Honestly, I’m lonely, it’s an unbelievable irony
Like a withering flower covered by your shadow, I slowly harden
Are we feeling distant because the camouflage of love is coming off?

Yes, we’re together but I felt like I was alone. Like he was gone. We rarely spend time together and if we did, we never had some time alone. We were always surrounded by friends.

I wish I saw the signs, but unfortunately, I didn’t.

I was so afraid of him leaving me that I kept ignoring the signs

“let’s play a game” Kris says

“okay. What game?”

“a kissing game” he smirks

“seriously, Kris?”

“why don’t you want to play?” he nudges me

“of course I do!”

“okay. The person who gets the most kisses from the other wins”

“okay. You’re on!” I laugh

“kiss on the lips. Cheeks, arms, hands or neck are not counted” he adds.

“deal” I smirk

He suddenly kisses me

“one point” he laughs

“no fair!” I pull him and kiss him

“one point” I smirk and run

We had to get our books from the locker because it was after lunch. Since he was my locker mate I swiftly turn to kiss him but unfortunately his reflexes were faster

“two points!” we both say

“no fair! That kiss was mine!” I whine and hit him on the shoulder

“no, that was mine” he smiles and takes his books

“mine!”

“mine.”

“mine!”

“mine.”

“mi-”

“geez, guys get a room!” Heechul says and pushes me aside to get to the locker

After that Kris became distant. He wasn’t sweet and caring. He practically ignored me. It was like I didn’t exist. He would turn cold whenever I was with him. He wouldn’t talk to me. And that hurt. Why the hell is he ignoring me? What did I do?

“Kris, told me to return this to you” Monica said

“why would he return my picture?” I asked her

“I don’t know.” She shrugs.

“where is he?” I ask

“he left early” she says and walks away

Why didn’t he tell me?