T E N .

I take a bath and prepare myself to go to Haneul’s house. After breakfast, I walk with Chanyeol to Haneul’s house.

No, no. I’m not walking with Chanyeol. He’s flying and I’m the one who is walking. Does that mean I’m walking alone?

Suddenly, I’m feeling so lonely.

“Why are you so quiet? Are you nervous? “

I just ignore his question because he is laughing at me.

25 minutes later.

“So this is how couch feels like” I say. I’m sitting alone on a couch in a living room waiting for Haneul. I look around. I’ve been here multiple times. I know this house well if you ask.

Except for Haneul’s room. I don’t even dare to go inside.

I have disobeyed rule number 23. I don’t want to break rule number 15. Geez, I might turn into a devil.

Then Haneul comes to the living room.

She’s wearing a black dress. I stand up slowly.

 My eyes .. I can’t take off from her. She’s so beautiful.

What is he looking at?

Haneul is frowning. I smile and say,

“We wear matching outfits!”

She looks at her clothes. Then she looks mine.

Aww, she looks at me.

No we don’t.

“How could you say that? You’re wearing an adorable black dress while I’m wearing a white t-shirt with grey pants. It’s totally matching!”

Oh my.

Why do I accept him into my life?

What do you want?

“Do you ever hear of happy?” I ask.

Happy? Why?

“Besides of sad and cry .. do you know the existence of happy?”

Of cause I know.

I approach Haneul. She looks at me with a weird face.

I look into her gorgeous eyes and smile.

“But do you know how it feels?” I ask. Her facial expression changed.

She looks into my eyes before she looks down.

I don’t remember.

And the important thing is, SHE LOOKS INTO MY EYES.