Ok this will touch a topic of abuse to all those who feel uncomfortable please don't read.

Ken P.O.V

    After a few hours of driving to the place where we would be staying for the next two months we all decided to just shower than sleep since we were a bit jet-lagged. While I was waiting for my turn to shower I couldn't help but think of how I would survive in the U.S for two months the amount of dark skinned people that I saw on the drive to this dorm was a lot, I can't help but shiver out of disgust and-

    "Hey it's your turn Ken." Leo said with his soft voice, I couldn't help but thank him from traveling to far into my thoughts, because when I think too much about things I feel like I might suffocate from those unwanted memories. Once I was done taking a shower, I went to go to sleep. But I wish I never went to sleep that day...

    "No please don't do that." I told the man but his darkened hand kept traveling up and down my thigh making me uncomfortable.

    "Don't worry this isn't bad I'm just touching you." The man said while he kept traveling his hand up and down up and down until he reached that one part. I couldn't help but cry I don't want this, I DON'T WANT THIS!!! I screamed in my eight year old mind, tears began to fall when the man saw this he turned my face toward his and said, "Awww don't cry here let me make you feel better. He then leaned his head toward mine and started kissing me, but I wouldn't respond. This made him angry and he leaned away and slapped me making me fall off the couch to the floor.

    More tears started to flow and that's when I built up the courage, "If you do this again I'll let my parents know what you have done to me." I said while staring up at him thinking that that would make him stop but I was wrong.

    All he did was smirk, "Do you think you're parents would love you after what I did to you? You're no longer pure, you're dirty. No one would love you, but I will so don't let them know or else I'll kill your parents."

    I looked up at him, "No don't kill them please! Even if they won't love me please don't kill them." I saw the triumphant look on his face as he picked me up and placed me back on the couch he kissed me and this time I responded to his kiss, all the while crying. The man then began pulling my basketball shorts down and his hand started caressing my leg.

    NO! NO! NO! I woke up and sat up on my bed with tears and sweat running down my face. I put my knees up and leaned my head against them with my hands in my hair rocking back and forth. "It's over it's over it's over." I kept repeating after I calmed down a bit I walked out to the kitchen and got a cup of milk usually this helps me calm down when ever I have those dreams. When I went to go sit at the table I saw Suga there along with the maknae Jungkook it looked like they were working on lyrics, I was about to walk back to the kitchen in order not to disturb them but then Jungkook saw me.

    "Ken hyung come sit here don't mind us I'm just practicing my part on Suga's song and since it's Suga hyung's song I want to make him proud." He then leaned towards me once I sat down in the chair across from them and whispered into my ear, "Plus he is a total perfectionist so I can't sleep until he's satisfied." He then laughed and sat back in his sit. I expected Suga to hit Jungkook in the back of his head for saying that but instead Suga was staring at me.

    "Why does it look like you were crying?" Suga asked, I sat up straighter and stuttered a reply. "W-what are you talking about I wasn't c-crying."

    Suga just looked at me then he looked at Jungkook and it seemed like they made an agreement on something. Jungkook stretched and then got up, "Well I guess I should go get some sleep, anyway goodnight Suga and Ken hyung."

    Once Jungkook was gone Suga looked at me and it was as if he knew, "Ok why did you just lie? It's obvious that you're not ok in fact it's like you just woke up from a nightmare."

    "Look Suga everything is fine, you're right though I did have a bad dream but that's it. So if you don't mind I'm going back to sleep." I started getting up from the table when suddenly hands grabbed me from the back and a blindfold was placed on my eyes. I was about to scream for help when a hand was placed on my mouth.

    "Ok Ken look we aren't going to harm you or anything but we're taking you to a place where you can talk to us and let your anger out without anyone judging you." Suga said, I only remained silent we started walking and I heard a door close behind me I guess we're out of the dorm since it got cold as soon as we walked out. They ducked my head in and made me get inside a car, I was wondering why they were doing this to me. Why me? I never did anything to them so why me?

    I guess I must've fallen asleep because when I woke up I was in a gym, or at least that's what it looked like to me, and the blindfold was gone. I looked around and my eyes saw Suga and the rest of Bangtan. I stood up and started yelling at them, "Why did you bring me here?! What did I ever do to you? Why-"

    I then saw Leo sitting at the other side of the gym, tied up with duct tape around his mouth and looking very angry and staring at Bangtan with a death glare. They brung Leo too?

    Suga looked at Leo also and then said, "He wouldn't shut up so we put that around his mouth, funny that a man who is always silent has so much to say once he is faced with a problem."

    Rap Monster stood up and walked to where Leo was and forced Leo to walk towards me he then pushed him to sit down next to me, "I'm sure you're wondering how come it's you two who we decided to kidnap? Well think about it, what's one thing that you two try so hard to keep secret? What's the one thing that makes you so scared to remember?"

    Mine and Leo's eyes widened, no they couldn't possibly know no! What's going to happen to me? Will they threaten me to get along with N or else they'll release my dark and horrible secret to the media? I looked at Leo again and it looked like he was hyperventilating, I don't know what happened to him but it seemed like his secret was equally or more horrible than mine, I quickly took the duct tape off his mouth and started trying to calm him down.

    I looked back at Rap Monster who was calmly looking at us, "Look Rap Monster I don't know what you're talking about-"

    "You're CEO is the one who informed us of what happened to you two." Jimin said looking like he was truly sorry for what we went through. Me and Leo froze we were both confused and scared how did the CEO know? I'm pretty sure I never told him and from the looks of it Leo never did either.

    "He doesn't know what exactly happened to you guys but he does recognize the signs of someone who went through something very traumatic. He had a trainee once who couldn't handle something that happened in the past so he ended up killing himself. Your CEO has since then blamed himself for not noticing that his trainee needed help. So when he saw the way you treated N hyung he at first thought it might just be because your parents were racist and you just got the habit from them. But he started noticing the way you looked at N hyung besides the hatred and disgust he saw in your eyes he also saw the fear, you might've been thinking you were able to hide it well but you didn't. So he called us, now I don't know how he knew we could help you but I'm guessing that he noticed the signs in some of our members." Rap Monster looked at s and then back at us with a sad look, "So when he begged us to help you guys like we helped our own we accepted."

    "Wait so you went through it too?" I asked out of the corner of my eye I saw Suga hugging someone but I couldn't tell who since the room was so dark. My attention went back to Rap Monster, "How many?"

    Rap Monster seemed to understand my questions so he answered, " To answer your first answer if your talking about being molested as a kid or ually abused than yes we went through that. And to answer your second question two members and one member was close to going through that also, but I saved him and made sure to beat that other mother f***er up so bad that he was nearly dead." Rap Monster took a deep breath and clenched his hands so hard they turned white, "Sometimes I wish I had killed that f***er."

A/N So what did you guys think? I know it might've been uncomfortable but this was neccassary for the story because some people do go thorugh this and those experiences can make them hate people or be so traumitized that the only way to escape is by ending your life. If anyone has gone through this please don't be scared to confide in your parents or the police. Anyway sorry for not updating work is brutal and soon I'll go to college in the Winter. For the next chapter we will know why Leo hates N.