(A/N): italics for thoughts, the letter and English conversations, enjoy! :)

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-1 Month Later-

It’s been 2 months since Tiffany lived with Taeyeon under the same roof and 1 month since Taeyeon confessed to Tiffany ‘secretly’. While they are on the school, the four of them are making the special task about fixing all the 100 puzzle pieces to make it as a whole with the figure of Mickey Mouse. When they heard the task, Yuri immediately volunteered for her and Jessica to fix the puzzles together while Taeyeon and Tiffany are assigned to analyse the pieces

“faster Tae” Yuri requested while looking at the face of Mickey Mouse that is being assembled not on the exact puzzle frame

“I’m concentrating you know” Taeyeon said, acting seriously on the puzzle pieces

“seriously I can’t concentrate thinking that Fany ah is here beside me”

Taeyeon thought to herself, just then Tiffany think about a good idea

“can I use the magic for this to be fix and TaeTae will no longer think about this?”

Tiffany thought to herself when she peeks at her right side only to see Taeyeon’s forehead is sweating due to her ‘concentration’. She then feels her cell phone vibrated causing her to be shock

“are you okay Fany ah?” Taeyeon asked worriedly seeing Tiffany’s shock expression

“uh… y-yeah TaeTae, sorry” Tiffany said nervously, after she calm herself in a bit she read her text message

[If you want to use some magic be careful on doing it and remember that do it when you feel that no one will see what did you do okay? Take care

From: St. Michael]

“tsk tsk St. Michael is watching me, aish”

Tiffany thought to herself after she read her text message

“are you okay Fany ah?” Taeyeon snaps her on her own thoughts

“uh… I’m okay” Tiffany answered showing a weak smile

“so uh me, Yul and Sica will go to the rest room for a while, Yul is going to pee” Taeyeon said

“yah Tae!” Yuri yelled causing Tiffany, Jessica and Taeyeon to burst out laughing

“chill seobang” Jessica said to calm Yuri

“good timing, thanks St. Michael”

“sure guys, you can go and I uh… try to solve the puzzles”

“okay Fany ah, we will right back” Taeyeon said then she, Jessica and Yuri leaves the room. After they all goes out Tiffany started to make the magic for the puzzles to be solved

“wow, I just use my magic this day after I’ll go down here”

Tiffany thought to herself while doing the magic. After some waves on her hands the puzzle is now finally solved and Tiffany smile widely in satisfaction

“good job Tiffany HAHA”

Tiffany complimented herself after a job well done. Little thing that Tiffany didn’t know Taeyeon is at the window near her and she saw what had just happened

“did I see a real thing? Fany ah has magic? Who is she? I’m now thinking that I didn’t know her… maybe she’s really my guardian angel… yeah maybe she just denies it”

Taeyeon thought to herself while watching Tiffany.

“Tae” Jessica suddenly called her causing her to jump

“yah! You scared me” Taeyeon scolded Jessica

“I thought you will go inside the room to get your handkerchief but why are you here?”

“oh erm… I just…”

“you’re watching Tiff right?”

“huh?”

“I mean if you do really like her, go and confess to her”

“but… uh”

“thinking about what other people will say?” Yuri joined their conversation

“erm… maybe… and maybe Fany ah is not into it”

“Tae, based on what I see to her she likes you too”

“eh?”

“I see it too most of the time Taengoo, she likes you” Jessica confirmed

“but how can I confess to her if… I just saw what she did earlier, I don’t know if I still know her or not…”

“uh… erm… is it a worth to try?”

“yah Tae! When you feel that you love someone, of course it is worth trying”

“I know what you are thinking Taengoo, you’re thinking that you and Tiff just know each other for two months”

“that is also another reason why.. But why did I feel that this feeling is… right?”

“well uh… that is also the reason… I want to know her”

“you two are already living on the same roof then you still want to know her? 2 months is already enough” Yuri said to courage Taeyeon to confess

“guys” Tiffany suddenly called them from outside the room, gladly Mrs. Park is on the dean’s office discussing about the graduation

“oh hi Tiff, sorry to keep you waiting” Jessica answered in behalf of Yuri and Taeyeon

“so what are you guys up to?”

“we’re just discussing about things”

“what things in particular Jessi?” Tiffany this time talked in English to Jessica

“well we’re discussing about Taeyeon’s feelings” Jessica answered in English, Taeyeon look at her with a curious look because Jessica mentioned her name

“feelings for what?”

“feeling for you”

“huh?”

“she likes you Tiff… ooppss did I just said it?”

