I’m  just looking at the ceiling, thinking about what you are doing, are you currently studying today or you’re currently watching some videos and clips about your crush Cho Kyuhyun from Super Junior, or maybe you’re also thinking about me?

I’m just an actress, a model and a dancer too, but why did you always notice him at the television and not me?

I remember the time that you look for me at our agency, you’re asking about my name and you said you’re my friend, well that is really true, so when you entered my dressing room I entertain you a lot, I ignored my schedule at that day just to be with you but when I ask you why you’re here, you said you want to see Kyuhyun and to have an autograph with him

“Yoong, can I see him? He’s really handsome” you said to me while we are walking around the agency. I’m just answering your questions but deep inside of me I feel a lot of pain and my heart is crushed into a million pieces, I guess that it couldn’t be complete anymore because when he saw you, I suddenly saw his eyes are turning bright, I think he feel love at first sight just what I feel for you. After you met him you two are going out most of the time, when I ask you where did you go you always said you’re with him and you two are exclusively dating.

Because I feel a lot of pain, I just put my focus only to work and work every day so that I won’t feel this broken feeling inside of me.

One time I saw you together with him in our photo shoot for SPAO and talking happily with each other, I started to feel that pain again and my heart is torn again into pieces, gladly another member of Super Junior is there to comfort me and his name is Lee Donghae

When he saw the hurt look in my face, he didn’t hesitate to go on my side and ask me

“are you okay Yoona?”

“I’m okay oppa”

“so I guess you like Seohyun, right?”

“huh? How did you know oppa?”

“because you can’t like Kyuhyun, he’s a player you know” he whispered to me causing me to be shock, omo! Is he’s just playing on Seohyun’s heart knowing that she has a big crush on him?

After me and Donghae oppa talks about it, I started to go somewhere else for me to be alone; I need to think what I should do to get Seohyun from him so that she won’t be hurt.

I personally go to your house to tell what did I heard from Donghae oppa

“he is… before Yoong, but he changed for me” you defended in an angry tone

“but you know we’re working together, of course I know” I reasoned out hopefully she will listen to me

“what if you’re just saying that for us to break up?”

“you’re happy with him, so how can I do that to you? I don’t want you to feel hurt when you saw him with another girl”

“really? Sorry but I can’t believe this… get lost now” you said then you shut the door close with a loud bang. I stand there while crying quietly, I bit my lower lip to prevent myself to cry more but I still failed. After about 15 minutes I started to go back to my car and to drive it away, I decided to go far away to this place so that you can’t see me anymore.

After 2 days, I’m now currently walking at the beach alone because I found it so relaxing while hearing the wind blowing on my face and a silent sound to make you feel more comfortable and relax. While walking at the beach, I saw a familiar figure looking at the water but unfortunately a rain falls from the sky. When I confirmed who that familiar figure is

“Seo!” I yelled while running to go on her place, she look at me and smile innocently, I really miss those smile, which smile whom you always show only to me. She also runs as fast as she could to meet me at the middle of the wet sand. When we met, you just stared at me while I’m also staring at your eyes, I saw that your eyes are… happy?

“why are you here Seo? Where’s your boyfriend?”  I asked curious of why she’s only alone in this beach

“we already broke up Yoong” you answered to me then you change your look into a serious one, I guess you’re feeling hurt too but you’re just not showing it to me, like what I did when I saw you with that guy

“oh, sorry” I said with a sympathy to her, I don’t want her to be hurt because even if it hurts to me as long as she’s happy, I’m also happy for her

“don’t be, I’m happy anyway” you responded to me, wait! What are you saying? Are you not sad about it?

“huh? Why?” I asked confusingly to her

“because I’m not happy with him, I never felt being so happy even if I really like him… I never felt that happiness… I always feel when I’m with you” you answered to me, I was bewildered of your answer, what are you saying?

“I can’t understand”

“don’t pretend that you’re not hurting when I’m with him Yoong, don’t pretend that you don’t have any feelings for me because I do have that one for you”

“erm…---“

“don’t deny it Yoong, I know you love me” you said then you look at my eyes

“and I love you too Im Yoona, if you want to know” you admit to me shyly, am I dreaming or what? The one that I like and the one that I love also loves me back?

“Seo---“ but before I said anything, she already capture my lips and we are both kissing under the rain

“Yoong!”

“oh Hyunnie”

“are you writing at your diary again don’t you?”

“uhmmm yeah”

“about what?”

“about you, about us”

“cheesy deer”

Yes here we are at the present, we’re now both living under the same roof, happily married with two daughters namely Sulli and Luna, and they are also smart like you and they are both talented like me.

I never regret of letting you to go with him, because when I did that you realize that you feel more happiness being with me and not with someone else…