Forgive and Forget

Hi, I'm Baekhyun

 

"How could you do this to me Baek!" Chanyeol cries lying both his hands on the glass window. He could only hear the plane moving further away.

 

-When Baekhyun told Chanyeol-

It's been two days, Chanyeol was still clueless of what's about to happen. Everyone in the house knows about Baekhyuns departure, except the giant.

"Baekhyun, you're leaving tomorrow and you still haven't told Chanyeol yet.. " Mrs Park said a bit disapointed.

" I'll tell him, "  Baekhyun replied and continued texting on his phone.

Mrs Park gave him a look. 

"What?" Baekhyun asked. " I will tell him okay?" 

Mrs Park just walked away, ignoring Baekhyun. She sees that Baekhyuns spoiled self is back.

 

Two hours later Baekhyun and Chanyeol was called down for dinner. 

Chanyeol waits for Baekhyun to come and take him from the room but instead his mom did. 

"where's Baek mom?" He asked. 

"Oh, I told him to do something, so I'll take you down stairs tonight." Mrs Park answered.

 

All sitting on the dining table. Sitting quietly. Baekhyun on his phone and Chanyeol and his mom eating as usual.

"So Baekhyun, you have anything to say?" Mrs Park asked.

Baekhyun looks up from his phone and tilts his head. "no, why?"

Mrs Park decides to ignore his answer and start a conversation with Chanyeol. "Chanyeol honey, how are you?"

"I'm good mom, thank you. " Chanyeol replies, "It's been a good month, me and Baekhyun killed the concert. We make a good team, and we will always be a team, right Baek?" 

"hm,"

Silent took over afterwards, and all three continued to eat.

When they were half way through the dishes Chanyeol decides to break the silence and ask his brother a question. "Hey Baek,"

"yea?"

"Let's hangout tomorrow, we didn't do anything for two days, and I miss doing activities with you."  Chanyeol beamed.

Mrs Park knew where this convertation was going to lead to so she took her plate to the sink and hurried out.

"I can't yeol, not tomorrow." Baekhyun answered.

"oh..so how about next friday?"

"I can't any day. "

"why? don't you like hanging out with me? " Chanyeol questioned furiously. When Baekhyun stayed queite Chanyeol became curios. "oh.. I get it. You only stopped hanging out with me after the concert because you don't need me anymore, right? You only needed me to play the guitar so you could perform. Why didn't you just tell me? Why do you have pretend to be nice and then throw me like I'm nothing?"

"What? Come on Yeol, I'm not that kind of person."

"So why don't you want to hang out? are you bored of me?"

"No I'm not."

"What then! " 

"I actually had fun performing with you Yeol! I don't throw you like your nothing, I can't believe you would think of me like that!"

"so what's wrong! " Chanyeol asked. "what's wrong? ... just tell me."

"I'm moving back to California."

Chanyeol took seconds to realize what he just heard...."what?"

"I'm leaving."

...

"and I thought you started to love this place Baek.." Chanyeol said quietly. "I thought you changed your mind."   

Baekhyuns now speechless.

"You're right, you don't throw me away like I'm nothing- you throw me and everyone else who cares about you away. You will just leave us like you never loved this place and I know you love this place! I know you do!.. Why are you trying to run Baek? Why are you running away from home."

"I belong in California." Baekhyun said without regret.

Chanyeol looks down and sighs. "You belong with us." 

Again silence took over.

 

"Baek?"

"yes?"

"what if happy endings don't exist?"

Baekhyun listens.

"Then the only chance of happiness is in between stories right?  and you're my happiness Baek.. why are you taking my happiness away from me?"

Baekhyun was speechless for a second. He had no real answer. "you have mom.."

Chanyeol sighs frustrated with his brothers stupid answer. "I can't believe you. Just when we grew closer, you do this to me."  

Chanyeol throws his fork onto he table and asked one of the maids to take him someplace else- as long as he wasn't near Baekhyun.

