Was this really happening!? OH MY!! This is the first time any boy has ever shown an interest in me!! I can’t believe it!! But…Maybe I shouldn’t get over excited. Maybe…he was just being polite? Oh! I don’t know!! There always seems to be something wrong with everything in my life!! Why!?

I slumped down on to my bed and dropped my bag down on the floor. I shouldn’t waste my time chasing guys anyway,,,,I’m here to study! And study I will!! (Even though I hate it!)

5 days have past. I haven’t seen Dong Hae. Or Eun Hyuk. I know deep down it shouldn’t matter to me. But somehow, it does! I really wanted to get to know those boys! The first, and nicest people I’d really got to talk to in Korea! Why did they have to disappear!? And know I think about it, this proves my theory even more. Nothing good ever happens in my life there’s always a catch. And it leaves me with more and more questions. All I want is the answers. But it’s not as if I can search Wikipedia for the right information. I guess I’ll have to put it down to one thing. – Life’s a !

I made my was glumly to University for my lecture, I was late. But I didn’t care. It wasn’t because I was sad or anything! Oh no! I wasn’t going to let THAT get me down! So what if the guys never wanted to see me again? It was good while it lasted. I’m just so tired!! Study, Study, Study! I’ll be glad when I graduate!! Seriously! I walked along, down the road. When I was doing so, I noticed a figure leaning up against the lamppost. I ignored it and walked straight past. Just as I did I heard him mumble something. “You’re late” the man stated bluntly. I span around. Then Smiled. “Dong Hae!” I chirped happily. He smiled as well. “Hi” he said walking forward. He stopped in front of me and held his hands up defensively. “I’m sorry!” he said hiding behind his hands. “Sorry I haven’t seen you before now.” I looked around not knowing how to reply. “I thought you weren’t going to” I finally giggled out. He looked shocked. “Why would I do that?”

I had to go. I was already late. But we’d agreed to meet later. And just seeing him for a few minutes perked me up the whole day, it made it all bearable. And I really mean that! I was glancing at the clock every 3 or so seconds in my last lecture of the day. It seemed to take 5 times as long as it normal did. A sense of relief dashed through me when it ended. I dashed up out my seat and almost ran to the door. I wasn’t in a hurry….Just excited!! Dong Hae was going to met me at the shop were we first met in 20 minutes!!! Who wouldn’t be. I know I hardly know him,,,,but I hope we can become good friends!

I arrived 10 minutes early,,,,I’m so stupid! I shouldn’t have been here so early. But I guess excitement isn’t something you can always hide. I waited. And soon enough the time come. 10 minutes had past…but no Dong Hae…another 5 minutes past…no Dong Hae… It’s rude isn’t it!? Inviting someone to meet you and then being late! But I didn’t mind…I’m sure he had a good reason. Right? 15 minutes….he’s still not here. Why? Has something happened to him!? I started to panic. It’s been half an hour. I don’t think he’s coming. I looked down at my shoes. A tear drop slid from my cheek and hit the floor below me. “He’s not coming” I whispered sadly.Was this really happening!? OH MY!! This is the first time any boy has ever shown an interest in me!! I can’t believe it!! But…Maybe I shouldn’t get over excited. Maybe…he was just being polite? Oh! I don’t know!! There always seems to be something wrong with everything in my life!! Why!?