I Can't....(sighs)
Wrong Decisions, Bad ChoicesI walked out of the apartment I share with my boyfriend of almost two years and quickly covered my head with the hat in my hand as I walked quickly to the bus stop with my head bowed. I balanced the duffle bag on my shoulder and waited patiently for the bus to arrive and avoided looking at any of the the others waiting for the bus.
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I walked to the bathroom close to my class and locked myself in before hurrying and pulling out a tiny bag out of the duffle bag and dumping out it's contents and finding the bottle I was looking for, foundation. Grabbing a sponge kept in the small bag, I gently applied the makeup on the quickly purplish mark beginning to show on the side of my face. The makeup didn't do much but it wasn't as visible as before.
I sighed as I put all the makeup back into the bag and stored it in my duffle before walking back out and walking to my classroom across the hall from the bathroom.
I was the first one to arrive. It's a new semester not many would make it on time on the first day back to school. Just my luck.
I sat down on the benches along the side of the rather large room and instantly felt the tear welling up in my eyes and spill over as I choked back a sob.
Things weren't supposed to be this way. Two and half years ago when I had met him I didn't think he would ever ask me out. I'm not your average pretty girl and most, if not all, crushes would reject me saying I wasn't their type, that they like pretty girls. When my Mother remarried and my family was moved to this new country I didn't know what to expect but the nice people I met and befriended was not expected.
My third year in high school I had met my current boyfriend, Wonhyuk is his name in case you're wondering, through a friend. He was so sweet and instantly I knew that sooner or later I would have a crush on him and not a month of having met him and I did. Five months later had him asking me out on a date. I remember I didn't believe him when he did but his face was sincere. Our first date was just like I imagined and I can't describe the feeling I had through it all. Five dates later, he asked me to be his girlfriend and I didn't even think before saying yes. The mutual friend of ours had warned me that Wonhyuk had a tendency to get overly attached and clingy but I told him I was okay with that. Not a month into our relationship and he had already told me he loves me and hopes we spend many years together.
That's when it all went downhill.
I was to blind to see it but slowly I stopped talking with my friends and the first friends I had, who is a girl named Sunyoung, had approached me and demanded to know why I was ignoring all of them. All I remember now is saying I had to go meet up with Wonhyuk or he would be upset with me. The look of sympathy in her eyes had confused me but when she
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