I hope our love remains on top
Where it’s been written and erased countless times

Our relationship has gone through a lot

I suffered a lot

I never knew that I was fighting the battle alone

I didn’t realize that he was already gone

“our relationship is like holding sand. If you hold on too tight a lot of sand slips from our fingers faster as we try to strengthen our grip and if we hold onto it loosely, the sand still slips. You have to hold onto the sand just right so we could control how much sand would slip through” Kris said as he was holding my hand while we were making sand castles.

I just stared at him.

Maybe it was my fault.

I held onto the sand too tight that everything slipped through.

We fought a lot of times.

He said that I was suffocating him with too much love.

So I gave him space.

We didn’t make each other a priority.

Actually, he never made me his priority.

He held on the sand too loosely.

I slipped away.

I have always been an option. I was never his choice.

a/n: i'm sorry if this is too short. i'm currently experiencing a writer's block and i'm still recovering.