Chapter 4

Love that we cannot have

                                         

As time passed Donghae was starting to like Eun Seo, not love but he really liked her company, since she was really fun and outgoing. So he mistook those feelings and made himself believe that big lie. And on her advantage was another point since their relationship started out as friends, he started to feel shame for Eun Seo, he was really sure that he deserved better than him being a playboy so he started to change for her. He was being overprotective and caring with Eun Seo and soon it became more noticeable, making lots of people at school to talk about their "beautiful" relationship. It didn't last long till Jessica heard about it and even saw it, now Jessica's and Donghae's talks were each time more about Eun Seo, Donghae would usually say things like: "I am really happy with her" "Being with her was one of the greatest things that could had happened to me" and more. He said all this things because by this point Donghae's cousin who was Jessica's friend too, had told him Jessica's real feelings towards him, and he just wanted to make her jealous and provoke her to confess to him. You would probably ask yourself why if he knew it he didn't go after her? Well it was because he wanted to change, he felt bad for Eun Seo and as I alredy said he was trying really hard to make himself believe that he did love Eun Seo. Jessica still had hope and she believed she might still had a chance with him, till one day when they were on facebook:

Donghae: Do you still like Jonghyun?

Jessica: I alredy told you I never liked him, to me he is just a good looking boy but I don't know him, how can I like someone I don't know?

Donghae: Okay I understand I won't mention it again.

Jessica: Thanks. And you....... Do you really like Eun Seo?

Donghae: I don't like her, I love her, she is different and unique.

Jessica: Oh, that's good to know.

Donghae: But, why did you ask? 

Jessica: Just because, a random question.

Donghae: Oh I see.

Jessica: Yeah, see you later, I have to go now.

Donghae: Bye, take care.

Jessica: You too.

Really she didn't have to go, she just felt horrible and just wanted to escape from this world, his answer was like an arrow to her heart but still she kept herself strong and just went to visit Yuri. She told Yuri her story and to make her feel better, Yuri changed the subject and tried her best to make her friend laugh. Then it was Yuri's turn, she started to tell Jessica her exciting news:

Yuri: (Smiling brightly) I have to tell you something.

Jessica: What happened?!?!?! I can see your smile, is it Minho?!?!?! Are you guys dating alredy???? Why didn't you told me earlier?!?!?!

Yuri: Well if you don't let me talk you'll never know.

Jessica: Okay I will shut up, but tell me!!!!!

Yuri: I....... Well, Minho and I............

Jessica: WHAT?!?!?!?!

Yuri: (Super excited) We...... Kissed!!!

Jessica: Really?!?! How? Tell me the whole story!

Yur: We were just there talking and then all of a sudden, everything became slow, he came near me and I went near him, no sound was heard except our brething and then, we just kissed, slow and soft at first and then fast and fiercely. It was magical, to me it was. It was as if time stopped and there was only me and him in this world.

Jessica: Awww... That's so sweet, I am so excited for you!!!!!

Yuri: Then tell that to your face, you don't look excited at all.

Jessica: It's just that as you were talking I wondered if I will ever get to kiss someone, what would it be to kiss Donghae?

Yuri: Don't think of that!! You will obviously get to kiss someone and someone who will be much better than him!! Someone who will love you as much as you love him. A prince, 'cause that's what you deserve.

Jessica: Haha you are so cheesy but thank you for being here. I love you.

Yuri: Don't be silly how can I not be here with my best friend? I love you too.

Then Jessica's mom called her and she had to go home since it was alredy late. As she was at home she spent the whole time thinking about what Donghae told her and that's when she admitted to herself that she had totally fallen in love with him. She was lost in love with Donghae. And him, he was fooled by Eun Seo's pure appearence, she was actually a really good actrice, she made everyone have pity on her, and like her. When at her true self she was no innocent girl, she wasn't that bad but all her lies and ambitious for guys made her someone who had to have what she wanted, no matter what, even against other people's feelings. This made her a very manipulating person, and when she saw that even when Donghae was so nice to her he still saw Jessica in a different way, she noticed that was on her way, so she made a plan filled with lies. It all started as she was talking with Donghae:

Eun Seo: I need to have a serious talk with you.

Donghae: Sure, what is it? Is there something bad going on?

Eun Seo: (Pretending to cry) We have to break up.

Donghae: But why?!?! I thought we were doing all right.

Eun Seo: I thought so too. But you lied to me!! You don't love me!! Don't pretend anymore. 

Donghae: What are you talking about? I...

Eun Seo: (Cutting his line) Stop it now!!!! Jessica alredy told me everything, I know you like her and clearly she likes you too. Why did you cheat on me??? I did love you, more than I should.

Donghae: That's not true! I do talk to her but I never told her that!! I made it clear that I only love you.

Eun Seo: I don't believe you, that's not what she told me.

Donghae: Exactly, what did she told you?

Eun Seo: She told me that you confessed to her and that you were going to break up with me to be with her.

Donghae: That is such a big fat lie!!!! I never told her that, baby believe me, have faith in our love.

Eun Seo: If that is true then don't ever talk to her, I don't want to see you close to Jessica Jung. 

Donghae: That's what you want? All right, I'll do it for you.

Eun Seo: (Running to hug him) Thank you, I should have never doubted of you. I am so sorry, it's just that she is such a witch!!! We should have known from the start.

Donghae: (Sad) We should, but anyways don't ever doubt of me again, baby I love you.

Eun Seo: (Smiling in victory) I love you too.

The truth was that, Jessica never told Eun Seo that, she made it all up because she wanted Jessica to look bad in front of Donghae, she wanted to break them apart completely and once for all. She was sick of seeing them long starring at each other and him texting and chatting with her all days trought the whole day. Now she wasn't with Donghae just because he was hansome and her first option but also because it became more of a rivality with Jessica. She just wanted to make her loose the battle and erase her from Donghae's live. Her biggest wish now was to win over Donghae's heart, how could a simply girl like Jessica take over his boyfriend? It wasn't possible, or at least that was what Eun Seo was thinking.

Since Donghae's cousin Hyoyeon was really close to Jessica, actually they were on the same classroom, she told Jessica about the talk Donghae had with Eun Seo. Donghae was really used to telling Hyoyeon everything, and this time things didn't change, he told her all the things they both said and that he was really disappointed in Jessica, he never thought she would do such a thing, when he said that Hyoyeon inmeditaly told him that she knew Jessica really well and she didn't think that she said so, but he decided to believe in Eun Seo. For last he also told her that he left a message to Jessica, in the message it said that he didn't wanted to talk to her again, that he didn't wanted her to ruin his relationship because he had found his true love and more... 

When Hyoyeon told her all this Jessica still hadn't seen that message but just by hearing all that she felt incredibly horrible and sad. It felt as if someone had just shot a bullet right across her heart, she couldn't help but to cry. Jessica did not care that she was still at school, she went to sit on a corner, putted headphones on and started crying non stop. Since that moment she kept quite for the whole time, not talking to anyone. Her friends strated to try to cheer her up but failed, nothing could stop the pain that she was feeling right now. She went home and ate nothing, just went to bed to cry until she fall asleep.


I know I promised to upload yesterday but I couldn't I had a really busy day, still I hope you all enjoy this tragic and sad chapter. Please keep reading and support. Thank you, I hope it's not to boring. Love ya:*

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sica90 #1
Chapter 4: STUPID FISH how could he make hae regret what he did please
update soon
sica90 #2
Chapter 3: UPDATE SOON
jungli29 #3
Chapter 3: update soon.xoxo! :D <3
minyul8 #4
Looking forward to this story ^_^ Fighting~