“yah Jessi! Don’t prank on me”

“I’m not like my seobang you know; seriously she likes you… but wait for her confession okay? If she will do it” this time Yuri is also looking at the both of them when she head Jessica mentioned seobang

“ehem” Taeyeon did a fake cough, like what she did last time when Jessica and Tiffany are talking in English

“sorry Taengoo” Jessica apologized then she entered the room

“sorry for what?” Taeyeon asked Tiffany who is silently giggling

“erm nothing… come on now TaeTae and Yuri” Tiffany said then she also goes inside the room as well

“what are they talking about?” Yuri asked dumbfounded

“I just understand some few words like Taeyeon, seobang, erm… feelings… wait! Did Sica told her about my feelings? Urgh!” Taeyeon said, she goes inside the room only to see Tiffany and Jessica are giggling while talking

“aish Sica” Taeyeon mumble to herself, when she was about to go to their table she felt someone grip her right wrist and when she turn around, she saw Yuri

“don’t Tae, I’m not doing this because of my Sica baby but because when you rant and argue with her, it means Tiffany will think that it is true, instead of doing it just prepare something for your confession” Yuri advised then she goes to their table with a small smile on her face

“I’m glad that I can stop Tae”

Yuri thought to herself while she is on the way to their table. When she returns she saw that the Mickey Mouse puzzle is already solved

“who did this?” Yuri asked with her eyes widen, Taeyeon also came to check their puzzle challenge

“Tiffany did” Jessica answered, Yuri suddenly hug Tiffany causing Jessica and Taeyeon to be shock but they both feel a little bit of jealousy

“Yuri… I can’t… breath” Tiffany complained with the tight hug that Yuri did

“ooppss sorry, I’m just happy to see Mickey Mouse” Yuri apologized then she break her hug

“seobang, we will talk about this later” Jessica said coldly

“okay, good luck to HellSica Yul” Taeyeon whisper to Yuri then she chuckle. Just in time Mrs. Park entered the room to check her class

“okay class let me see your special tasks” Mrs. Park said then she goes around the classroom. She first go to Taeyeon’’s group table to check their puzzle

“wow, you solve the puzzle right guys…  you all get 100 and you are all sure to graduate this March” Mrs. Park said and the four of them cheered with so much happiness

“guys let’s celebrate this later to Taeyeon’s house is that okay?’ Yuri suggested causing Tiffany and Taeyeon to stop form cheering

“uh… is that okay TaeTae?” Tiffany asked curiously

“erm… your decision Fany ah” Taeyeon answered

“why  me? It’s not my house”

“but you’re the one who solved the puzzle so it’s your choice”

“I think someone is being gentleman” Jessica teased Taeyeon then she and Yuri chuckle

“aish you Sica… anyway I’m just being fair you know, even if I’m the leader but Fany ah did it so it’s her choice”

“did I ask you about it? So you’re defensive huh”

“i… i…”

“HAHA you’re so cute TaeTae” Tiffany said then she pinch Taeyeon’s left cheek

“awww it hurts”

“sorry TaeTae, come on let’s celebrate it”

“YAY! SEE YOU LATER GUYS” Jessica shouted then she drags Yuri to go out the room leaving Taeyeon and Tiffany who are blushing because of embarrassment

“come on now Fany ah, let’s clean the house again” Taeyeon said

“okay TaeTae” Tiffany said, they both grab their bags under the table then they both leave the room

-Kim Residence-

After their group study 1 month ago, the same setup is now being held at Taeyeon’s house, gladly Mr. and Mrs. Kim are still on their trip and they will back next month

“so what do we do to celebrate?” Taeyeon asked as she, Tiffany, Jessica and Yuri are at the living room facing each other

“we can watch some movie on your theatre room Taengoo” Jessica suggested

“I like that idea, why not?” Yuri agreed to her Sica baby

“how about you Fany ah?” Taeyeon asked the permission for Tiffany

“if that’s what they want then come on, it’s okay for me” Tiffany answered with her eye smile

“she’s always asking me since earlier, is she okay?”

Tiffany thought to herself worriedly

“come on guys let’s go to the theatre room” Taeyeon said and all of them goes to the stairs. While walking, Tiffany feels her cell phone vibrated and she read her message secretly

[are you asking why is she’s so concern to you right? You will know later on Tiffany… just please do your work clean

From: St. Michael]

“huh, what did I do?”

Tiffany thought to herself again after she read the text message

“Fany ah, are you okay?” Taeyeon asked her worriedly. Snaps her on her own thoughts

“oh… uh sorry for that TaeTae, yeah I’m fine”

“are you sure?”

