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Hi, I'm Baekhyun

 

A/N  : Sorry for being late >< I hope you enjoy this one 

 

 

 

All he did was peacefully regret not telling Luhan who the mustache belong too, or never told him how much he cared and didn't even speak too him much. No, there was no tears, they were all tucked inside his body making him drown, suffocating the misery. Sehun just can't accept the fact that Luhan is now gone. Literally.

Sehun held the fake mustache against his stomach, hugging it tight since it was the only memory of Luhan. Sehun afterwards realized that he did not tasked Luhans last wish before he was gone. Sehun forgot to give the mustache to Chanyeol.

He remembers the night in the hospital when Luhan asked Sehun to do him one last favour and give Chanyeol the mustache. Sehun felt hurt that the deer's last wish did not include him but his best friend. Even though Chanyeol is a bit helpless (doesn't even notice Luhan) , Sehun felt betrayed. But if he really cares for Luhan he will do what he was told.  

Sehun was on the way to Chanyeols house, he walked on the same road which lead to the hospital, he noticed he was walking towards the near hospital, he shook his head focusing as if this was the last journey, and took a turn to where his friends house was. 

He waited in the front door, waiting patiently as he heard footsteps getting nearer the door. Sehun did not want to see Chanyeol this soon after the news, but he keeps in mind this is for Luhan. The door was soon to be opened by mrs.park who greeted him with glee. Sehun steps inside and walked through the big hallways, passing the fancy walls till he reached the front door of Chanyeols room.

Sehun did not step foot inside yet, he listens too his friend who was playing with his guitar. Sehun stayed in front of the door, as he taps his foot on the ground following the melody of the played tune. He smiles, remembering the times before Chanyeol was blind, the time when Chanyeol got his first guitar and tried playing it. They were best friends. were.. 

After all the thinking he did outside Chanyeols room, he decided too barge in and greet the male. Chanyeol then placed the guitar on the floor and sat straight as responds a smile to Sehun.

"Hey Sehunnie you're back! you have'nt been answering my calls since yesterday you came." Chanyeol said giving a playful pout "I thought you wanted to hangout" 

Sehun forgot that yesterday he also barged in (deciding to keep up with his and Chanyeols relationship) and told his friend he wanted to go out again. He felt more regret flowing inside. "s-sorry Yeol" 

"haha, why sound serious, I was just kidding, we could hangout anytime, cause I understand that you can't be free every time " Chanyeol smiled.

when Sehun sees that Chanyeol can still smile after all he did too him , he decides to tell him the truth.

"Umm Chanyeol can I tell you something? " Sehun says.

"of course"

Sehun gives a deep sigh.  "I've been keeping this, remember the day where me and Luhan went out for a picnic?" Chanyeol nods as he stares at the ground. "yea.. I care about him until then..I-I don't know if its a gay thing or if its just a normal friendly thing but I really really care about him."

"omg my bff has a crush" Chanyeol cheered.

"I know right!!" Sehun smiles, but he continues "and that one night I stayed at the hospital to take care of him in his sleep, and he thinks it was you. This mustache , he wants me to give it to you and he says that he's thankful that you stayed at midnight to care for him" Sehun says handing out the mustache to Chanyeol.

"but it was actually you who stayed to watch him not me" Chanyeol said pointing at himself. "and-and that's your mustache" he pointed out,

"and I'm sorry Chanyeol because I was jealous of you, and have been ignoring you and skipping your invites because I was jealous. I'm not a good friend" Sehun looks down, embarrased and disapointed at him self.

It took a while but Chanyeol answered. "It's okay, it's not your fault Sehunnie, don't think too much okay? don't stress yourself" 

When Sehun heard Chanyeols reply, he knows that he wasn't being a good friend since the beggining, because Chanyeol still smiles and stay positive to Sehun while this whole time Sehun was being negative and not helping Chanyeol in his bad moments. 

Chanyeol felt warm arms wrapped around him. Sehun was hugging him and crying when he felt hot tears running down his neck. 

