The nightmare
The PastThe past was the only one who conquered me.Even when I tried to runaway from it, it come back to me getting much more worst than before.How can I forget that I was the one who actually killing my own beloved ones. I remembering that day again.
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That day,I had just heard from his mother about his arranged marriage with my bestfriend, Soojung. Of course, his family doesn't like the idea that Junsu and I love each other. For them, marriage means to save their company from bankrupt and maintain their status as a wealth family.I knew that one day we need to break up as I can't help them regain their wealth but what bothering me was how can Junsu actually tried to hide this very important things. I felt like an idiot in front of his mother when she told me about his marriage.
" hey, I really miss you."
" you don't even bother to tell me about your so called marriage. So don't you ever bother to call me love again.
Junsu was taken aback from my speech but he tried to comfort me. But my anger controlled myself till I cruelly said to him
'We are done now. We both knew that this relationship won't last for long. So, happy wedding day."
" I knew that those words aren't coming from your heart. Please. We need to talk about this.Don't simply make the desicion.
"no need to discuss anything.We are over."
I Turned myself from him and started walking down the road.
I heard him shouting but I didn't look at him back when I realised a truck are coming toard me and somebody or should I say his body push me replacing me at the victim's place.
Till now, I couldn't bear to meet his family.Of course they blamed me for his tragic death and I'm not trying to defend myself as I know it was my fault.
If I waited for him that other day, he would not loose his life......
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