 

 

 

The next day was Baekhyuns departure. 

A knock was heard on Chanyeols door. "what?"

"It's me Baek"

"what do you want?"

"I'm about to leave. You want to come to the airport ?"

"Why would I sadden my self, seeing you leave?" Chanyeol cried across the room.

Baekhyun gives up and whispers. "sorry" he was never good in apologizing.

 

 

After a few imnutes, Chanyeol felt guilty of treating Baekhyun that way, he never did that. He calls one of the maids to take him to the hall and he walks slowly to Baekhyuns room himself. Struggling a little he finally feels the door of Baekhyuns room.

"hey Baek.." 

no answer. 

"I'm sorry, your leaving and I should say good-bye."

no answer.

"I will always love you , you know that right?"

no answer.

"who are you talking to Chanyeol?" one of the butler says.

"Baek.."

"he's gone to the airport."

"what?"

 

Chanyeol and his driver quickly drives to the airport. Chanyeol was quickly guided by his driver inside the building and walk towards the derpartue gate.

"I can't find it sir" The driver said.

Chanyeol worries if he doesn't have time.

Instead, he let's go of his drivers arms and run blindly, pushing people out of the way and screaming for his brother.

He finds himself lost.

"Baekhyun!" He cries.

He cries heart broken. Then he remembers his emergency phone. 

'the button on the left'    he reminds himself, holding his cellphone.

"beep.. beep..." the phone vibrates.  "hello?" 

"Baekhyun! How could you leave me without saying good-bye!" Chanyeol cries. "which gate are you!?"

"you're here? I'm lining up, were going to leave now. I'm on gate 24"

 

Luckily Chanyeols driver found him and was told to go to gate 24.

"I see you yeol!" Baekhyun said from the phone.

"Baekhyun! "

"I'm going inside now"

"no! Please Baek, Please don't go!" 

"I have too."

"Why do you hate me so much...?"

".......Goodbye, yeol . No phones going in. Bye..." Baekhyun closes the phone.

"No! " Chanyeol continues to cry. 

..

"How could you do this to me Baek!" Chanyeol cries lying both his hands on the glass window. He could only hear the plane moving further away.

"The plane's gone sir.. I think we should go." the driver said sadly, and softly holds Chanyeol by the arm to guide him to the car park.

 

 

-

 

 

 

"Chanyeol..." Sehun calls. Patting him on the back. It's been one hour since he came over and not a word from the giant. "call him then.."

"he's on the airplane. His phone is on airplane mode.." Chanyeol whispers.

"He doesn't deserve someone crying over him Yeol. You can't cry over him forever."

"I-I know.."

 

Sehun and Chanyeol decides to take a walk in the park. They both sat quietly on the bench. Chanyeol puts on his headphones and listen to some music to get his mind of things.

Sehun sitting bored was looking around.

He then spots one boy very pretty sitting against the big tree Chanyeol likes to lay on. The boys hair was flowing, his eyes were sparkly.. he reminded Sehun of Luhan.

Not only Chanyeol has problems right now- he too has big ones.

"I wish that was you Luhan." he whispers to himself and continues to observe the stranger.

 

Afterwards he took Chanyeol home and was on the was to his place.

Again he spots the stranger across the street. He looked like he was about to cross the street.

Sehun ignores and keeps on walking. 

The stranger was half way across the street but a car was driving fast towards him. Sehun takes his chances to save a soul and runs. He runs to the stranger , held him in embrace and pushed their weight and rolled to the side of the street.

Sehun was particulary hugging this stranger.  He looked down at the stranger he was laying on. "umm sorry I must be heavy" Sehun said shyly and takes his body off of the stranger.

"haha it's okay" the stranger stood up and offered his hand to Sehun.

Sehun stood up and rubbed the dust off of his coat. He gives a look at the stranger. 'wow is this another Luhan?' he thought.

