Chapter 5.5 – There Are So Many Ways to Waste My Life

RF Shots

(A/N): italics for thoughts and the song

play this song for better reading http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N3j5lThh9rA (Last Luv by MBLAQ)

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-Graduation Day-

It is exactly 1 month since Tiffany left Taeyeon, Yuri, Jessica and of course the college life that she begins. At first Yuri and Jessica are always sad every time they will go to their class with Taeyeon but Taeyeon is different to them, she started to focus more on her studies and she also became more active on their organization at school (which is called the student council).

“it’s graduation day today Fany ah… they always asked me why did I change a lot after you leave me, and you know what my answer is? I said I will wait for the day that you come back to me, to us, and when you come back I want you to be proud of me because I already achieve my dreams because of you… you’re my inspiration Fany ah, ever since you left me, I can’t stop thinking about you, your eye smile, your milky white skin, your bubbly personality, well let’s just say I miss anything about you and only you… I still love you Fany ah, I hope one day I will have the chance to see you once again to know that you’re okay and you are safe… I love you Fany ah, with all my heart”

Taeyeon thought to herself while looking at the balcony of their house and listening to a song from her iPod thinking about her and Tiffany’s times together

Even all the wounds from time woo baby

Even if pain rips one another

The memories that pile up and more

Wiping the other's tears

 

Look at the me staying here on my knees watching you

I will risk myself for you

 

You are my last love

You are my last love

You are my last love

The person that will stay till the end

The one present that I had received from the harsh world

A different miracle in front of my eyes

You are the last love

“Taeyeon ah, let’s go” Mr. Kim suddenly called her from the living room

“coming appa!” Taeyeon yelled so that her appa will hear her response. She removes the earphone to her ears then she goes down immediately to go to the living room

“are you excited Ms. Summa Laude?” Mr. Kim asked after Taeyeon arrived

“yes appa” Taeyeon simply answered with a weak smile on her face

“let’s wait for us outside sweetie, I need to fix her make up” Mrs. Kim excuse her and Taeyeon

“arasso sweetie, I’ll wait for the both of you at the car” Mr. Kim said then he goes outside the house

“Taeyeon ah, I know you’re sad” Mrs. Kim said after Mr. Kim goes outside

“huh?” Taeyeon asked with her eyes widen

“I know what happened to you and Tiffany ah”

“but how umma?”

“Jessica and Yuri told me when we come back last week”

“aish YulSic”

Taeyeon thought to herself when she knew why

“are you mad at me umma, for loving a girl not a guy?”

“of course not, as long as you’re happy we will support you”

“but I won’t be happy anymore” Taeyeon said in a sad tone then she sit at the couch

“don’t say that Taeyeon ah, remember what Tiffany ah said to you on her letter?”

“you read that?”

“HAHA sorry Taeyeon ah for reading it, I’m just curious why did it happened… and I found out that she’s your guardian angel… but how did you know?”

“actually she talked to me on my own thoughts before and she saved my life 2 times”

“when you commit suicide?”

“yeah… sorry for that umma”

“it’s okay, at least I’m still thankful to her for saving your life”

“I know she heard you umma”

“Taeyeon ah, don’t be sad like that… remember she wants you to be happy and to achieve your dreams right? Maybe someday she will show up to you and to be with you forever”

“if I have a chance to be an angel forever just to be with her, I will do that umma… because I love her so much, even if I just met her 3 months ago but for me I known her a lot, she didn’t lie to me except for her real identity, I know all of the things she did and show to me are real” Taeyeon said with a quite tears on the side of her eyes

“my daughter really loves Tiffany ah, I hope she will come back for my daughter to be happy”

Mrs. Kim thought to herself after she heard her daughter’s real and genuine feelings for Tiffany

“don’t cry yet Taeyeon ah, remember it’s graduation day today… be happy for her and I know she wants it for you too” Mrs. Kim said to cheer up her daughter

“thank you so much umma, for letting me to be with her in 2 months”

“you’re welcome Taeyeon ah, come on let’s go”

“arasso umma” Taeyeon said, she wipe the small tears on the corner of her eyes then they both go outside to meet her appa

-Heaven-

After the incident, Tiffany flies back to go to heaven. When she arrived she was being scolded by St. Michael causing her to be under probation and to cut her wings since she and Taeyeon are not in a relationship plus the only mistake she did is to admit her real identity to Taeyeon. In 1 whole month, the bubbly Tiffany became a sad and heartbroken Tiffany, she just often talks to the other guardian angels and also to St. Michael

“Tiffany” St. Michael called her; she’s currently looking at the small screen at the front of her to look for Taeyeon

“uh yes?” Tiffany answered facing St. Michael

“you want to be with her right?”

