Pinky Promise

April Flowers

It was a sunny Saturday afternoon in April. The sun beat down on Ara and her mother as they sat in the car, waiting for the traffic to subdue. The air conditioner blasted through as the cold air lightly breezed through her dark hair. Her mother tapped her fingers on the steering wheel to the beat of the soft music playing quietly in the background.

"Where should we go first, Ara? Should we shop first or eat first?" She asked with curious eyes. Ara played with her phone as they sat in the car, aware of her mother's questions but not aware enough to reply back right away. "Ara!" She jumped at the loud voice and shot her head in her mother's direction.

"Jeez, mom. Let's go shopping first. I need a new phone case." As the traffic started to clear, they were finally able to make their way to Myungdong and begin their shopping rendezvous.

The day began as it normally should have, the two walking around stores and pointing out clothes that they liked. It was just like any other day that they would spend together. Mother and daughter joined at the hip, giggling at anything and everything. It was just like any other normal day. But unlike any other normal day, this day took a turn for the worst.

They were by a water fountain when it happened, Ara was walking while admiring her new phone case until she realized her mother wasn't by her side anymore. She turned around and saw her, fallen on the ground and gasping for air. 

"Ara? I'm home!" Ara's thoughts were interrupted by the familiar sound of Kyungsoo's voice. She jolted up from her bed and excitedly scurried to meet Kyungsoo by the front door.

"Soo oppa!" They both grinned at each other, happy to see one another.

"I missed you today." He happily said while shuffling to change into her pink slippers. For some reason, the two liked wearing each other's slippers instead of their own. She wore his slightly bigger blue slippers, liking the extra room it gave. 

"Same here, I started watching a new drama but it didn't feel right watching without you. So I recorded it so that we could watch together." She grinned while they walked to the living room together. "Just you and I watching dramas and pigging out on ramyun. It sounds perfect." Ara eagerly smiled at her brother, only for Kyungsoo to apologetically shake his head.

"Sorry, Ara. But I bumped into an old friend at the cafe today. We were trainees together before I had to leave the company. I couldn't really keep in touch afterwards but somehow-- I don't really remember how--  he found out I ran a cafe. So he visited! And then we kinda promised to hang out after I finished work so he's going to come over soon, in like ten minutes?" Kyungsoo explained nervously as he struggled with his words. With taking cafe of the cafe and their apartment, Kyungsoo was normally very busy. The few days he was free usually involved him running errands or sleeping. This left very little time for him to have quality time with Ara.

"Oh.. Okay, it's fine." Ara quietly murmured. She quietly walked away, waiting for Kyungsoo to stop her out of guilt.

"Ara, come on. Don't be like thaaat." Kyungsoo whined, overridden with guilt. "Ara! Fine, fine, fine. I pinky promise that the next time I'm free, we can start that new drama and finally hang out." Holding out his pinky, he waited for Ara to turn around and seal the promise.

"I knew I could make you guilty enough to pinky promise to hang out with me." She quickly turned around with a big smile on her face and linked their pinkies before he could change his mind. Kyungsoo's jaw dropped, surprised she had the gall to manipulate him like that. Without a moment's hesitation, Kyungsoo reached out and tickled Ara's sides. The two laughed together as Ara wrestled for escape even though her attempts were useless. They continued laughing and wrestling until a loud ding dong stopped them in their tracks. 

Ara wordlessly hurried to her room before Kyungsoo could say anything. He watched her with a small frown and shook his head. He then made his way to the door to invite his guest inside. Upon opening the door, Kyungsoo was greeted with a cartoon chicken plastered on a paper box. The warm smell of fried chicken wafted through the air. 

"Kai, get this chicken out of my face." Kyungsoo laughed and lightly pushed the box of chicken away. The chicken no longer blocked the sight of Kai's smiling face. They both laughed and gave each other a quick hug. Kyungsoo led Kai into the apartment while taking some of the food from him.

"Do you really live in this huge apartment by yourself, hyung? It's even bigger than the dorm. And we have five people living there." Kai glanced around in curiousity, wondering how Kyungsoo could afford this apartment all by himself.

"Well, it used to be my entire family living here but since my parents passed away it's just me and my sister. I can't really bring myself to move out either" Kyungsoo explained, guilty that he had to lie to his friend. More like you had no choice but to stay, he thought with a frown. Kyungsoo sat down on the couch and placed the food on the coffee table while Kai explored the apartment a little more. 

"And what about your sister? Does she still live with you? I remember how close you guys were." Kai called out from the kitchen as he looked around.

"Umm.. what do I even say about Ara.." Kyungsoo whispered under his breath so that Kai wouldn't hear. Explaining his sister's situation was always really difficult. After all, telling your friend that your sister had social anxiety and never left the house would never be easy. 

"What did you say, hyung?"

"Oh, um, yeah. Ara still lives with me. She takes classes at Seoul University and sometimes helps with the cafe." He nodded while smiling guiltily. Technically, I'm not lying. She does take online classes and helps me with some paperwork for the cafe, he consoled himself in his thoughts, happy that he got through the questions without too much struggle. Kai plopped down on the couch next to Kyungsoo, grabbing a piece of chicken as well as another for Kyungsoo.

"So, where is she? I thought if she lived with you she would come out to introduce herself but I haven't seen her yet."

"She's in her room... Um, she's just really t-tired." Kyungsoo stammered. "So how is SM going?" He quickly changed the subject, hoping that Kai's curiousity was satisfied. Once Kai began to talk about SM, Kyungsoo quietly let out a sigh of relief. At this rate, I'm going to get anxiety too. 


