlove with you to do it myself. Help me just this one time Hyukjae.. please.

"So save your voice, don't waste your breath..Can't you see we're at the end? "

"And this goodbye is permanent , So wish me well and try to forget." 

"And all the fights ...And all the ways ..."

We almost made it..

...but we never did 

"We can not hide what we've become, so sick and tired of being numb....

...It's done."

Was it really?