“uh… yeah, but I can’t right? Because I’m an angel”

“hmmm right… let me ask you a question”

“what is it?” Tiffany asked curiously when she heard the serious voice of St. Michael

“why do you love Taeyeon?” St. Michael asked, Tiffany was taken aback from his question

“why did he ask me all of a sudden?”

“uh… i… I love her because she’s cute, she’s smart, she’s understanding… dork and funny… she wants me to be happy all the time and not only me but also other people around her… she taught me how to live like a normal person while I’m on my mission and she makes me feel secured although I have the one who have powers” Tiffany answered sincerely

“then how much do you love Taeyeon?”

“should I answer it?”

“of course Tiffany, I’m serious”

“okay… I love her with all my heart and soul, I can sacrifice anything for me to be with her even if I suffer to hell because of loving her then I don’t care, as long as she will be with me forever afterwards… I can also sacrifice my position as an angel here only to be with her… but I guess it can’t be happen anymore, because I’m now here only to guide her, to be her guardian angel who hides inside of her and loving her without her knowing it, she didn’t have any idea someday if do I still love her or not because I don’t have the power to talk and confess to her anymore… it can never be happen because I’m an angel and she’s human”

“then be a human again” St. Michael suddenly said

“huh? What do you mean?” Tiffany asked shockingly

“I will give you the chance Tiffany or rather a lifetime chance”

“I didn’t get it”

“Tiffany, for the past 1 month you become the quiet, sad and not sociable guardian angel, all you have to do is just look at the small screen there and when she fell asleep you just wait and look for her until you fell asleep as well and mumble like I love you or I’m sorry”

“did I sleep talking?”

“yes you do Tiffany, after that incident happened… and due to what I’ve seen you two really love each other a lot, or should I say unconditionally… there is a lot of chance to meet someone whom you can love or being in a relationship with but only one person can be fit with the person who is looking for her true love… Tiffany, Taeyeon found someone she love and she will love for the rest of her life, her soul mate”

“who is she St. Michael?”

“it’s you Tiffany”

“me? Why? I can’t believe this… I’m her guardian angel”

“I know it’s difficult for you to believe it but it is the fact, the reason why I gave that mission for you is to be able for her to find you”

“so you mean---“

“yes Tiffany, you’re seriously will become a human… from now on I will let you live just like a human and I will let you to be with her until the day you both die”

“is this real? I will become a real human AS IN REAL HUMAN? What did I do to deserve this chance? Taeyeon, wait for me”

Tiffany thought to herself still shock on what she heard

‘you can go down now Tiffany” St. Michael said then he open a door with full of clouds

“uh can I ask one more question?”

“yes Tiffany?”

“what did I do to deserve this chance?”

“all thanks to Taeyeon, because of her true love to you so I decided to let you live and be free to be with her… that’s all that matters Tiffany, loving someone unconditionally to make you feel really happy for the rest of your life”

“thank you so much St. Michael, and sorry for not being successful on my mission”

“don’t say that Tiffany, actually our mission is very successful”

“huh?”

"you just didn’t let Taeyeon kill herself again but you also give her love and affection, that’s a bonus”

“uh do you still contact me after I go down?”

“not anymore Tiffany, I will let you live base on your own will”

“thank you again St. Michael”

“you’re welcome…. Now go hurry before they call you on the graduates' lists” St. Michael said, Tiffany flash her eye smile one last time then she enter the door with full of clouds

-School Field-

All the graduates are now falling in line to get their diploma to the dean of their course department. While on the line Jessica, Taeyeon and Yuri are talking while waiting for their names to be called

“are you okay Tae?” Yuri asked concern on Taeyeon

“yes Yul, thanks” Taeyeon simply answered

“I know Tiff is watching you right now, so just be happy arasso?” Jessica advised to her

“thanks Sica for the advice” Taeyeon again simply answered, when Tiffany’s name is getting near to be called Taeyeon feel more nervous

“what if she will show today? What should I do? Oh maybe she will just get her diploma and leave… but wait! Do she need that? She’s a guardian angel right?”

