You smiled at yourself when you saw your reflection  in the mirror , you were wearing a pink dress that drops a little above of your knees , its been a long time since you wore dresses , after college ended , all your life was all about is finding a job , get some money , pay bills … so basically it was all about work , work and work to get Money

 you took a deep breath ‘ I … look … beautiful … ‘ you thought “ it’s been a long time !“ you whispered to yourslef 

“ I think this is all !” you heard a voice and you knew exactly to whom it belonged so you didn’t need to turn around to check , you couldn’t get enough from yourself !

“ now remember no fangirling is allowed ! no …”

“ no childhood stories ! no talking nonsense ! no .. no .. and no …” you stated ironically “ you know what I feel like I should just go and sit down and not talk at all ! “ you turned toward Ra In and continued “ and why should I wear a dress to go visit them , I mean isn’t this too much ?! it’s my first time yet I’m looking like I’m putting in too much effort ! “

“ first if you can sit down and not say anything then it would be best ! second no you’re supposed to be my childhood friend so I’m trying to make you and your outfit suitable to be my friend ! “

You scoffed at her answer “ suitable ? aish … look at Haneul she’s not that suitable either since she’s always wearing jeans oh wait her style is similar to mine ! “ you rolled your eyes back to the mirror and sighed  “ anyway I don’t care if I should wear a dress or a skirt all I want is not get busted and ruin everything ! “

“ I’m gonna need a long time to get used to you talking to Ra In’s ghost “ Haneul stated after a long time of silence since she was listening to you talking or to be exact arguing with Ra In .

You smiled at her “ gomawoo Haneul-ssi ! I really like the dress ! it’s amazing ! “ you turned around “ thank you so much for everything you had done until now ! “ you thanked her , you really felt so grateful to her since she was the only living person on this earth who know that you can see a ghost and believes you , if it was you , you wouldn’t believe anyone who would tell you such thing, and above all this if the plan goes down Haneul will go down  with you too , she had to lie to Siwon , gave you Ra In’s keys and been with you every step of the way !

She shook her head and got up from the bed “ anie no need to thank me ! I’m doing what seems to be the right thing ! I also feel like Siwon is rushing himself into this marriage so if this gonna help him get his mind straight then I need to be part of this !  ...” she explained “ and the dress looks amazing on you ! you should start wearing more dresses from now on which I think you will ! “ she smiled and you did the same " Ra In is annoying right ? but she's nice ! " she joked  , that’s when your phone started to ring , you looked at the caller ID and smiled , you raised your head “ it’s time ! KAJA .. ! “ you said to Ra In and she nodded

You turned around , took your handbag from the sofa and headed toward the door

“ Mi Ra-ya , Hwaiting ! “ Haneul cheered you before closing the door

“ ne , Hwaiting ! “ you answered and went down to meet the one and only Choi Siwon.

As soon as you arrived , you were greeted by the most beautiful dazzling smile you could ever see ! the smile that can make every girls heart melt , you sighed and gathered all your courage ‘ it’s time for action ! ‘ you thought and clen your fist started walking toward him while a wide smile was plastered on your face

“ am I late ? “ he asked as soon as you reached him

You shook your head in response “ anie … shall we go ? “ you asked and he nodded ,he opened the car door for you , you smiled at his sweet act and hoped in the car .

The drive was quite at first , since none you dared to say anything , you just kept steeling glances at him whenever you got a chance , and you had a feeling that he did too ,when you both caught each other  you just smiled at each other and look away

“ what is this ? say something ! “ you heard Ra In nag on you from behind , you were irritated on how she always talk to you whenever you’re with Siwon , it just get you more nervous than you already are , you cleared your throat but then Siwon talked

“ do you want to hear some music ? “ he asked

“ anie … gwaenchanh ! ‘’ you refused gently

“ you didn’t ask me anything about whom your meeting with ? “

You gulped “ I told you , you should act normal ! “ Ra In scolded but you were in no state that let you answer her “ oh … well … uh … I … “ you stuttered “ isn’t it someone close to Ra In since you were in a hurry to get us to meet each other ? “ you asked back

