Wrecking Ball.

A Song For You.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=My2FRPA3Gf8

The first time, I found out you sleep around. I remember how much we fought.

"We clawed, we chained our hearts in vain...we jumped never asking why."

"We kissed, I fell under your spell...a love no one could deny." I know it's my own fault for being so foolish, but I couldn't stop myself. 

And when I decided to act like a grown up person, you said no. You stopped me ... why did you do that?

"Don't you ever say I just wanted to walk away..you knew.. I would always want you."
"I can't live a lie, running for my life...I would always want you.."

If we ended this there .. things would of been better? 

"I put you high up in the sky, and now, you're not coming down.."
"It slowly turned, you let me burn, and now, we're ashes on the ground.."

You couldn't just tell me you were not serious.. you couldn't just say the thing was not serious...I hoped, and I believed you .. and that was the very first moment when I started on hating myself, for being so stupid. So childish. Was I a high school teenage girl? 


"I never meant to start a war, I just wanted you to let me in.." Us to be together... hopes..empty hopes.

"And instead of using force, I guess I should've let you win.. "

I let you .. win .. I let you be. I never told you anything. I acted cool right? But when I told you ... we should end it. You refused. Why did you refuse? You son of a !

"I came in like a wrecking ball,I never hit so hard in love, all I wanted was to break your walls, all you ever did was wreck me.."

"I came in like a wrecking ball...yeah, I just closed my eyes and swung... left me crashing in a blazing fall."

"All you ever did was wreck me..."


So, the song carries lots of emotion. The lyrics especially. But :D.. while I was writing the last to sentences.. I imagined Donghae on a wrecking ball like this.....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W6DmHGYy_xk

Am sorry you guys. This is supposed to be a sad story. And it will get to there.. I guess :D
 

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Taikara100 #1
Chapter 14: What!!! is this the end?? how... Hyuk was there ... how?...
but god song!
leejoeon
#2
Chapter 12: AFTER DISSING HYUKJAE EVERYTIME I READ A NEW CHAPTER OF YOUR STORY WRITER-HIM... AFTER HIM DOING SUCH THINGS AND HURTING DONGHAE WITHOUT CARING, WITHOUT THINKING... HE CAME. Nothing else matters. He just went there and saved his precious Fishy... seti se koga *oshte holdva lek grudge*
fishy_haehae91 #3
Chapter 12: U are stupid donghae
For wanting to kill yourself
Now, just follow that anchovy of yours
leejoeon
#4
I read the final chapter days ago. I read the other chapters a while ago and when I just see the title of this story - I feel the depression. It is not too dramatic, it is highly intense and emotional. One of the little fanfictions that made me really emotional, and it is not only because I know you writer-nim. *sends you candy*
shelly
#5
Honstly, I still feel .. that is too dramatic, but who cares. :D I feel it like that. *cheers* It's so nice to have somebody to like your stories.
leejoeon
#6
Chapter 9: Writer-nim, people might laugh at me but I am crying right now. A close friend showed me this song and at first we thought it was weird but it turned out to be an amazing song... and you use it so nicely. It fits so perfectly with your story, with EunHae in real life because come on, we all know Donghae loves Hyukjae more or if this ain't true, at least he is more attached. They call him clingy as if it is a bad thing... And I love Hyukjae. EunHae are my babies, but sometimes I want to punch him. In situations like this. "You are really okay, Donghae, right?" He perfectly knows how much Donghae loves him, how much he cares, how much he hurts... And he thinks he is okay. Yes, Donghae is a big boy but...And again - the reader can feel the depression, the bleeding love from Donghae's side. I like this kind of stories a lot. Fighting, writer-nim!
shelly
#7
I will update and update untill I drop dead on my desk <3
leejoeon
#8
Chapter 8: https://38.media.tumblr.com/49d8d8a9219646a705166680339d651a/tumblr_naely6nhX81qa0m06o1_250.gif
leejoeon
#9
WHERE IS MY DRUG? WHERE IS MY ?!
leejoeon
#10
IT HAS BEEN WEEKS SINCE THE LAST CHAPTER! HELP ME.