"Slow down bommie-ah!" 

Chaerin yelled as i brutally drove her car in rush like chasing an important thing

I can't, i just adding more speed as i drive Chaerin' car. I hate that guy really i'm ing hate him how could he do that? Is he always do that while i'm not home. What a jerk! At least, do it in another place fxck off blood is running out to my eyes goddamit i hate you Choi Seunghyun i swear!

"Get off your hands Chae i won't hurt you"

One thing that you should know, if i'm in this situation. Don't ever try to touch me because the last time someone' touch me when i'm mad i just kicked them off. It's a bad habit i know they just trying to calm me but no, don't ever touch me. Even Seunghyun isn't brave enough to touch me he just stand silent and watch me cursing around

I don't know where to go the thing in my mind is i have to go as far as i could from that damned screw house. Even to another planet, i will. I just won't be there anymore.

And i'm not sure if i'll get back to JoongKi' place i won't ruin his night, well i need a drink. Damn with the disease i wish the pain come now so that i can decrease my anger

We're stop in front of small bar, it's not huge like i usually visit but it's simple people inside they not only drinking they also gambling, eat, watch striptis dances and else

"Oh LAND!!! Thank God!!!" Screamd Chaerin as she lied to the ground after my brutal driving. She' just too much

We come in to the bar, the music isn't as loud as the club laughing and chatting' sounds are more dominating this place

We go to the corner side take a sit on the middle high chair and order some drinks. I really need it i swear!

"Hand me the rough one"

"Just about an hour ago you told me you won't drink, you weird you know that"

"Do you have some cigarette?" I asked to the bartender 

"Oh sure.. Here"

Without asking i it after i burn it out with fire in the match. It's good after all

"Bommie ah"

Asked Chaerin with looking me sadly, i keep smoking and blew the smoke in the air not looking back at her just focused on my smoking' session

"What?"

"You... You aren't mad at him? —i mean you only stoned and doing nothing but silent! At least, yelled at him or anything whatever.."

".......i don't know"

I need 5 minutes until i answered her, i don't know what i feel i'm confused that' all i know. 

I pull out my engage ring on my right' ring finger with my right thumb; playing it all around and stare at it. 'What does it means? After all these years' 

He never cheat on me, well maybe the sentences is: i never saw him cheating on me. Well screw you Seunghyun, you kissed her neck! You are definitely un doubtfully was touching another girl! She' sitting on your lap! She's ugly! She's so thin! She's so brown! And she's your ex-damned-girlfriend!

I slammed the glass of to the wood' table and wipe my mouth. It's my 15 glass already and i feel i lost my mind, my head is dizzy and i'm not myself this time. 

"S-seunghyun i'm sorry... I-i should n-not..."

"It's enough, i'll get you home." He standing in front of his ex biting her claws and squeezing his head. 'Gosh, what do i've done? I'm a '

"No. I can take a taxi instead" 

"Are you sure?"

"Ya i'm sure, listen... I'm sorry for tonight ...i-i'm just... Forget it, good night Seunghyun"

"Good night, take care of yourself"
He said without facing her

She' running after get herself out from his house. She' running and looking for taxi. Tears stream down her cheek she can't believe what she had done, 'what his fiancé will call me then? A ? ?' I wished i never get back to Seoul! 

What should i do? I'm breaking her trust i'm hurting her feelings, chagi-ya please forgive me i know it's my fault, where are you? 

Damn!

I kicked the door slammed it for many times i'm such a jerk i'm a fool i'm stupid! What kind of man i am! 

Why can i kissed another girl while my fiancé not here. It's named cheating isn't it? How shameful. 

PRANG!~

I push away the glass and bottle above the desk and making a sound so loud 

I ING RUINED EVERYTHING!!!!!

God please tell me she's not gonna change her mind please god, our wedding is about 3 months again please i beg you i'd rather died if our wedding is cancelled it can't be!!

"Chagi ya, i know you still upset. Listen if you hear this i'm really really sorry about what i've done i'm such a bastard and i... I love you i do love you i'm just drunk and can't control myself i'm sorry babe i'm sorry... Just tell me where you are... I worry about you. Please don't drink beer just don't"

This is my 50 voice call, she's turning off her phone i can't even know where she goes. I called JoongKi she's not there i've called every of her friends no one know where she is. 

There are about up to 50 club and bars here and there's too many people also if i have to search it one by one it's difficult. All i do is sitting and texting her again and again wish her read it. Where are you? Forgive me i beg

"Hey you! What with that look? Ha ha you're laughing at m-me ...don't you" Bom is drunk now she' loosing her mind and can't thingking healthily, she was talking with the bartender

"Give me a-n-o-t-h-e-r drink WILL YOUU?!?" She screamed out 

"B-b-but you haven't payed the bottle before"

"Screw you !!! Aaarghhh i n-e-e-d a d-r-i-n-k this people hasn't have an ears uh?!?"

She still talking nonsense and keep yelling a bad words until someone bring her body and get her out from the bar to his car..

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I wonder who the guy is??? B)
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