A/N: So that was the first chapter! At the moment, it's not very interesting since it's only the beginning but once the story starts to pick up I know it'll get much more fun! Although I don't have very many (or any) readers at the moment, I still want to write and hope that there will be more readers as well!

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vachick89
#1
Chapter 9: Hi, are you still continuing on with this story? You havent updated in quite a while.
kyungkie
#2
Chapter 8: asdfghjkl this chapter was literally the cutest thing ever. And I like how even though this story isn't necessarily a humorous one, you always add funny little parts that lighten up the mood. Oh, and don't feel bad about taking too long with updates! Your education is much more important :) Don't worry. We'll patiently wait for your updates. Take as long as you need.
vachick89
#3
Chapter 7: Ok here are my thoughts to this: Social anxiety is different for everybody. I speak for myself when I say this because I suffer from it as well however not to the extent as other people i guess. Hence everyone has different experiences. For ME I love people. I WANT to make friends but its hard. A million and one thoughts races through my head when im around new ppl. What to say, how to say it, how to look or even sound while saying it. Over and over again until I just dont say or do anything. Sweaty palms, dry throat, even heart palpitations sometimes, dizziness, feeling closed in. Feeling as if everyone is looking at me. Too much attention. So I feel like I need to hide. Claustrophobic in sense but instead of a tight space its like people instead. These are my symptoms. I suffer from this because I dont take medication or see a therapist. I guess im self healing? Writing this is part of my self healing btw. But omg I think I have come a looong way. I used to be terribly shy as well and a very silent reader. I havent been on my facebook in years because of social anxiety. I still havent come around to even be around family. Except for my immediate family who I live with. Its tough. I said all that to say that its different for everybody but there are common symptoms amongst us. I dont think you offend anyone well not me at least. And I also think that you write ara really well. So dont be scared girl. Do you. Ill still be here. I really like your story. And I think that I may have subscribed to it because I relate to Ara. Only I wish I knew what triggered my anxiety but I think I know what triggered hers. Sorry for the long post. Its weird. I have this anxiety but I think because it causes me to hold back from speaking that I talk so so much through text. And because this online and not in person its much much easier for me to communicate with ppl. Ok I'm done.
boogerbrain95
#4
Chapter 7: You did a good job at portraying a panic attack. But something I'm confused at is how quickly Ara is becoming less scared, when she mentioned wanting to have a new friend. It's not easy for a socially anxious person to say that. Especially since Ara is always home, I feel she should still be scared whenever there is someone new. Sorry if this sounds rude or anything. I don't mean to offend
vachick89
#5
Chapter 6: Nooo this chapter was definitely NOT boring at all! I had a big cheesy smile on my face the entire time. I love these boys so much and especially their interactions with each other whether its fiction or not. In this chap I could totally picture them all on the floor laughing and being goofballs. And the friendship between suho and kyungsoo is heartwarming. Suho is so caring to him I almost teared up when they reunited. Im such a er for those kinds of things. And the dance battle scene was good too.
kyungkie
#6
Chapter 5: "I can't believe a girl could drop such a huge piece of--"
Lmfao! Ah, this part was too funny to be ignored c':
But on a more serious note, my heart aches for poor little Chanyeol. I'm not exactly sure if he likes her in a romantic type of way yet, but he definitely has some feelings for her. But then there's Ara who only got to se Kai's back and he already managed to melt her into a pile of goo and oh my gosh someone stop Chanyeol before he ends up with a broken heart! This story makes me feel so many emotions all at once and wow I'm so sorry for this comment but this update was literally so good.
boogerbrain95
#7
Chapter 5: Hmmm... I can totally relate to Ara. I know the feeling of being anxious and having panic attacks can be scary too. Somehow I feel that Kyungsoo is somewhat ashamed at his family situation by the way he avoids talking about Ara. Maybe I'm over-analyzing this but even though he thinks that he's protecting her, it seems like he's protecting himself. I think that by hiding her away and not helping step by step to "fix" her anxiety, he can somehow get away from the whole situation. Judging by how Ara acted here, it seems like if she was pushed hard enough, she might be able to go outside for once. And judging from Chanyeol's character, it seems like he might be the one to do just that. But then again, Kai is a strong competitor. By the way, does Ara take any medication? Or did I skip that part? Sorry for such a long comment but I like how the story is going so far! Hwaiting Author-nim! ^^
vachick89
#8
Chapter 4: Yeaaaah new subbie here! I have no idea how I found this story but I'm glad I did. I can tell its going to be a good romcom for my exo fanfic collection. This chapter had me giggling like crazy, too. Chanyeol is such a sweetheart here and I love the way kyungsoo is written as well. Also, I can never grasp Xiumin's personality in any fanfic he's in because well, he never talks so how would you know how to write him? I do notice that the 'trend' (see what i did there) is to write him as a hyung who is very mature and might say some funny things every now and then. But I feel like is that his nature in rl? from what I see, he is very reserved. Idk I wish he'd open up more. This is something I've been holding in for quite a while now. But anyways, I'm rambling... love the story line and dialogue between the characters. Please continue!
boogerbrain95
#9
Chapter 4: Nope. Nope. I can already feel my heart break for Chanyeol
kyungkie
#10
Chapter 3: This story...there's only three chapters so far and it's already so beautifully written. I'm excited for your next update c: