YURI P.O.V

                  Another school day but I decide not to go to school. I want to give them time to think,  I know that it’s hard to make a decision about this.. They say that you can only love one person, but why is this happening to me… i don’t know why I love them, its so hard for me to choose. I don’t want to see them hurt and cry, but I’m already doing it to them…. I also asking my heart why it easily to fall inlove and why it’s beating for many person… I’m such a bad selfish person. What I’m going to do now? Maybe letting them go is the right thing to do… even it hurts,

 I asked sulli if she can excuses me to my classes today because I’m also preparing for my mother’s lunch meeting. And I also asked her to take look for my girls…….. really Yuri your girls?? They haven’t say yes to your confession and don’t assume to high KWON YURI!!...... I scolded myself…. Hahahaha crazy right…  and thank god she said yes, I already told her about my confession and she was so shocked well I can’t blame her…  but she give me some advice…she said if I really loved them which I do I should fight for them, I should show them my love and  just follow my heart……

It’s almost lunch time.. I already in my formal wears, my mother said that I should act like a well matter lady. I asked her who we going to meet but she just said that I need to come and see myself.

“ kwon yuri where are you now?”Mrs kwon asked. She call me

“ i’m on my way mother. ” I said

“ I  already asked butler lee to pick you up.” She said..

“but mother…. I have my bike you don’t have to do that” I said.. Actually I don’t like riding car…

“ what?! Are you idiot!! You are rich but you just riding a bike here, your are a KWON, don’t make me embarrass to my client.! OR  are you trying to embarrass me to them” she said

“ no mother it’s  not like that…. I just”

“ I don’t want to see you riding a bike again !! What’s the matter with riding a cars.. you are the one who likes riding a cars when you’re young.. Have you forgotten that you cause your brother’s accident” she shouting  

“I’m sorry for that ……mother. I …..Know its …all my…. fault” I shuttered.

“ SORRY IS NOT ENOUGH!!!. HOW I WISH YOU’RE THE ONE IN COMA RIGHT NOW…

DON’T BE LATE KWON YURI.. COME HERE NOW!!” she shouted and ended the call.. I also wish that mother… maybe if I was the one in coma right now nobody will got hurt…

I already saw Mr. Lee my mother’s bulter parks the car. Okay yuri just take a deep breath and everything  will be fine… so I got in the car at first its fine but when Mr Lee  started the engine.. I started to panic..i hold my chest because my heart is beating so fast….. I tried to calm myself but I failed,  I look outside the window to distract my nervous but  its also failed.

“ miss yuri are you okay” mr lee asked

“ ah….. yes… I’m fine” I said.

“ are you really fine miss yuri, you look sick?: he said

“ I’m okay…I’m okay…I’m.. just sleeping…” I said and close my eyes.. with its added more panic, I started to imagine about the accident again, when my brother protect me and when I saw him bleeding.  I felt my tears already flowing down my cheeks. 

“ hey miss Are you really okay?” he asked. I  just nodded…. Yuri just breath……breath.. you need to do this… its just a car?!... you don’t want to disappoint you mother right

“ mr.lee just wake me up if we already there?” I said

“ okay miss yuri” he said

 I put on my earphones and plays some happy music.. I close my eyes trying hard not to remember that accident but it’s failed……. Sorry oppa… I’m so sorry…… i whispered while cr