(A/N 1): italics for the dream, thoughts and the song, enjoy! :)

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Taeng let’s break up

Why Sunny?

I’m sorry; I don’t want to ruin your image

Image? What is that?

You’re SNSD’s leader, our kid leader… I don’t want you to suffer from the rumours

Sunny, you know I can handle that with you beside me

I’m really sorry Taeng

“weeeeee”

Taeyeon’s POV

“Urgh! What’s that noise about?” I thought to myself when I suddenly heard a tiny scream beside me, I have that nightmare again, the day when my ex-girlfriend Lee Sunny broke up with me. Of course we see each other a lot because we’re living at the same dorm; the reason? We’re SNSD of course.

*PLAK

“okay, what’s that noise” I snap out of my thoughts until I turn around only to see Tiffany is holding her pink PSP while looking seriously at the screen. We’re now at the van with manager oppa at the passenger’s seat with the driver

“Fany ah, you seriously wake me up” I said as I face her while she’s looking at the PSP

“sorry TaeTae” Tiffany answered not leaving the look on the screen

“plok plok plok” I heard to the sound from the PSP

“what are you doing?”

“I’m playing angry birds”

“oh, so that’s the sound that wakes me up?”

“erm… sorry TaeTae, this stupid pigs are not dying seriously” she said causing me to burst out laughing

“wae?” Tiffany now shut the PSP down looks at me in an annoying look

“sorry, you’re so cute when you’re mad”

“hmp!”

“awww don’t be mad Fany ah” I said while showing a puppy face that surely she can’t resist

“okay okay, just be thankful that I love you” she suddenly blurted out causing me to be shock and her to put her hands to . I straighten up my body to sit properly and face her
“w-what?”

“uh… erm…”

“what did you said Fany ah?”

“i… I love you TaeTae” she admits to me, even though me and Sunny already broke up 3 months ago but still I have some small feelings towards her and I decided that if I found someone to love again, I will first move on myself until I accept that someone. But I do admit, when we broke up I started to see Tiffany’s side since she’s my best friend ever since our trainee days. While looking at her, I realize that i started to like her, but I need some time too for her to feel that I’m willing to give all of my heart to her, not just only a half because the other half is still in Sunny

I cupped her cheeks and I look at her eyes seriously

“i… I like you Fany ah, but let me move on first”

“it’s okay TaeTae, I’ll give you time to heal… it’s been only 3 months so I understand”

“wait for me Fany ah”

“i… I’m not sure”

“why?”

“because I’m not the man right? You are” she joked causing the both of us to giggle, but then I feel the strange thing inside of me, the feeling of wanting to kiss her

“what’s with you Taeyeon? Urgh! Never mind”

“are you okay TaeTae?” Tiffany asked me, I just realize I’m spacing out aish…

“erm… yeah, okay I think I need to go”

“oh I forgot, you have to visit your parents at Jeonju for 2 months”

“sorry that I have to leave you Fany ah, but promise me”

“hmmm?” she just respond then she look at me

“promise me that you won’t look for other guys or ‘girls’”

“duh TaeTae of course not, I think I’m the one who will said some things like that on you”

“huh? why?” I asked curiously to her

“because you’re such a ByunTae” she said causing the both of us to giggle again

“oh right…. I promise Fany ah I will never make my ByunTae character runs through me” I said while rising and showing my right palm

“hmmm… okay I believe in you” she said to me while nodding her head

“we’re here now guys” manager oppa interrupted our conversation. I and Tiffany go out form the van immediately then we both get my luggage at the back. If you’re asking where the other girls are, they are all busy for their own things, like YulSic and SooSun who are busy with Yuri and Sooyoung’s studies in Chung-Ang University, also YoonHyun whom are both attending Dongguk University and Hyoyeon is busy with learning Japanese language for our upcoming Japanese tour

“so what will you do while I’m away?” I ask as me and Tiffany are now walking inside the airport with a hoodie to my head and a hat to her head

“I will just help the maknaes to their studies” she answered with an assurance on her voice

“if you feel bored, here listen to the songs” I said then I gave my blue iPod

“I put some songs there that I dedicated to you and the songs that is also my favorites” I added

“okay, thanks TaeTae” she said then she hug me tightly. After the hug, she escorted me to the departure area then we both bid our goodbyes before I step in to the airplane

1 month after

Tiffany’s POV

It’s been 1 month since TaeTae left me to have a vacation to her parents’ place. Ever since she left, I can’t stop missing her presence, the way she looks at me, the way she let her ahjumma laugh due to my clumsy side, and her voice, I miss it so badly.