"Thank you so much for saving my life" The stranger said.

"no problem." Sehun smiled. "I'm Sehun by the way.."

"I know who you are idiot! Why haven't you contacted me?"

Sehun shakes his head and can't believe what he was hearing. "L-Luhan?"

"No! I'm Xiumin." the other said sarcasticly. "Yes It's me Luhan!" 

"I miss you so much! I thought you were gone!" Sehun said hugging Luhan.

Luhan hugs back. "I thought you ignored me.."

"No.. Xiumin told me you were gone.."

"what?! No.. I mean yes I was gone to Japan to continue my surgery but I came back 2 weeks ago. I wasn't allowed outside until today."

"I thought you were-"

"dead?" Luhan laughs. 

"It's not funny.." 

"It's okay, Xiumin thought I was dead too, because I told Chen to pass on the news to him but you know Chen always trolling around"

"you're right" Sehun laughs. "does Xiumin know you're alive?"

"yea, I called him today."

 

"Thanks again for saving my life.. haha " Luhan said.

"I couldn't lose you again." 

Luhan gives Sehun a bear hug. 

"I miss you so much.." Luhan whispers aloud.

"I miss you too.."

 

 

Sehun and Luhan decides that because they haven't seen each other in so long they should have one of their special picnics. 

"But we didn't prepare any food," Sehun said.

"I bought my wallet, we could just get some snacks and bread, and sit down at the park and call it a picnic," Luhan smiled.

 

After they bought the snacks, both males carrying two plastic bags each, they were on the way to the park.

"wait!" Sehun blurted, remembering something.

"what is it?"

"..eh- bubble tea..." Sehun sighed.

"haha, it's okay I still have some money left."

-

They sat down on the same spot like they did on their first so called 'date'.

Luhan talked about the wonders in Japan while Sehun listens.

"and my hospital room was so cute! The nurses were so nice and they even gifted me a huge huge teddy bear, but it's at home," Luhan giggled.

"If I knew you were coming home I wouldv'e bought you a bigger teddy bear." Sehun laughed.

 

 

When they were done with their talk, Luhan suggested that they lay down and watch the stars again.

 

They both layed quietly.

Sehun looks next to him where he sees Luhan, his eyes sparkling, but they looked dull. "what's wrong?" Sehun asked.

Luhan sighs. "when I was in Japan, I was really  really worried." he says, his eyes still on the stars.

"I know it must've been hard, you have your family here." Sehun said, looking back at the dark, blue sky.

"No that's not why.."

"why then?"

"because I was scared.. I was scared that I won't be able to see you, and I was more worried when I have'nt heard from you. " Luhan said. "I thought you forgot me..."                     ... "that scared me the most.."

"I was scared too Luhan,"

"really?" Luhan turned his head to Sehun.

"yup, just scared as you were. Everyday I wonder if we could meet. "

Looking back up, Luhan gave a small laugh.

 

Later Luhan scooted closer. Still they kept their distance.

"I remember the first time we met. haha, you asked me out cause you thought I was a girl." Luhan laughed.

Sehun laughs at the memory, a bit embarrassed. "so embarrasing."

"but it was the best thing that ever happened or we wouldn't have met."

"yea..."

 

"Luhan.." 

"hm?"

" remember when we had our first da- picnic. I asked you if ..never mind."

"I remember."

"oh.."

"and I asked you if people can change. ..."

"yea.." Sehun whispers.

 

" and they do..." 

Sehun once again looks at Luhan and smiles. Luhan was still stuck in between the stars, but he was smiling this time. 

Sehun scoots closer. "they do don't they?"

 

Hunhan [complete]

 

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 "a certain person taught me that people do change.." - hunhan.

 

 

-

 

 

"I can''t believe Luhan is still alive!" Xiumin said excited at Sehun who have just told him about Luhans appearance.

"I know right!" 

