Goodbye.

The perks of being a soccer player
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Aug 11, 2011 - Aug, 16 2015. 

Four years. They say I'm a pioneer on this site. I have dedicated 4 years of my spare time to writing, as it was something I deeply loved. I have grown with this site, I have grown with my writings and I have learned a lot as well. I was very active in the first 3 years, but I cannot say that I've been in the past year. Several reasons, personal reasons, public reasons but to summarize, I'd like to say, writing to me has lost all its benefits. Here's a small explanation. 

1. Through 4 years, I've watched my stories be read, I've watched the number of subscribers growing and I'm very thankful to every single of you who have found an interest in what my brain could produce. But I've grown selfish. Those who only are readers may not understand how important comments are. There are/were the reasons I continued writing because I knew that at least some people cared enough. I'm not entirely blaming silent readers as I am sometimes one myself, but a part of me feel that you, us, me, silent readers are responsible for the author's disinterest in writing (at least, a part of this). It's true. It's true to me, to friends, to writers, who can all say that one of the reasons we leave, we stop writing is the lack of comments. And I've grown, I've grown bored, tired, exhausted, frustrated to write for ghosts or if not, for the "pls update" comments. I can honestly say the benefits are not enough for me to continue. What it brings me is not enough. I can't ask for more from you, but I can't ask for more from

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Usagis
#1
Chapter 7: I really enjoyed your stories, especially this one, but if it means that you'll get happier by not writing anymore, i'll accept your decision. I know the feeling of doing something just because you feel the pressure to do it, even if it started out with you actually enjoying it in the beginning. It's really sad to know that you won't continue updating this fic anymore, but I wish for you to truly do what makes you feel happy, and if investing more time in real life, or on just doing things in real life, makes you feel at the most ease, I'm okay with it!
But I just want you to know, that a lot of people have enjoyed your stories so don't dare call them ty ><!!
They were amazing!
Anyway, good luck with what you're doing now!
Maybe some time in the future when you feel like it you'll update this fic again?
1fanfic #2
Chapter 7: I really liked this story and I'm sorry to see you go but I know what it's like to lose a passion, it happens. I hope you find a new one soon :)
But lol you left us with such a cliffhanger!
Anyway, good luck with whatever you do :)
k_tasuku
#3
Chapter 7: Your stories aren't ty though! They're such an enjoyable read to me! Take care. If you ever decide to come back, we'll be waiting for you here!
maya143
#4
Chapter 7: I can totally understand you. I also recently lost all the passion for reading ffs.. I am sure it is way worse for the writer. You did good. I guess..
At the end of the day you have to take care of yourself. I am so glad I got to read your work but I would have loved it more if you completed all of your project. Even rushed ending would have been ok. But its up to you.
I wish you good luck with everything.
-Malum #5
Chapter 6: omgg this is amazing plsss update sooooon!!!!
CrimsonFox #6
Chapter 6: Oh. My. God. I CANT WAIT FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER!!!!!! ヾ(@⌒ー⌒@)ノThis story is so good! Keep up the good work!!
Canxiubemybaby #7
Chapter 6: Oh.My.God.
xiuknows
#8
Chapter 6: Oh wow. This story is greaaaat~
xiubootybuns
#9
Chapter 6: this is me at the end of the chapter " WHAT OH MY GOSH NO ABORT MISSION ABORT MISSION OH DEAR GOD WHAT DID I READ?! IS THE WORLD ENDING I DUNNO!" ^-^ great story
CrimsonFox #10
Chapter 5: Thank you for continuing to write this story despite Luhan's lawsuit. It really hurts to see other stories like yours that are so amazing just die out because of the lawsuit. Also, I can't wait for the next chapter! I'm really looking forward to see what happens to Luhan.