“yes I am”

“hmmm okay if that’s what you said… anyway what movie do you want to watch?” Taeyeon asked, Tiffany pause for a moment because honestly, she doesn’t know any movies since she’s a guardian angel

“I hope someone will help me”

“why don’t we watch Resident Evil then?” Jessica suddenly joined their conversation

“sure Jessi, nice choice” Tiffany said immediately to hide her embarrassment

“uh okay… are you sure with it Fany ah?” Taeyeon asked reassuring Tiffany

“of course TaeTae, I want to watch it” Tiffany reassured. When she got the response, Taeyeon goes to the movie rack immediately to get the case of the movie then she plays it to the DVD player. When she goes back to the mini theatre she saw YulSic is already cuddling each other while Tiffany is looking at them

“I think she’s jealous about Yuri and Jessica’s relationship, I really see it to her eyes… but how can I show my love for her if I just saw something earlier… I think I will just ignore it and I hope I’ll confirm it sooner”

Taeyeon thought to herself, she then walks to go and sit to Tiffany’s left side. Tiffany is so shock on what she saw but when she confirmed that it was Taeyeon, she became more relaxes and safe

At the middle of the movie, Jessica feel that she was already scared and nervous while watching the movie, she is also hiding her face whether she feel that the dog who transformed into a zombie will appear on the screen. On the other side Tiffany is also doing the same, but she didn’t know that Taeyeon is chuckling at her silently

“she’s so cute when she’s scare on watching the movie… but of course if she’s really scared in a real thing then I will protect her from danger… but wait! How can I protect her if I commit suicide 2 times before? Aish…”

Taeyeon thought to herself while watching Tiffany silently. Suddenly Jessica and Tiffany both screamed when they saw the dog attacking the female lead at the laboratory scene causing Jessica to fall from her seat and she felt unconscious

“Sica baby” Yuri called Jessica worriedly, she put Jessica’s head to her lap then she shake her body

‘Sica, wake up Sica” Taeyeon also called Jessica while slapping her face lightly

“guys I think we need some first aid for Jessi, Yuri get the first aid kit and TaeTae get some warm water with a towel, now move” Tiffany ordered to them, Yuri immediately stood up then she pass Jessica’s head to Tiffany’s lap and Taeyeon also did the same. When she saw the two disappeared Tiffany started to do another magic for Jessica to be healed immediately

“come on, work it now healing power” Tiffany mumble to herself while putting her right hand to Jessica’s forehead

“Fany ah” Taeyeon suddenly called Tiffany, Taeyeon drop the basin with her jaw dropping in shock causing Tiffany to be shock. Taeyeon saw her right hand is lightning while touching Jessica’s forehead

“TaeTae” Tiffany called nervously

“what are you doing? Why… why you’re… your right hand is lightning” Taeyeon said, still shock on what she saw

“I will explain it to you later---“

“what had just happened?” Jessica regains her energy and goes back from being conscious

“Sica baby” Yuri said, she drop the first aid kit near the basin then she run immediately to Jessica and hug her

“I thought I’m going to lose you” Yuri said who is now sobbing

“I won’t leave you babo” Jessica said while slightly chuckling

“what did you two do?” Yuri asked after she break her hug from Jessica, Jessica sits from her position then she also look at Tiffany curiously

“i.. .uh…” Tiffany is stuttering, confuse if she will tell the real truth or not

“Fany ah is just massaging your forehead using the warm water” Taeyeon interrupted Tiffany

“wow you’re not only a priest Tiff but also a doctor, thank you so much” Jessica teased causing Yuri and her to laugh

“uh… you’re welcome” Tiffany said awkwardly

“why are you so awkward?” Jessica asked worriedly

“uh nothing… guys I think I need to rest, good night guys” Tiffany said then she immediately goes outside the theatre room to go to her own room. When she entered the room she cries silently to prevent them to hear her crying

“she saw what I did… is that what you mean to me St. Michael? Why did you do this to me? She will no longer love me anymore”

Tiffany thought to herself while crying; suddenly she heard a knock from the door

“Fany ah” Taeyeon called her from the outside the room

“leave me alone TaeTae, I know you hate me” Tiffany manage to say while still crying

“come on Fany ah open the door first” Taeyeon begged for her to open the door

“Fany ah” Taeyeon continued to call Tiffany but this time, she got no response. She then remembers the key to the room so she went to the kitchen to get it. Actually all of the rooms inside the house are all having the keys if emergency happens. After she gets the right key she immediately goes back to Tiffany’s room and open it.

When she entered the room, there is no sign of Tiffany inside, she also check the rest room but Tiffany is nowhere in sight

“I think she’s gone, but how?”

