YURI P.O.V

I was still shock because of surprise kiss of sicababy. I can feel it again , my heart is beating fast…… calm down yuri calm done…

“ hubby”

“HUBBY!”

“YAH… KWON YURI”

“sorry…sorry……ahm…so I guess there will be just you and me”  I said. I forget about nana.. I can see the hurt expression of nana. I don’t like it. I feel something on my heart too.. I feel pain…..  I’m so confuse right now..   I like Jessica but I like nana too. Both of them have a special place in my heart        

“ come hop on” i said. she smile widely and she hug my back..

“saranghae” she whispered. I was shock on her sudden confession. I look at her but her eyes are close and she’s smiling widely. So I just smile secretly.

 After I accompanied Nana at their house. Sulli texted me that she will be having a sleep over at her classmate’s house so nobody’s at  home. Actually I was living alone because my mother is always at business meeting. So I decided to stroll around the city. I like riding my bike. The reason why I don’t like riding a car because of  the car accident. I still remember that time when I was trying to learn how to drive a car and my brother is teaching me. Because of me my brother is  still in coma.

FLASHBACK

“ oppa. Teach me how to drive please” I said

“ okay but just once … you are still young yuri..” he said

“First put on your seatbelt, start the car… then step slowly on the accelerator…. Put it on 30 speeds” He said. I just follow her.

“ very good Yuri just keep going..” he said. I smile cause its very easy… so we were in 50 speed…   but then we saw a truck who is very fast. I widen my eye because it’s heading on our way.

“ OPPA!! WHAT SHOULD I DO.!! ITS HEADING ON US..!!’” I souted at him. I can see that he is n panic too

“ just turn the car on the right ….. TURN IT RIGHT!!” HE said. I just follow him. Thank god that we avoid that truck

“ woohhh…. That was so close…” he said

“ oppa I think you should drive now..”  I said. he nodded his head

“ okay… just step on the brake” he said. I keep stepping on the brake but it doesn’t work

“IT’S NOT WORKING… OPPA….”

“ WHAT!! TRY AGAIN….!!”

“OPPA!!  IT’S NOT WORKING OPPA!!!” I just close my eye because we’re going to crash in a post. But I felt someone hug me, like protecting me.

“ I’m scared oppa” I whispered to him

“ don’t be scared oppa is here” he said. then I  heard the crash sound.

 When I wake up. I saw my brother’s head bleeding still hugging me. I just obtain some small cuts and injuries.

“ op..pa wake up…… oppa……… oppa. Wake up please…… oppa….” I keeps calling him. I was crying so hard..

“ yu…..ri –ah…. Gwen..chan…na” he said                   

“ I’m okay… oppa… come …lets go…. To … the hospital….”  I said. but we cant move because were stuck

“ yu…ri-ah….. oppa….is …. Sleepy…”  he said while closing his eyes

“ op..pa…. andwae ….. op…pa…. wake…up… OPPA!!!”

“ please……..don’t leave……me” then I heard the ambulance and my vision became blurry

“ help…. Us….. he..lp” then  my surrounding turn into black.

  End of the flashback                      

             Maybe that’s the reason what my mother really mad at me…                                                       

 I didn’t notice that I was at the hang river now. Then I decide to stop there for a while... I just what to be alone. I’m thinking what if I was the one who is in coma … maybe my mother will be so happy… I chuckled on my though. I never see my mother smile or laugh… and that’s because of me… I was not aware that I’m crying…what a life…….

Then I saw someone going to jump on the bridge.  I run fast to save her. I hug her but we both fall on the river…

 Thank god I’m a good swimmer.. so I save her….i  swim from  the nearest land I saw…

I was so scared when she ‘s not breathing

“ oh..nononono…. what should I do……what should I do…… CPR….. yeah cpr just do her a CPR” I said to my self. Then I do her THE CPR.

“hey.. Breath..”

“Breath” i was going to do cpr on her again when  I receive a slap…OUCH

End of P.O.V 

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