He didn’t say anything for a while but then cleared his throat “ well you can say so !  “ he smiled at you then put his gaze back on the road while you only looked outside the window , the weather was good , the sky was cloudless , the sun was shining brighter than ever , your eyes landed on the park near the stop you were at , it reminded you of one of your favorite memories

“ remember …. You were once my star …. “ you remembered and sighed while you gave a small smile at the memory  ‘ will he remember ? as much as I want him too , I have this side that doesn’t want him too ! ‘  

You kept on looking outside the window while you’re lost in your thought until you were interrupted by Siwon’s soft voice “ are you okay ? “ he asked in concern

You nodded your head “ it just that I have a lot going on in my life right now ! I just don’t know how to deal with all of it ! “

He gave you a comforting smile then turned his gaze back at the road “ tell me about it ! I have a lot going on in my life too ! so you don’t have to feel lonely ! “ you smiled at his statement but your smile suddenly faded when you felt his hand on yours , it was soft yet you flinched with the sudden contact , you know Siwon likes skin ship a lot which is not your strong point , you knew that Siwon was just trying to be nice and comforting and a good friend ‘ but why does it feel awkward ? ‘ you thought and slowly took your hand away and looked outside the window again .

“ we’re here ! “ he said as he stopped the engine he went out of the car and opened the door for you , you smiled at him and quickly looked at the big building standing in front of you  !

“ kaja ! “ he stated and started walking , you went after him . as soon as you reached the door , you saw a man standing , he bowed as soon as he saw Siwon , and Siwon gave him a small bow , you did the same and followed him

You entered the elevator and Siwon pressed the floor button , you started to feel nervous since the meeting is getting closer and closer , you played with your fingers which is something you always did whenever you felt  nervous ‘ I think the Super Junior members live in separate dorms , right ? maybe he won’t be there because its not his dorm we’re going too … anie maybe he got schedule so he won’t be there but since Siwon chose today for me to meet them it means they have no schedule ! … or …’

“ are you … nervous ? don’t worry they won’t bite ! “ he joked

“ ya get out of your dreamland a little bit and focus ! aish … why do I feel like you’re gonna screw things when you’re with them ? “ Ra In whine ‘ how many times did I tell her to never speak while I’m talking to someone ? ‘

“ they ? “ you managed to ask after a few seconds of silence since your were waiting for Ra In to finish talking

Siwon nodded his head but before he can say anything the elevator made his sound that alarms his arrival and before you know it the door was wide open , Siwon went out first , and you followed him until you saw him stopping in front of a door , he pressed the ring two times but there was no respond ‘ why would he ring the doorbell , doesn’t he have the keys or something ? ‘

 instead , lot of noise can be heard , then lot of footsteps , you gave Siwon a confused look to which he replied with a small smile he was about to press the doorbell again when a voice shouted

“ who is this ? “ it was coming from the inside but it clearly belonged to Eunhyuk

“ hyung … pali open the door ! it’s me ! “ Siwon answered

“ who is it monkey ? “ another voice shouted

“ Siwon hyung ! “ Eunhyuk answered

“ don’t open the door for him ! “ the other voice said “ what’s the password ? “ he continued directing his question this time to Siwon , you chuckled at their acts

Siwon sighed at his playful hyungs who just can’t seem to get enough from being childish and chose to have some fun with him before opening the door , he turned to you and smiled awkwardly

“ ah hyung pali … “ he went closer to the door and whispered to them “ I have a guest ! “ after there was silent , probably they were checking if he was telling the truth or not after a while the door was opened to reveal a Eunhyuk with his gummy smile

“annyeonghaseyo ! “ he bowed as soon as he saw you and quickly went inside to tell the others !

