Jongin is such a wonderful person. When you get to know him that is. Otherwise you tend to think he is reckless, uncaring, cunning, all of that stuff. He is like that, but not around me. I love him. He is so caring. But there is a problem. He keeps disappearing randomly. He leaves a note for me to say that he is out, but he never actually tells me where he goes. Sure we all need our own privacy, but he can't exactly keep secrets from me forever.

Ever since I met him, he loves to disappear then reappear. If he isn't with me, he is either with Sehun or gone to the mystery place. Why did I bring this topic up exactly? Cause, I just found a note on the kitchen bench - again. It would be great if it were regular disappearances or something, then at least I could predict when he goes out. But no. They are all really random and I can't even get used to seeing the notes on the bench.

I can only expect what it says on the note. It says the same thing every time: 'I am out. Be home soon - Jongin'

When he goes out, I go out too. I go out, feed, stay around the city for only an hour longer. When I get home, who do I find on the couch? Kim Jongin of course. He somehow comes back before I do, every single time. When he notices me, he gets up and greets me with a hug and kisses. I do like it, but I can never shake off this feeling of worry. I'm just glad that I can pull off a calm face whenever I feel like it.

After a couple of hours of talking, we go to b