The next day,

“Joonie-yah… Joonie-yah…” I heard Seungho call out while waking me up. I opened one eye and I looked at him. I reached out and I just pulled him into the bed with me.

“Joonie-yah! I cooked breakfast already. So… You should get up and eat.” He said but I didn’t budge. I hugged him tightly.

“I love you Seungho-hyung…” I whispered.

“I love you too Joonie…” I heard him say. “Now let’s go and eat.”

“5 more minutes.” I begged.

He chuckled and said “That’s why you shouldn’t be drinking out too late. Good thing GO helped you home.” He said.

I sighed.

I cuddled him closer to me.

“I just want to stay like this a little longer. Since you left me last night, you should do what I want today.” I said, hoping that he would at least say yes.

“Sorry about that… I… Mir just needed me and…” he trailed off.

“Well I need you now… So stay with me today… please…” I begged.

He didn’t answer nor move.

After a while, I loosened the hug and I felt his arms wrap around me instead.

“Okay… I’ll stay with you…” he whispered and I couldn’t help but smile.

I think GO’s advice helped.

I cuddled closer to him and I felt his hug tighten. “I love you… I really love you Seungho.” I said.

I suddenly felt his hug loosen and I wrinkled my forehead. I looked at him and he suddenly greeted me with a kiss.

My eyes widened with what he did but I initially returned the kiss.

It feels really different right now. As if he’s not Seungho.

I wrinkled my forehead and he slowly changed into GO.

Then I suddenly pulled away.

The moment I did, I woke up from my dream.

I was panting as I sat up from bed. What the hell is wrong with me?

But then I suddenly heard the door open.

I stood up and I looked, it was Seungho.

“Did you just come back?” I asked, a bit irritated.

He smiled at me. “No. I went out to buy breakfast. I thought I’d surprise you but you woke up before I could prepare it.” He scratched the back of his head.

I couldn’t help but smile at him.

“Let me help you…” I said and he immediately stopped me.

“You don’t have to! I mean… Well, I want to do this for you.” He said.

“Because you did something wrong yesterday?” I asked and he looked away. “Yeah… I’m sorry about that. Leaving you in the cinema was really stupid of me.” He said.

I walked towards him and I gave him a hug. “I love you Seungho-hyung…” I said and he flinched. “Are you alright Joonie?” he asked me.

This might sound weird but I don’t often tell him that I love him. I usually just say it after he says it. That’s because I’m the passive on in the relationship. I can’t help it.

I just love him too much.

“Joonie, is there something wrong?” I heard him ask again. I looked at him and I cupped his face. “No… Nothing’s wrong. I just… I just wanted to say that I love you…” I said.

Seungho smiled at me. Not knowing why, my body just inched closer to him and I gave him a kiss.

I was pretty sure he stiffened when I neared to kiss him. I’m not sure why but it actually gave me a stinging feeling in my chest.

I pulled away almost immediately. Then I turned my back on him, ready to go back to the room but I suddenly felt arms wrap around my waist.

“I don’t know what happened last night… but I like what you’re doing.” Seungho whispered in my ear. I felt like my heart was going to burst out of my chest while my face just turned really hot. For some reason I can’t believe why I’m feeling this when I’m supposed to be used to him acting this way.

I felt his lips on the crook of my neck and I can’t help but moan at the sudden contact.

“I really like how you moan. It sounds so cute.” Seungho whispered in my ear again. “Y-yah! You’re not going to be forgiven just because you’re being really sweet and… … right now.” I said. I heard him chuckle.

“That’s why I bought breakfast. It’s a sorry gift.” He whined. Trying to act like a child and rubbing his face on my neck.

“Hyung~~~” I whined, trying my best not to moan again. He chuckled and said, “I’ll just prepare this. You can rest for a while. I’ll call you when I’m done.” He said.

I sighed and gave in to his request. “Alright.” I said and I went back to the room. I can’t really drift back to sleep, knowing that Seungho’s in here. And maybe because I’m afraid that he’ll leave me once I drift back to sleep.

I sighed audibly as I turned to my side. I saw Seungho-hyung’s picture with me. We had smiles on our faces. Our 1^st anniversary was well-spent.

I missed those times.

When he paid more attention to me than his best friend. I don’t even know when it started but he became really attached to his best friend again. I don’t know why… But sometimes I’d blame on Mir too. I can’t help it. He seems to be getting Seungho’s attention a little too much that it’s making me uncomfortable already.

I sighed again.

But this time, a head suddenly popped up by the door.

“Joonie, are you ok? You’ve been sighing since a while ago. Is anything wrong?” Seungho asked as he entered the room. He sat beside me on the bed and he draped his arm over my waist. “Is something bothering you?” He asked again.

“Seungho-hyung… Why do you always leave me?” I asked him. I’ve been bottling up my feelings that I didn’t even notice what came out of my mouth. I immediately covered my mouth and I said “I’m sorry. I wasn’t thinking straight.” I said to cover up what I said a while ago.

I don’t know why but his arms pulled me into a tight embrace. “I’m sorry. I know I’m at fault here. I always leave you whenever Mir needs me but… I just can’t leave him alone. He’s always been there for me and I’d feel really guilty if I didn’t help him out.” He answered.

Well what do you know? There’s really something nice that comes out when you’re actually tactless. Problem is I can’t really tell him what’s really in my mind. I think he’ll get mad.

I’d rather that we don’t get into arguments instead of hearing harsh words from him.

I sighed. “I see…” I answered, oblivious to how he looked at me because the floor seems to be the most interesting thing in the world right now.

“Joonie-yah… look at me.” Seungho said and I complied. Much to my surprise, he was actually looking at me with worry written all over his face. “If there’s something else bothering you, you can tell me. If you want to ask something, ask me. You know I’ll tell you anything. You know how much I love you and I wouldn’t want you to suffer because of me.” He said.

For some reason, I bit my lower lip and I just neared him to plant a kiss on his lips. The mere point of him being really sweet to me right now is just overwhelming. I might seriously cry if he acts so sweet.

This is why I can’t let him go.

He may seem like a jerk sometimes but… how can I ever let him go when he’s the only one who can make me feel this way?

I pulled away, having a sense of longing just as soon as my lips lost contact to his.

“Seungho-hyung… just promise me one thing… please don’t leave me…?” I said with misty eyes.

“You don’t have to ask me that kind of question. Because I’m NOT planning to.” He answered, as he pulled me back into another kiss.

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