I don't cut. Its called scraping

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"I don't cut. I only scrape" Baekhyun has almost given in to the pressures at school and at home. He doesn't want to hang on anymore. Baekhyuns exhausted. 

Self harming, abuse, mutilation, pressure, inferior, family hatred, issues, and Baekhyun is one screwed up guy.

Foreword

Baekhyun couldn't take the pressure anymore. Having to put up a strong front in school and then mentally break down each night was taking a toll on his body. 'This is not cutting. This is not self harming. I'm just scraping the skin lightly and only little blood comes out. All the pictures onine of bloody wrists are fatal. I don't cut. I merely scrape. and I'm such a pathetic ing worthless waste of spece'.  Falling deeper into depression everyday, he longs for someone to pull him out. But then again, 'I don't deserve help. People should not be wasting their time on me."

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15091994
#1
Chapter 4: The detail that you put in this story is so realistic, so well done, like I can imagine myself in Baek place, knowing the pain, the fear of someone who had to deal with this kind of phobia, I like your story. Keep up the good work, will be anticipating for your next chapter. Good Luck!
AnaHsnh
#2
Chapter 4: Please save baek auhtornim.. I want to know what happen next
Horsesrock227
#3
Chapter 4: Please update, I need to know what happens next! ^^ Thanks so much!!
BaekkieLyn
#4
Chapter 4: Update soon~~~~~
looshyhooshy #5
Chapter 4: :/ ..
Poor boy .. what'll happen next?!
I wonder if he'll try to end his life again so maybe by cutting this time instead of jumping?!
Plz update soon!!
LunaElle #6
Chapter 4: So curious of whats gonna happen next.
yurikami3
#7
Chapter 4: Weeps for an update ;A;
Nj_kissmeispirit
#8
Chapter 4: omo who is that girl and the boy gosh im so curious... baek stop hurting urself T_T andweii but really self harm people always like TO judge that tht do it but they the common people does not know wht the pain they had been through
meemee22
#9
Chapter 4: I can feel exactly what is going through baekhyun a mind and I wonder if that's a good thing.
People think badly on those who self harm but then they are not the ones who have been through that pain. Sometimes you just give I to the will of pain to forget things you don't want to remember.