 

Jongin sits down, his head low smiling- he was happy that he was with his friends. 

"hey Jongin, me and Lay is going to dance in the practice room after school, you want to come with?" Jumyeon said, sitting down.

"why not?" Jongin smiled.

It took Suho forever to forgive Jongin but it was so easy for Jongin to forgive Suho; because it made him realize the one person who really cared about him the most was Kyungsoo. 

He heard a laugh so familiar somewhere around him. He looked up and saw Kyungsoo and Kris walking to their own table. They looked really happy; their body filled with laughter and eyes filled with hidden smiled.

Jongin observed Kyungsoo. He saw him smile: not any smile, it was Kyungsoo's heart shaped smile that Jongin only saw once since he met Kyungsoo. The only time he saw that smile when they were friends was the first time they met; 

Kyungsoo was crying outside his apartment and Jongin came to join his sadness. They had so much in common about their lives, so much problems happening around them, but after hours of sharing each others stories and sadness: they were able to laugh and make the negative positive by joking and making fun of the bad situations.

The next day Jongin spots Kyungsoo outside his buildin again; lonely, miserable, depressed. He looked like he needed someone. For the second time Jongin decides to sit with the kid and again share their sadness. It became a routine afterwards.

But thenwards Kyungsoo was happy and Jongin was still miserable. Jongin was selfish, he made Kyungsoo come to his house everyday just for his company and he made everything about him.

 

"Hey you there Jongin?" Suho asks waving his hands infront the gazing boy. "Jongin?"

Jongin gives a slight shake with his hea. "Oh..sorry.."

"miss him right?" Suho said smiling.

"I don't know what your'e talking about."

"If you havn'et realize he misses you too, but I guess you were to busy hanging out with me." Suho said, then taking a sip from his glass of water.

"how'd you know? and how'd you know if were close from the beggining?"

"first answer, he always look miserable when ever he sees you, and second- how did I know? Because now your'e the one looking at him miserably." 

"shut up.. " Jongin sighed. 

Suho gives a playfull laugh. "haha, sorry. But seriously you should go and talk to him."

"what if he hates me?"

"I don't think he does."

"sure?"

"sure." Suho smiles.

"fine. I only believe you because you answered all my questions right earlier, so I'll take your advice. " Jongin joked. "but I think I need time before I go talk to him."

"take as much time as you need."  Suho answered with a grin on his face.

Both Jongin and Suho smirked at each other for long seconds. 

 

"hey," Lay said, disturbing the moment. 

"hey, what's up?" Suho asked looking up at him.

"umm, I was going to ask if you guys want to come with me to dance practice?"

"Sure," Suho answered, grabbing his bag and standing from his seat. "hm? How about you Jongin? you coming?"

Jongin takes a while to think. "sure, sounds great. I have nothing else to do." 

"Come on then," Lay called, leading them.

"Wait! I need to put something inside my gym locker, you guys go first and I'll catch up." Jongin said.

"That's alright, Come on Lay," Suho called.

 

 

Jongin walked through the hall, he was getting closer to the gym lockers.As he walked closer he could hear little sounds of laughters. 

He stood behind the door and listened if it was his team mates in the lockers, but he could only hear Kris' laugh and an unfamiliar laugh. He decides to walk in to take his stuff and hurry to practice- but while opening his locker he could see the figures of the other two males between the gaps of the lockers.

It was blurry at first but afterwards he stood still enough to see the other male Kris's was talking too.

Jongin was familiar with the males body feature. Short waist, long legs, straight black hair- even his height. It was Kyungsoo. 

'why is Kris with Kyung?' Jongin thought. He faced down and thought about it, but still could not find a conclusion. Again, he peaked through the gaps and listened.

He could see Kyungsoo dangling his legs from the bench and Kris standing up. They were both laughing. 

'Kyung is laughing?' Jongin thought. 'I never heard him laugh.'  