"thank you" he heard Sehun whispers.

"no problem, Plus I never notice the guy, when we go to the hospital I only listen to music" Chanyeol added.

"true"


 

Jongin heard there was a new guy in school, and hearing that news he already knew who it was. He texted Sehun who said that a handsome rich kid came up to him in the cafeteria table the other day.

'To : Sehun - Hey, remember the day you said none of your friends were at school? By any chance do you know the name of the guy who went up to you in the cafeteria?'

Even though Jongin knew who it was, he wanted to make sure the estimated person was right. 

'From : Sehun - Yea I think he is called by the name Suho, kim jumyeon " 

'To : Sehun - oh right, thank you'

Jongin threw his phone next to him, as he lays his back down on the bed and huffed in annoyance. After a few seconds of nothing he grabbed his phone and called Kyungsoo to come over.

-

"So what are you gonna do?" Kyungsoo asked.

"I don't know.."

"maybe you should apologize?"  Kyungso suggested.

"I did "

"A few years ago..."  the older male was scared when he saw Jongin eye him because of his reply, he just looked down and continued. "maybe you should try again?"

"even if I do apologize , do you really think he will forgive me?" Jongin said in a harsh tone.

"well, just be friendly with him okay? tomorrow at school, pretend like nothing happened" 

"okay I'll try , I hope it doesn't hurt  when I see him" 

-

Jongin taps the table intensively looking around the cafeteria in search for Kyungsoo. Noticing that there was no sight of the older male , he fastens the taps using his knuckles causing the table to vibrate. Sehun who was notices the table gradually moving, he stops listening to Xiumin who was story telling as usual and looked at the worried guy. Looking at how rough Jongin taps the table he slowly got curious since the male always have a calm an cool image on.

Sehun decided to talk to Jongin "hey , Jongin hyung.. what's up with you?"

However the male was still tapping the table searching for his friend. 

"Jongin!!" Sehun shouts as he got the attention of the younger male.

Jongin stops tapping the table and looks at Sehun. "Oh yea?" he said with wide eyes.

"what's wrong? "

"oh nothing.." he replies "where's Kyung?"

"ahh~ he has extra vocal class with Baekhyun right now "

"seriously..." Jongin sighs, how will he meet Suho alone?

"Oh!" Sehun says pointing up a finger. "I remember he told me to tell you to visit his class"

"now?"

"yes now"

Jongin excuses himself from his group of friends as he walks down the hallways to visit the vocal class. His legs move quicker when he sees Kyungsoo from the window. Jongin opened the door slowly and took a seat to watch the practice, he saw Kyungsoo who notices him sitting and recieved a delegant smile. Jongin smiled back, afterwards his eyes at the row of vocalists that were in line, and right next to Kyungsoo was Suho.

"oh " he whispers.

 

After class was finish Jongin hoped that Kyungsoo would walk up to him but instead he started talking to Suho. He knew it, Kyungsoo was doing this on purpose so that Jongin could walk to them and greet Suho which he did not want to do.

But he did.

"hello "  He said to the two elder ones.

Kyungsoo whispered a small hi and smiled while Suho looked at Jongin from top too bottom. Jongin just stood awkwardly not minding that the other was starring at his figure or maybe even critizising him. Suho looked back at Jongins face and smiled. "you haven't changed a bit"

Then a silent pause occured. Jongin just smiled awkwardly looking at Kyungsoo and Suho just stayed formal which made Jongin much more nervous. Kyungsoo who notices the the pressured silent decided to talk to save Jongin from smiling like an idiot. 

"hey let's hangout after school at the cafe, you know the one with the monkey?"  Kyungsoo suggested.

"yes, that would be great" Suho says and walked away. The way Suho said that sentence was a little creepy, like he was one of those quiet people who unexpectedly kills somone in the end on the movie.

When Jongin waves a goodbye still stuck with that hard smile on, he waited till Suho's figure was no longer seen to start complaining to Kyungsoo.

