Both of them were quiet inside the car. Silence remained. Nobody dared to talk. The stereo is also off. Until now Jongin is still confused. Why did he lose his control over this girl? He didn’t even plan on kissing her; much less have with her. He doesn’t even like her. Sure, Soojung was beautiful, but she never really turned him on even when they were still in high school.

Maybe he was not in his right mind earlier. She didn’t even seduce him like the other girls he dated. He initiated it all. She was a , yet she responded to everything with the same degree of passion and they both went astray. He couldn’t deny that he was twenty one and he had taste of heaven for the very first time. It was so achingly sweet that he doesn’t want him and Soojung to stop earlier, and they could do it all over again a lot of times. But like everything else in this world, they had to stop and move on.

“Look, about what happened--“

“Can we just forget about it, okay? It was not a big deal to you anyway, right? You already had with a lot of girls. So I’m just a random girl that you pursued to have .” She said. He doesn’t know why her words felt like a knife tearing him apart. Forget?

“That is not true. You were my first.” He protested. She then looked at him. The look on her face, it’s obvious that she doesn’t believe him. “It’s your choice if you’ll believe me or not. I don’t have a reason to lie.”

“Fine. Let’s just not talk about this anymore.” Soojung said. She silently cursed, messed her hair with her fingers. That hair of hers smelled so intoxicating that awaken his hormones. He felt the urge to kiss her again and take her right there. Everything came so naturally.

“Just to let you know, I have no regrets of what happened.” Jongin said. It was true. What happened earlier was quite spontaneous, that he can’t forget about it. Surely he won’t forget her, too. He smelled her perfume inside the car, and he is becoming out of himself again. How could he forget the softness of her body? The sweetness of her skin? Then he remembered something. They didn’t use any protection. He parked the car on the shoulder of the road.

“When we--“ He scratched his neck while looking at her. “W-we didn’t use-- What if you’re pregnant?” He panicked. He will be a father at the age of twenty one. And with his college friend that he had in the grassland.

“Oh God!” She shouted

“W-well, if I need to marry you so that--“ He remained calm. He is the guy; he needs to stand for what ‘they’ did.

“I don’t want to get married with you. Look, we are still not sure if I’ll really get p-pregnant. Can we just not panic, alright? And don’t ever tell anyone.” Soojung said glaring at him.

“I don’t do slandering and gossiping, if you knew.” He then smirked.

His friends and his family told him that he is a talkative person. But with his escapade with girls, he doesn’t tell the any details about it. Especially with his first time in . Everybody thought he had lost his ity by the time he was fourteen because he dated a lot of girls. He didn’t expect that the only person who will make him lose control is Soojung. Like what he’s feeling right now, no regrets. It was beautiful and perfect.

At the resort, you can tell obviously that Soojung’s mind have been wandering somewhere. Pretty much avoiding Jongin. She doesn’t want to talk to him. If he could only be invisible at her sight so that she won’t see him ever again. Even Minhyuk noticed