Taeyeon thought to herself while thinking about Tiffany

“Hwang Tiffany” the announcer called Tiffany’s name, all of the students including Jessica and Yuri paused waiting for someone to go at the stage except Taeyeon who is just looking at the stage. After they all stay silent, they suddenly heard a sound created by a heels that is going on the way to the stage. Taeyeon became so shock when she saw Tiffany Is now at the stage while getting her diploma

“am I dreaming or what? Is she’s Tiffany? Oh right… you’re just day dreaming Taeyeon”

Taeyeon thought to herself again while looking at the girl who is now shaking the hands of the dean and the executives of the school

“Taeyeon, that’s Tiff!” Jessica yelled causing Taeyeon to be shock

“it can’t be Sica, you know that” Taeyeon defended

“seriously Tae, it’s Tippani” Yuri reassured

“yeah it’s me Taeyeon” the three of them heard Tiffany’s voice at the back of them, the three of them turn around slowly to make sure that they are not day dreaming. When they all turn around they saw Tiffany who is showing her eye smile to them

“are you real Tiff?” Jessica asked with her eyes widen

“maybe a ghost” Yuri said, also her eyes widen

“yah Yuri! I’m not a ghost” Tiffany said, she then touch Yuri’s right arm for Yuri to know that she is real

“omo!” Yuri said in shock

“Tiff!” Jessica yelled again then she hugs Tiffany tightly

“Jung Jessica” the announcer called Jessica’s name

“get your diploma now Jessi” Tiffany commanded, Jessica break their hug then she goes to the stage immediately

“TaeTae” Tiffany called Taeyeon when she notice that Taeyeon is not reacting after she saw her

“uh… am I day dreaming?” Taeyeon asked with a slight tear from the corner of her eyes

“you’re not TaeTae, I’m here now… for good” Tiffany said then she lean in to peck Taeyeon on her lips

“Kim Taeyeon” the announcer called her name this time

“talk to you later Summa Laude” Tiffany teased Taeyeon, she show her eye smile one last time then she turn around to meet Jessica and sit at the graduates’ seat

“omo! She’s real”

Taeyeon thought to herself while she’s on the way to the stage to get her diploma and awards.

After the graduation ceremony, the Kwon and Jung family decided to celebrate together since Yuri and Jessica are finally legal on both sides, while Kim family with Tiffany decided to just celebrate at the Kim Residence

 

-Balcony-

Once they arrived, Taeyeon and Tiffany go to the balcony immediately while Mr. and Mrs. Kim go to the dining room to let the two of them to have a heart to heart talk. Taeyeon cleared first to break the awkward silence that filled at the balcony

“so… how did this happened?” Taeyeon asked not facing Tiffany

“St. Michael who is the head of all the angels let me go down here”

“but how?”

“how? Well he just open a door with full of clouds for me to go down, actually I don’t have wings anymore because removing it is one of the policies in an angel who is under probation”

“so you’re under probation?”

“for the past 1 month yes, but not now”

“why?”

“because I’m now a human TaeTae, I’m not an angel or a guardian angel anymore”

“why Fany ah?” Taeyeon asked, this time she face Tiffany with teary eyes

“why did you leave me all of a sudden? You just fly and give me a letter to say goodbye… I’m just knocking at the door but when I got in your nowhere in sight anymore”

“I’m sorry TaeTae, I admit I’m being a coward that time because I didn’t explain it to you personally with a whole details and all I did is to leave a letter… but believe me TaeTae I love you with all my heart, I know you will not understand me because of it but let me say this: I love you so much Kim Taeyeon and I’m willing to sacrifice anything for us to be together, yes I’m under probation for the past 1 month but all I did there is just watching you, cry until I fell asleep and I’m not being sociable to my other co-angels because TaeTae you’re the light that lighten my heart, you’re my life TaeTae and if you don’t want me anymore then I will just leave, sorry for this” Tiffany said with also now has her teary eyes, she turn around and was about to leave but Taeyeon stops her by holding her left wrist then she turn her body and hug her