I was now listening to the songs from her iPod that she gave to me while looking at the moon from my room; seriously the iPod relates me from missing her and the wants to talk to her

I know you're somewhere out there

Somewhere far away

I want you back

I want you back

My neighbours think I'm crazy

But they don't understand

You're all I have

You're all I have

When I heard the voice of Bruno Mars, I suddenly feel the urge to listen to it more

At night when the stars light up my room

I sit by myself

Talking to the moon

Try to get to you

In hopes you're on the other side

Talking to me too or Am I a fool

Who sits alone?

Talking to the moon

“you’re really a genius Bruno Mars, It’s like you’re saying what I really feel thru this song… I’m now at my room looking for the moon hoping that TaeTae is talking to me or even thinking about me… I hope she won’t forget her promise” I thought to myself while listening more to the song

I'm feeling like I'm famous

The talk of the town

They say I've gone mad

Yeah I've gone mad

But they don't know what I know

Cause when the sun goes down

Someone’s talking back

Yeah they're talking back

*knock knock*

“Fany unnie” I heard Seohyun called me from outside my room after she knock, I put off my earphone from my ears then I go to the door to open it

“wae maknae?” I asked when I saw Seohyun is looking at me with sadness on her face

“do you want to go with me and Yoongie to the park?” she asked me because they know, I’m so lonely while waiting for TaeTae to be back from Jeonju

“uhmmm sorry Seo but I can’t”

“why Fany unnie?”

“uh… I’m not on the mood” I lied, I want to go with them but my other side says that I can’t because I know I will get jealous towards their sweet moments with each other

“come on unnie, I know you’re still lonely while waiting for Taeyeon unnie”

“erm… thank you Seo but---“

“I’ll be angry if you won’t go with us” she suddenly transform into a mad Seohyun, I can’t understand… why did she became mad at me?

“alright alright, I’ll go change now okay?”

“yay! Thanks unnie” and with that, Seohyun goes back to her room. She’s weird this day, she wanted me to go with her and Yoona on the park and when I refuse she became mad at me then when I give in she suddenly became happy, aish....  

I close the door while shaking my head then I started to change my clothes, from homey clothes to an outdoor clothes and after that the three of us goes to the nearby park with Yoona carrying a small basket for some picnic

-At the Park-

Me, Yoona and Seohyun decided to sit near the sea on the park. When we arrived, Yoona get a small blanket for us to sit there on the grass

“unnie, it’s like you’re not on the mood today” Yoona asked me when she noticed that I haven’t speak anything even when we are on the way

“quite yeah Yoong, but it’s okay” I said pretending to be happy even if I know that my heart is still lonely

“come on let’s eat” Seohyun said for me to cheer up by eating. Of course Yoona is delighted because she’s the 2^nd shikshin of our group, well Sooyoung is the first

“here, have some yogurt unnie” Seohyun said while handing me a cup of pink yogurt

“thanks Seo” I said then I get the yogurt from her right hand. I just eat the yogurt silently while watching Yoona and Seohyun feeding each other with the fruits that they brought and also some yogurt. I feel sad and jealous while watching the, sad because I still miss TaeTae even if I know she’s safe and happy with her family, jealous because I’m still waiting for her to come back and for her to move on so that we will be a couple sooner

“unnie, I’ll ask you something” Seohyun said snapping me from my own thoughts

“yes maknae?”

“what if one day Taeyeon unnie comes back without telling you or maybe surprising you, what will you do?”

