I Can't....(sighs)

Wrong Decisions, Bad Choices
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I walked out of the apartment I share with my boyfriend of almost two years and quickly covered my head with the hat in my hand as I walked quickly to the bus stop with my head bowed. I balanced the duffle bag on my shoulder and waited patiently for the bus to arrive and avoided looking at any of the the others waiting for the bus. 

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I walked to the bathroom close to my class and locked myself in before hurrying and pulling out a tiny bag out of the duffle bag and dumping out it's contents and finding the bottle I was looking for, foundation. Grabbing a sponge kept in the small bag, I gently applied the makeup on the quickly purplish mark beginning to show on the side of my face. The makeup didn't do much but it wasn't as visible as before. 

I sighed as I put all the makeup back into the bag and stored it in my duffle before walking back out and walking to my classroom across the hall from the bathroom. 

I was the first one to arrive. It's a new semester not many would make it on time on the first day back to school. Just my luck. 

I sat down on the benches along the side of the rather large room and instantly felt the tear welling up in my eyes and spill over as I choked back a sob. 

Things weren't supposed to be this way. Two and half years ago when I had met him I didn't think he would ever ask me out. I'm not your average pretty girl and most, if not all, crushes would reject me saying I wasn't their type, that they like pretty girls. When my Mother remarried and my family was moved to this new country I didn't know what to expect but the nice people I met and befriended was not expected. 

My third year in high school I had met my current boyfriend, Wonhyuk is his name in case you're wondering, through a friend. He was so sweet and instantly I knew that sooner or later I would have a crush on him and not a month of having met him and I did. Five months later had him asking me out on a date. I remember I didn't believe him when he did but his face was sincere. Our first date was just like I imagined and I can't describe the feeling I had through it all. Five dates later, he asked me to be his girlfriend and I didn't even think before saying yes. The mutual friend of ours had warned me that Wonhyuk had a tendency to get overly attached and clingy but I told him I was okay with that. Not a month into our relationship and he had already told me he loves me and hopes we spend many years together. 

That's when it all went downhill. 

I was to blind to see it but slowly I stopped talking with my friends and the first friends I had, who is a girl named Sunyoung, had approached me and demanded to know why I was ignoring all of them. All I remember now is saying I had to go meet up with Wonhyuk or he would be upset with me. The look of sympathy in her eyes had confused me but when she

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alesmakenshi1 #1
Chapter 8: I love this fanfic! I can feel her pain :C
IamAmber #2
Chapter 8: Next pls...
kareryn #3
Chapter 8: Por favor continué plis
IamAmber #4
Chapter 8: Omg plsssss nextttt
Leonicograce #5
Chapter 8: Continue pls....
renshy143 #6
Chapter 8: Woah its great that Am bro is there. Things seem 2 be looking up 4 Am but it might be the calm b4 the storm.
Murni_asih #7
This story is so real. I've been watching my friend's life like amber's life in this story. So sad... please continue this fic soon author :'(
Mich517 #8
Chapter 8: Omg Amber got hurt again ´д` ; but the ending I guess calms the worry in my mind... And I will always stay by this story :) (even though I'm a fairly new reader LOL)
ajol_fxonee
#9
Chapter 7: Finally ur back... thanks for still remembering this story and keep continuing till the end i hope...
PandaSings
#10
Chapter 7: Oh my god!!!!! I just love this story!!! Thank u for the update!! Amber stay strong and Jackson protect amber from that freak!!!