“I’m sorry Fany ah, forgive me for being the reason for you to suffer on your probation, sorry for not thinking of what you feel earlier, I’m just broken… broken that my one and only love left me for 1 whole month by just leaving a letter from her room… I love you too so much Fany ah, I did all of my best to achieve my dream to become a Summa Laude and for the future to be a good business woman, I change for the better, for you Fany ah… I swear I didn’t love anyone but only you, I love you with my entire whole life, I love the Tiffany Hwang who saved me for 2 times when I commit suicide, the one who saves my umma from the robbery group, the one who fix the Mickey Mouse puzzle, the one who heals Jessica from her accident… and the one who stole my silent heart… I love you Fany ah please don’t leave me, because if you leave me I’m not sure if I will live and breathe in this world anymore” Taeyeon said while sobbing on Tiffany’s shoulder. Tiffany pulls her body then she cupped Taeyeon’s cheeks

“I promise I will never leave anymore TaeTae because from now on I will become a human, St. Michael did this because he saw that we really do love each other…  I won’t go anywhere now without you by my side… I love you TaeTae, until eternity” Tiffany said sincerely

“this time I am the one who is responsible for taking care of you, from now on I will be your guardian angel that will guide you from the rest of our lives… I love you too Fany ah, please be my girlfriend” Taeyeon pleaded

“I’d love to TaeTae” Tiffany said with a slight giggle then she show her eye smile, Taeyeon didn’t hesitate, she lean in to capture Tiffany’s lips to express how much she loves her and how much she miss her girlfriend. They both pull out when they need air to breath

“now you didn’t stole any kiss and didn’t confess secretly huh” Tiffany teased remembering what Taeyeon did when they shared in one bed

“erm… about that… sorry Fany ah” Taeyeon said shyly while scratching the back of her head

“awww you’re so cute TaeTae” Tiffany said then she pinch Taeyeon’s left cheek and she run as fast as she could while Taeyeon is chasing her

“you’re my first and last love forever… and I’m happy that you’re the one who make my life complete”

---THE END---

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amaze8
#1
Chapter 3: I like the way how you write the story
Va_asianloverz
#2
Chapter 10: please update soon
EMT0304 #3
Hi author, Honestly I'm not yet read your story but I decide to subscribe it now. That's happen just with simple reason because of TaeNy. Wish you update it soon. Now I need sleep my side already 5am. Thanks
Minaficent_24
#4
New subscriber here XD<br />
Dear author, when will you update your story? I can't wait for you to update it :)
xTaenyFTWx
#5
Hahah yea xD<br />
Wow i like the ending,haha.<br />
I bet is tae ask yoonhyun couple for help XD<br />
Glad is happy ending like again xD
KaraShi
#6
Okay, i won't say it again if i'm not ready, but you know me right? i'm willing to try it, keke. I'm sweet talking? I don't remember that, it seems our role had switch, haha. The clue, you might not realize it since i didn't tell you either, but your guess just right and it really shock me, i'm questioning myself now, that it's like you know everything about me, fiance honey. <br />
Yah, fiance, what do you mean...*blushed* uh, whatever *blushed more
KaraShi
#7
You, you're my pet right? keke, i'm just joking of course you're my fiance and I *sighed and tried hard to say it* love you too, maybe just too much that i can't handle it myself, keke *I'm not cheesy right?* Yah, it's too early to say that you'll going to miss me, keke. Stop winking, i said. You don't want your fiance melted like an ice cream right?
KaraShi
#8
I love it, TaeNy keke. But it seems you give me some clue about me and you, fiance? And the title, are surely related to someone that you'll miss later, haha.
xTaenyFTWx
#9
Yes totally~ xD<br />
Yeah...I was tearing when fany leave her TT<br />
But im glad they finally had a happy ending! xD
KaraShi
#10
Woah, i love the ending. Yes, you're my naughty and cheesy fiance. Why are you so sure?Hm...let me think about it, may be I'll answer no but my heart then will scold me for telling a lie, haha. (Yay, i'm being so cheesy)