..'why doesn't he laugh when I'm around?' he asked himself. He then he gave another look to make sure if it was Kyungsoo Kris was talking too. 

Jongin just laid his head against the locker and listened. He heard so much happiness. 

'so..this is what Kyung's laugh sounds like.' Jongin laughed to himself. 

He would do anything to go back in time just to spend all the times he had with Kyungsoo making him laugh instead of yearning for his advice.

Jongin gives a deep sigh. When he saw Kris and Kyungsoo laughing he could only feel jealousy.

 

"so you still miss Jongin?" 

Shocked, Jongin pays attention to the conversation again. 

He waits for and answer but it was taking too long. He wishes he could hear a yes from Kyungsoo, he really wishes he hears a yes.

"No.."

Jongin felt himself tear apart. Couldn't listen to further conversation he leaves the locker room queitly.

 

"No.." Kyungsoo said. "I miss him so much." 

Too bad Jongin was not there hear that answer.

 

 

While walking, Jongin thought about winning Kyungsoo back, but after listening to Kris' and his conversation earlier he lost a little hope. 

After a few thoughts he had an idea, he knows what to do.

Jongin takes out his phone and texts Suho. 

To Suho : Hey, Can I have a raincheck, I know how to win Kyung back. 

..

From Suho : Go get him tiger! 

Jongin grins and runs.

 

 

Kris and Kyungsoo decides to get home, they were having some coffee for a few hours but it was getting late.

Both walked towards Kris' car.

"Buckle your seat belt!" Kyungsoo said in a happy tone.

"I know, I'm the one driving," Kris smiled.

"I still can't get over the story you told me!" Kyungsoo laughed.

"It's not funny, I kissed Luhan by accident, He was cross dressing." Kris chuckled.

"If it's not funny why are you laughing?" 

"Cause It's..fine it's kind off funny." Kris admitted.

..

After some fun conversation, they suddenly moved on to a serious topic.

"I heard you liked cooking? " Kris asked.

"oh, I wanted to quit cooking at first, but I continued."

"you did? But what made you continue?"

Kyungsoo stayed silent before answering. "hm." he sighed. "I use to make Jongin taste my cooking, but when I joined cooking class I had too much pressure but he supported me. He told me I had potential." 

"oh,"  

 

"It seems that you and Jongins very close.." Kris continued. "Aren't you thinking of being friends again?"

"of course I do," Kyungsoo replied. "he means so much."

Kris was a little down. "Kyungsoo?"

"yes?"

"Do you like hangin out with me?"

"Yes , of course..why would you ask such a question?

"you just talk about Jongin so much.."

"I'm sorry." Kyungsoo apoligized.

"It's okay, I didn't mean to be harsh."

 

"Kris, just one question about Jongin the last one." Kyungsoo said.

"Anything."

"Does he still want to be my friend?"

..

"umm.."       "n-no, when I still hung out with him, he never mentioned your name at all. Only once..he said being friends with you was a waste of his time."

"oh.." Kyungsoo tried hiding his pain. "Thank you."

Kris nodded.

 

 

"We're here." 

"Thanks Kris, "

"no problem, I gotta get going take care." 

Kyungsoo watched as Kris' car disapeared, and when it did he started to cry.

He sat outside his building, and cried. He regretted asking Kris' about Jongin- he wished he never did.

 

Suddenly, Kyungsoo felt his body wrapped with pair of arms, he felt warmer.

"Kris?" Kyungso sniffed.

"no, Jongin."

"w-what?" Kyungsoo shoved him off, and turned around. "What do you want?"

Jongin just gave a light chuckle at Kyungsoos reaction, and sat next too him.

"Why are you here?" Kyungsoo asked.

"Why are you crying?"

"Non of your buisness." 

"okay, so non of your buissness why I'm here," Jongin smirked and layed back.

 

"Kyung," 

"what,"

"remember this? " Jongin held out a scrap book.

"Is that?"