You entered alongside Siwon , he guided you to the living room where the members gathered as soon as they heard about you

“annyeonghaseyo we are Super Junior ! “ they all said and bowed at the same time

“annyeonghaseyo I’m Leeteuk-himnida !” Leeteuk introduced

“ ah ne annyeonghaseyo ! welcome back ! “ you bowed to him and he smiled at you with his angelic smile

“annyeonghaseyo I’m Kangin ! “

“annyeonghaseyo I’m the most handsome member in Super Junior Eunhyuk ! “  eunhyuk said confidently with a wink and the others started to chuckle “ this joke never seem to get old ! “ kyuhyun teased and did a high five with Heechul who seems to agree with him

“annyeonghaseyo I’m Sungmin ! “

“annyeonghaseyo I’m Reyeowook ! “

“annyeonghaseyo I’m Kyuhyun ! “

“annyeonghaseyo I’m Heechul ! “

“annyeonghaseyo I’m Shindong ! “

“well you already know me ! “ Siwon stated , his hands in his pocket looking just like he’s doing a photoshoot

You sighed since you felt like the sky is giving you more time to help Ra In in her plan cause apparently Donghae is not here , so you felt a little bit comfortable

“annyeonghaseyo I’m Jang Mi Ra –himnida ! “ you introduced yourself with a bow

“ Mi Ra is the person I told you guys I’m bringing ! she’s Ra In childhood friend ! “ Siwon explained since the guys were confused about the fact that Siwon brought a girl with him

The members looked at each other with questions written all over there faces , you felt yourself getting nervous more and more , they were probably shocked to hear the word Ra In getting out of Siwon’s mouth this easily and with a smile on his face . weird , hein ?

“ oh it’s nice to meet you Mi Ra –ssi ! “ Reyeowook finally chose to be the first one to break the awkwardness that filled the atmosphere and welcome you , you smiled at him and looked at the others who gave you there most dazzling smiles ‘ too much perfection ! too much ! ‘ you thought since you’re fangirl side was trying so hard not to reveal himself

“ you’re Ra In childhood friend ? she never told us about you ! “ Sungmin spoke

“ yeah ! I don’t remember the last time she told us anything about her childhood ! “ Kyuhyun stated

“ where did you guys meet ? how was she when she was little ? “ Reyeowook asked with enthusiasm in his voice

“ okay guys let’s settle down first then you can ask her as much as you want ! “ Siwon exclaimed and everyone agreed at his suggestion “ where’s Donghae ? “ Siwon blurted out, out of nowhere , you gulped and bit your lips ‘ why would you ask about him ? let him be ! ‘ you mentally cursed Siwon for asking about Donghae even know you were dying to see him

“ he just went out to get something he’ll be back in a couple minutes ! “ Leeteuk answered coolly

‘ I hope those minutes changes into hours ! ‘ you wished and turned your gaze to Ra In who was quite the hall time you entered the dorm , she looking at the members with so much pain in her eyes , you can see she was about to cry , she missed them and it’s obvious , after all who would want to leave these guys !

“ so tell us how did you meet Ra In ? “ Sungmin asked

“ well we were neighbors when she was little so we use to play with each other when we were little ! “ you answered with the story you and Ra In managed to create

“ but we didn’t see you at the wedding , shouldn’t you come to your childhood friend’s wedding ? “ Leeteuk asked and everyone agreed

“ well … uh I was out of the country back then and I couldn’t come , but as soon as I got the chance to comeback I came I was planning on surprising her but then I was the one who got surprised … “ you explained with made a sad face you glanced at them and they were looking at the ground , pain and guilt on their faces , Siwon was looking down , he clench his fist and bit his lip , you could swear that you saw his eyes get teary for a while .

‘ omo I really feel bad right ! I’m a bad person ! please god forgive me ! it’s all because of her ! ‘

“ anyway , it’s good that you came back ! I bet Ra In would have been so happy if she saw you ! so we’re happy to see you ! “ Siwon cheered the mood and looked down again

“ so what are you doing here now ? “ heechul questioned he’s been quite for some time , he was just looking at you and he finally spoke but before you could say anything you were interrupted with the sound of the door being opened , your heart began to beat so fast that you felt like it’s going out of your chest , you started to feel thirsty and your hand began shaking ‘ why am I being like this ? Focus Jang Mi Ra Focus ‘ you asked yourself and tried to gather yourself to not act awkward in front of him , but when you heard his soft , mesmerizing voice , it had a much bigger impact on you , your mind went blank , you couldn’t think , you couldn’t move , you couldn’t breathe ‘ oh no this is not good ! this is not good at all ‘

hey guys sorry for keeping you waiting for a long time !  i'm a slow writer and i was and still busy But i managed to write this today !

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