Taeyeon thought to herself while analysing the situation before she goes inside the room. Before she leave and close the door, she saw a pink paper at the top of the mini cabinet

“maybe a letter from her”

Taeyeon thought to herself again, she sit at the bed on Tiffany’s side then she get the pink letter and open it to read

To: TaeTae

Sorry if I leave your house without saying anything or explaining what I have to explain earlier personally. Like what you saw yes my right hand is lightning because I am healing Jessica by my own way. If you’re curious who I am you’re right on your prediction earlier, I’m your guardian angel who talks to you when you committed suicide 2 times before. The reason why I’m here is because it’s my mission to take care of you and to prevent you from committing suicide again. I didn’t tell it to you because it’s a rule that you don’t need to know who I am and how long will I stay, actually I will just stay on your side for only 3 months and after graduation, I will come back to heaven and to be your guardian angel again. But I guess time didn’t allow me to be long here because I will face my consequence in heaven.

For the past 2 months, I started to fall in love with you unconditionally; I suddenly remember the time that you confessed to me that you love me while I’m sleeping. Well I’m not seriously sleeping that time so I heard it all, I also feel your lips to touch mine and it felt so right to me. But since it is also a rule that I should not to fall in love with you, I still didn’t have the courage to tell it to you personally. Yes I am Kim Taeyeon, I also love you but I can’t because I can never be on your side forever and sooner I will leave you, I don’t want to hurt you TaeTae so instead of loving you, I decided to still set you free, that’s what love means right? You want the person you love to be happy even if she’s happy with someone else or even if you’re not the reason why... I didn’t say that you’re with someone else but I don’t want you to drag to my consequences once you knew about me and about leaving you.

Please live like what you wanted TaeTae, make your dreams come true and live your life to the fullest because I will be happy watching you from a far if you’re also happy on what you live for. I will still be your guardian angel even if I’ll face my consequences whether I will be in hell or heaven. I promise that you’re the only one I love and I will love even if I will have the second chance to live. I want to be with you hopefully soon but don’t hope to it because I don’t want you to wait for someone that will no longer appear anymore. Please don’t commit suicide this time TaeTae because I will feel hurt inside and it will cause me to blame myself from being the reason for you to do it.

I love you so much TaeTae and I always will… forever

Please don’t be mad at me

From: Tiffany

After she read the letter, Taeyeon is now crying very hard. She feels really heartbroken not because Tiffany lied to her but because Tiffany will no longer exist anymore.

“I’m not mad at you Fany ah but I do hope you didn’t leave me… I need you, I really am but why… why did I have to suffer like this… why did I met you and to be with you in just a short period of time… I want to be with you too Fany ah, please come back to me”

Taeyeon thought to herself while crying out loud. Yuri and Jessica go to Tiffany’s room immediately when they heard Taeyeon is crying

“why Tae? What’s wrong” Yuri asked Taeyeon while rubbing her back and Jessica is hugging Taeyeon, Taeyeon handed the letter to Yuri and Yuri read it louder for Jessica to hear it too.

When Yuri finished reading the letter, she also feels very heartbroken to her friend

“I’m really sorry Tae” Yuri apologized, she and Jessica are both sobbing

“she’s the only one that I love, I never love someone until I started college knowing that there is someone will love me and will to be with me through hard and good times of my life… but why did I feel this when I finally found the one for me? I felt like the whole me is gone, I’m no longer existing too… I’m now incomplete without her, I love her so much” Taeyeon managed to say while crying in Jessica’s arms

“we know what you feel Taengoo, even us wants the both of you to be together but we didn’t expect this either… I still thanked her for saving my life and to be able to have my second chance but I can’t make it up to her anymore because she’s gone” Jessica said while sobbing

“I’m sure she didn’t want to go away with you too but let’s just respect her decision, she just did it for the best of you… she really love you Tae but if you both are really meant for each other, then let faith to decide for you Tae… we want you to be happy and I know Tippani is the same too… so don’t cry Tae and do your dreams just like what she wanted” Yuri said to calm Taeyeon down. After some cries and sobs Taeyeon decided to be alone on Tiffany’s bed

“I know you’re still there Fany ah, I know you’re guiding me… I will be strong for you and I will make my dreams come true for you… forgive me Fany ah for discovering the truth, if I didn’t discover it then you will never face the consequences that is waiting for you now… but I promise I will never commit suicide and other things that will harm me even if there are so many ways to waste my life because I will follow the order of the person I love… I love you Tiffany Hwang, always and forever”

Taeyeon thought to herself while crying silently, she still sob and cried silently until she fall asleep.