JONGHYUN POV

Now Taeyeon noona and I was in a partice room SM building.

We just finished recording for our new song, Breath. Later, Taeyeon noona and I will sing this song

for comeback SM The Ballad Vol. 2 

"What do you think about this song Jjong?" Taeyeon who was sitting in front of me asked.

"It's a good song noona"

I'm actually confused by my feelings, I'm very happy to be a duet patner with her. But near with this

woman makes my upset feeling become doubled.

Yes I still have this feeling, the feeling that 'almost' same with feeling I admit when I saw her on

SNSD debut stage. The difference is, the feeling that I have now.... somehow grown much stonger.

Taeyeon look around me.

I feel don’t know what to do. To me anything associated with her was very confusing, suffocating.

"Yeah, I know this is a great song, really great song. But it is a little difficult .. "

"Difficult? Why?"

"This song about a couple who can't let other go. Right?''

Yes noona .. about someone who can't let the person his love go...

"About couple who can't forget each other?"

Yes... about someone who can't forget his feeling, his love. Just like me ...

"right Jjong?"

"Uh? Yeah. Yeah you're right noona "

"but Jjong... you know I never knew this feeling. Have you ever experienced a love story like this song? "

"Not sure ..." I murmurd as I looked away, avoiding her eyes. Scared Taeyeon would know waht i'm

thinking.

In fact I have had a story like this song right? Me who can't forget someone I love, Taeyeon?

"AH! so you have! How do you feel when singing this song? Who are you thinking when singing this

song? that she is Shin Se Kyung? " Taeyeon said with big smile, teasing me.

Hear what Taeyeon said I lifted my head, looked at her in disbelief, loss my words.

No... when I singing this song i'm not thinking of Shin Se Kyung. Not her noona, but you ...

In the end I just let out a small sigh as I shook my head, answering her questiont in silent.

"not Shin Se Kyung? Really?" she asked again.

"Not her noona, I've been able to forget her. We're just friends now, no more"

"Then who?"

I was just going to say that I think about her when singing this song when she spoke again.

"Aigo Jonghyunie.. how can you have so many experience about love more than me? You're my

dongsaeng! How can I as your noona become so blind about love? This is Ironic huh. "

Ah...

here's the reason why I still hiding my feelings from her since I relize my feeling. Since SNSD debut.

When Taeyeon said the word 'dongsaeng' I could only swallow back all the words I would to say,

disappointed.

After all this time? After almost 7 years and Taeyeon still see me as a brother? as little brother? that

I really didn't mean anything to her expect a brother?

"Noona ..."

"yes?"

"Can you ... can you see me as a man?"

TAEYEON POV

"Can you ... can you see me as a man?"

"Ma–– what? What do you mean? Do you think all this time I see you as a woman or wath?" I told

him, laughing. It's very funny, Jonghyun is very unreasonable.

But my laugh stopped when I saw his serious look. Why does he look so serious? Is there something

wrong?

"Noona ... can’t you see me not as a brother? Whether I could ask for something more than that?"

Jonghyun said, looking at me in my eyes. His gaze looks so disappointed.

"Jjong, what do you mean? Didn’t you always be my brother all this time?"

"Noona. Did you really just see me as brother? After all this time?"

Silent.

"Noona, I... I–" Jonghyun stop his word, closing his eyes and ruffled his hair with both hands, look

frustrated.

Jonghyun then looked at me again for a minute. But a few moments later he turned away.

Jonghyun...

JONGHYUN POV

"Noona, I...I..––" I stopped my words. I ruffled my Hair, frustrating.

I then looked at Taeyeon, for a while. Seeing the expression on her face, a mixture of confused, don't

understand, and don't believe expression maybe? I don’t know.

I looked away, couldn't see her much longer. My heart hurt. I was frustrated because I couldn’t

express my feelings directly.

How could Taeyeon just think me as a brother after all this time? Is it true that there is no room in

her heart for me but only as a brother?

But I love her... I always look forward for 7 years there's someday I will be able to have her.

But now... it seems impossible. 7 years doesn’t mean anything. And maybe.. how long I wait it will

never come true.

I can't longer exist in this room. At this moment I can't abel to see her. I need some time to compose

myself, fix up my feelings.

TAEYEON POV

Jonghyun suddenly stood up from his chair, he looked at me.

"Noona, I have to go now. I've another schedule." then he walked towards the partice room

door without waiting for my answer.

I was frozen on my sit. I don't understand with his behavior, I don't understand whit this situation.

But earlier...  is Jonghyun was like express his feelings indirectly?

I'm not a fool who doesn't understand the meaning of his statement.

But that is it true? is it possible? That... Jonghyun have feelings to me?...

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