Day 11

            The grey clouds didn’t avoid the city even today. But I didn’t care because I was happy. I couldn’t wait to tell Kris how wrong he was about Jongin because he was more alive than ever and I love him more than anyone.

            Arrived at the college, I made my way through the crowd and entered my class, taking a seat beside him smiling.

            “I saw him yesterday.”

            "you, he was my friend.” My smile faded.

            “B-but I met him yesterday, I felt him…” My voice creaked up and I was scared.

            “Did you meet with Jongin yesterday?” I was in pure shock, yet I didn’t want to tell him that I did. I wanted to believe what I knew, what I saw yesterday, not what Kris said.

            On my way home I stopped in front of the dance studio’s window. Even if it was raining, I wanted to touch the glass. I wanted to remember exactly how I saw him that day. I could feel the fear all over my body, in my head and I couldn’t continue. I just made my way to the door. I opened it and saw Jongin dancing. When he saw me, he stopped and gave me his best smile. But I looked at him sad. He approached me, hugged me and kissed my forehead.

            “Jongin.” I softly called him. “I don’t want to lose you…” He t