E L E V E N .

I am scared.

I never experience something like this before. I close my eyes tightly and grab at the safety bar as tight as I could.

I can hear he chuckles.

“Open your eyes. It’s fun!” he say and shouts,

“Aaaaaaaaaa”

Yesterday he said that he wants to bring me to eat ice-cream because it’s his birthday. But suddenly, he brings me to this amusement park. And now we are riding these ride named Viking. I know I should not go out with this guy.

When the ride has stopped, I look at him.

You said we will eat ice-cream.

This thing has nothing to do with ice-cream.

He laughs and goes out from the seat.

“Let’s play Disco Pang Pang” he says when we are walking down at the stairs.

What? Really?

Baekhyun!

And .. he walks too fast. He looks so excited.

Is this his first time?

I walk slowly to the Disco Pang Pang.

Baekhyun has ridden that thing. He looks like he really enjoys himself.

Slowly, my lips form a smile.

“Haaaa. It’s really fun today!” he says when my driver stops us at the park. He goes out from the car and look at the sky.

“The weather is really good today” he says.

 I go out of the car and my driver drives away.

I look at Baekhyun.

He is already looking at me without blinking.

What?

“Ouh, it’s nothing” he says.

“You should stay here. I’ll go buy ice-cream” Baekhyun added and walks away.

Then I go to the place where we first met.

I sit on the bench and wait for Baekhyun silently.

Suddenly,

I realize something.

What has he done to my life?

I never waste my time with other people.

I never share my time with other people.

I never go out with other people.

I never wait for other people.