Guys.... 

I might not be abe to update this story after all as much as I want to because my coach just called me and talked to me about why I was slacking off and camp is in 20 days! 

TWENTY DAYS I REPEAT!!!

I honestly have been slacking off and being lazy and I haven't been going to Yoga and working out even though its mandatory... and that is completely my fault.

I AM SO ING DEAD!!

I WILL BE SO FRUSTRATED IN CAMP HOLY

This is all my fault for being lazy... I'm not a very flexible person and I dont have great balance... I literally wasted 33 days... when I could've worked out and

AND NOW I AM ED!

I STILL don't have my ing splits... my back is so not flexible and my pirhouettes, fouettes, a la secondes, c jumps, soda pops, calypsos, etc are so not perfect and they're bad... 

holy wow I'm crying... literally >.<

life as a dancer is hard... you cannot slack off and I now just realized that considering i only have three weeks to get everything in perfect condition... 

Dance is the hardest art man... just a heads up to you guys..

SO YEA.... I could write while stretching for slips but I'd rather not get distracted... I love you guys still..