I met Chanyeol at both the worst and best time of my life.
He dove into my life quite abruptly, and i'm forever glad he did.

It was five months ago; as the sun was setting for the day, in a nearby park.
I'd just learnt that i was pregnant.
Two months to be exact.
To my abusive ex.

I'd be lying if i didn't admit to myself that i was completely screwed.
There was absolutely no way i could support a child by myself.
My family weren't in the country so i wouldn't be able to lean on them either.

For lack of a better word; i was ed.

I collapsed onto my knees in the middle of the park; and i cried.
I cried out for my own sefishness.
I cried out for my poor unborn child.
I cried because i needed a distraction, if only for a few minutes.

That was when i heard the insanely infectious laugh for the first time.
And then a loud stumble near my body.

"Hey, are you okay?"
I looked up with my tear streaked face and cloggy nose at the boy in front of me.
I must have looked a mess and a half.
He was leaning down onto his knee, his hand outstretched towards me.
His was contorted in worry, his eyebrows furrowed nd lips parted sadly.
It was adorable.

"I'm fine"
I jumped up, wiping my tears and baring my teeth into a big forced smile.
He wavered, staring at me worriedly, until his own goofy smile tore across his face.

"Im glad, my name is Chanyeol by the way" 
I took my time to look up at the giant boy in front of me.
he had brunette curls tied into a loose ponytail, and what wasn't tie up was left to dangle on his forehead.
His dark orbs beamed, his eyelids crinkling softly



He was....
Adorable.

Is it bad that i fell in love so sudden, and during such a horrid part of my life?

We didn't date straight away.
Instead we enjoyed eachothers company.
We were both content in it,
I thought

"Should we... Date?"
He surprised me with the question while we were watching TV at my house.
Both curled up on the couch, each to our own cushion.
Upon being asked the question, i averted my gaze to the giant next to me.
My eyes wide.

"Chanyeol..."
I didn't know what to say. What could i say?

"I think we should"
His gaze eyes never left the TV in front of him.
He remained relaxed in his postion, while i was figetting for my life.
Why is he bringing this up now?
I admit that i was always expecting him to ask me; it seemed inevitable with our current relationship.
But that didn't mean that i was prepared, mentally or phsically to take on such a relationship.

"Chanyeol i don't know."

"Why not?"
His faint smile he had at the beginning of the conversation had fallen, along with it his arms that he