"yup, I stole it in your house, this afternoon." Jongin grinned.

"You snuck into my house!"

"yup, I was suppose to steal something else like your cat, but instead I found this above your cupboard. " Jongin laughed. "Wanna look inside? I haven't opened it, I wanted to wait till you come so we could look at it together."

Kyungsoo just stayed quiet.

Jongin flipped the first page. "Look our first selfie, Our faces are blurry. And your eyes are like owls!" Jongin chuckled.

"Shutup.." Kyungsoo smiled a little.

He flipped the next page. "The picture of your first meal you cooked, it actually tasted good." 

"I didn't get to taste it cause you ate it all." 

"cause it was that good !" Jongin said happily, which made Kyungsoo smile.

"Oh, and this one, when we had our first sleep over, I drew a uni brow on you and then you went too school like that." Jongin was now bursting into laughter.

Kyungsoo was a little mad and flipped the page, "oo~ Look at this, a picture of you sneezing! You look drunk!" 

"Hey!" 

They both laughed.

 

"I'm sorry Kyung.."

"Kris told me you didn't want to be my friend and I'm a waste of you're time."

"I know.."

"what?" 

"I told him to say it, " Jongin smirked and again laid back.

"What? Why would you!" 

"I texted him before you went to the coffee cafe and planned this whole thing, Kris is not a bad guy. he actually likes being friends with you."

"You did this whole thing just to become my friend again?" Kyungsoo asked.

"not really, " Jongin joked and recieved a shove from Kyungsoo.

Kyungsoo giggled. "I forgive you.."

"Good now I could ask you for some spaghettie, mind making some?"

"Jongin stop playing," Kyungsoo laughed.

Again the air was filled with laughter.

...

"You know why I picked this place to apoligize you?" Jongin questioned.

"why?"

"This is where we met.."

"I remember.."

"I miss being with you,"

"I miss you too."

 

"Let's capture this moment and scrap book it Kyung."

"haha okay." 

They both smiled for the camera.

".."

"what's wrong Jongin?

"My phone shut down."

"It's okay, Let's capture it in our hearts." Kyungsoo smiled.

 

"so cheesy,"

"You know this is the first time you made me smile a lot in one day." 

"Really?"

"yea, Thank you Jongin.."

Kyungsoo gave Jongin a light hug.

Jongin formed his arms in a heart shape. "I love you Kyungie~"

"haha love you too," 

 

 

 

 

[Kaisoo complete]

 

        

 

"A friend is someone who knows all about you and still loves you." - kaisoo

 

 

 



 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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minniebunxh
#1
Chapter 16: I'm so sorry author-nim,I accidentally hit the content button on this chapter T.T
I really love ur fic,I just came from wattpad and checked this fic here in aff bc there's only 5 chapters.I really didn't mean to report this chapter /sobs/
Daisyboo
#2
Chapter 24: Plz plz plz make a sequel....I'm begging you
BaekRee #3
Chapter 22: I love your story ! :) I can't wait for the sequel :D
I wonder what will be Chanyeol's reaction ..hehe.. I'm excited ;)
bomshalaka #4
Chapter 22: I love it >.< Can I translate in Turkish, please? Chuseyo~
bloomemerald #5
Chapter 5: lol i love this fic ^^ baekhyun your so heartless poor chanyeol:(
but why do i get the feeling that big eyes is kyunsoo:D
Vanilla_Re
#6
Chapter 24: where is the sequel?? please make it???

how Baekhyun is in the bathroom?
mehmeh984 #7
Chapter 22: Note: cytology is the study of cells. I think you meant physcology
monochromesight #8
Chapter 22: what does the ending story mean?
magicbananas #9
Chapter 24: Yay!!! Sequel!!! I really love your story ^^ it's cute!
fangrlxbecky19 #10
Chapter 24: Well, I'm happy to see that you're going to be making a sequel! Good luck on editting your story!