“yeah, I thought that one too” Yoona agreed to Seohyun’s question. I was so shock on what Seohyun’s question is but I also think about that thing, what if she will just come back one day not completing the 2 months that she said

“hmmm… I will hug her tightly and I will say to her that I miss her so much” I answered truthfully to them

“how about your feelings for her?” Yoona asked curiously

“then I will still admit it because it never change even if she goes to her province for some vacation”

“I agree with that… unnie we will just go to the sea shore, you want to go with us?” Seohyun asked me pointing at the sea shore near us

“I’m okay here; you guys go and enjoy it” I said while showing a weak smile

“thanks Fany unnie, we’ll be right back” Yoona said then she grab Seohyun’s right hand then they both run to the sea shore. At first they are teasing each other by splashing some water on their faces until later on I saw that they are pecking each other on either the lips or cheek and sometimes they run like an innocent couple near the water

“I wish you we’re here TaeTae, I want to be like them… happy and contented of what the love they found to each other, enjoying the time that they are together and sharing some loving kiss to express their feelings for each other… i still love you TaeTae and I’m still keeping my promise that I will wait for you until you moved on and will be in my arms this time” I mumbled while watching the YoonHyun couple from afar

“did you miss me?” I heard a familiar voice behind me, oh no! It’s not TaeTae right? I mean she said she will be back after 2 months…

I hesitate to turn around because maybe it is just an illusion or maybe some pranks from Yoona or either Yuri if she’s following. I still can’t move my head to look and all I did is to just gulp nervously, not because I’m thinking that something bad happens but because I don’t know what to say to her.

I started to move my head slowly to make sure that she’s there in my back. And to my surprise, I saw the person that I longing to see after 1 month, the person that I truly love and wait until she recovers and she moved on, it’s no other than… TaeTae

Taeyeon’s POV

I seriously laugh at her reaction when I saw her face after she turn around to see me

“TaeTae!” she yelled then she runs at me immediately

“oww” I said when I feel an extra weight coming from Tiffany

“is it really you TaeTae?” she asked me while looking at my eyes, with only inches apart of her face to mine, aigoo Fany ah is so cute

“of course it’s me, who else?” I said sarcastically then she slaps my chest lightly

“you dork” she stated then she pull up her body to stand up, when she stand I also stand up from lying on the ground

“so you still didn’t answer my question” I when I remember what I asked earlier

“of course TaeTae I missed you… anyway why did you come back as early as expected?” she asked me while crossing her arms, I go in front of her slowly so that she will see the sincerity to my eyes

“because I already moved on Fany ah, I thought that 2 months is enough for me to do it but I’m wrong… when I arrived at Jeonju and to have some vacation with my parents, Jiwoon oppa and Hayeon I also started to feel that I’m missing some piece of my life, I feel like I’m incomplete, that I left a one big piece of puzzle in my heart, then I suddenly remember you Fany ah… I also started to fall in love with you slowly until i noticed that I really didn’t think about Sunny any more, all I think is you and no other woman Fany ah”

“so what are you trying to say?”

“I want to say that…” I slowly lift her chin up to let our eyes met

“I love you Tiffany Hwang” I said truthfully causing her to be shock, she was taken aback first but then she remain her composure in front of me

“i… i-is that true?” she asked while blinking nonstop, I chuckle at her sudden reaction then I nod my head slowly. While she was still bewildered about what just happened I kneel in front of her then I hold both of her hands. She looks at me with slight teary eyes

“will you let this stupid dork who didn’t notice your love ever since and instead she loved someone to be your girlfriend? I won’t promise to not hurt you because it is really a part of love but I promise you that I only love you and I will never leave you or cheat on you, please accept my love to you Fany ah” I said pleading for her approval. When I look at her teary eyes, she show her eye smile to me then she nodded as a response

“YES TIFFANY HWANG IS MINE!” I screamed causing some people including the maknaes to look at me

“yah! Don’t do that, remember we’re Girls’ Generation” she scolded me while slapping my right shoulder

“sorry Fany ah, I’m just happy”

“me too”

“sorry to keep you waiting”

“it’s okay TaeTae because it’s worth of waiting… even if I wait for a hundred century for that I will still do it because I love you Kim Taeyeon, I love you ever since we met each other back on our trainee days, and I still love you until today… I hope this relationship will never be wasted”

“it won’t Fany ah, because my heart says you will be with me forever” I said then I kiss her lips passionately

“there are things that are worth fighting for, like the one that loves you a lot and the one who will definitely shows you the real meaning of LOVE”

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(A/N 2): sorry for not updating this past few days guys, i'm so busy and i have a fever last Monday until yesterday

the song is titled Talking To The Moon by Bruno Mars (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sf9dUaATAxY)