"WHY DID YOU INVITE HIM TO THE CAFE KYUNG!" 

"what I just wanted you guys to be friends again" the older male says.

"but you could see that he still hates me" 

"yea even your smile started to get so wide it looks like it was about to rip" Kyungsoo started to laugh.

"I was trying to be polite."


 

Chanyeol waited after school with Sehun. He asked Sehun if they could both go to the theatre hall to ask about the music auditions. Both Sehun and Chanyeol seated at the back.

"Mrs. I could sing without him please I want to audition" 

Chanyeol heard a familiar voice said. 

"who is talking to the music teacher ?" Chanyeol asked his friend.

"oh it's your brother" Sehun says then he goes back focusing on his phone.

Chanyeol continues to ease drop. 

"Sorry Baekhyun but you signed in with a partner but he dropped out, you can't change your audition"

"Please mrs, I'll do anything" Baekhyun begs

"okay I give you five minutes to go outside and find someone who could play the guitar" 

Then it was quiet. Chanyeol notices the last line the teacher said, and perfect, this was the chance to help his brother. Chanyeol stood up and projected his voice. 

"Mrs! I could do it , I will play the guitar for Baekhyun!" Chanyeol says.

Baekhyuns eyes widen, he just noticed the two figure sitting in the back of the hall. "what?"

"sorry Chanyeol but you can't" the teacher says.

"why not!" the giant questions.

"because-"

"what? because he's blind?" Baekhyun says hushly. " that's no excuse" 

The teacher was a little angry at the student who rudely interrupted her. But then she agreed. "okay I'll give you a week, only a week to practice"

"yes" Baekhyun whispers as the teacher walks out. Then he looks at his brother "Thanks yeol..." he whispers quietely not letting Chanyeol know how thankful he was.


 

Jongin , Suho and Kyungsoo sat on the cafe. It was awkward cause while Kyungso sat being a chatter box - trying to make a conversation the other two just seated quietly. What was even more awkward was that Suho was starring obnoxiuosly at Jongin who did not look back. Jongin would usually look back at someone who is starring judgingley at him, but he takes Kyungsoo's adivice to be nice, so he just glares at the ground or pretend too listen to Kyungsoo, making Suho seem more high class.

Suddenly Kyungsoo's stomach started to make noises, and his digestive system kept on vibrating signaling him that he needed the restroom.

Kyungsoo stopped hi blabbing and excused him self. Once he was out leaving the two behind, Jongin became more nervous left alone with Suho, who he once had a bad unknown pass with.

"Jongin-ah..." Suho says clearing the air.

"oh , ah y-yes" 

"why are you acting weird" Suho questions

"w-what, uh me?"

"what's wrong?"

Jongin sighs. He was suppose to follow Kyungsoo's advice and not bring up the subject but he did anyways. "Jumyeon.." he says nervously "are you still mad at me?"

"why would I?"

"b-because... you know.."

"Of course not! " Suho says slapping the back of Jongins shoulder. "that was 5 years ago, is that why your acting all weird lately? "

"yea"

"it's okay let's not talk about it" Suho says smiling. A smile that almost looks too fake.

Jongin just curved back a smile in reply, he was relieved that suho had told him to let go of the pass but something is still worrying him inside.

-

Kyungsoo was so happy to see Jongin grinning. They were walking back from the cafe to Jongins house. Kyungsoo smiles while he looks up to Jongin who is grinning like an idiot, and it was rare to see him like this.

"what happened Jongin?"

"Suho forgive me" Jongin told "I can't believe he did after all these years, and what I did to him" When Jongin reached the last part of his sentence his voice cracked, he sounded a bit sad. After that his grin was no longer patched to his face.

Kyungsoo looks at the younger male sadly. "Jongin, he forgive you, now you both should forget and start fresh"

"okay" Jongin sighs. but inside he could not force himself to forget, it's not as easy.

 


 

"Chanyeol!!!!" Baekhyun shouts.

"Okay I'm coming!" Chanyeol replies.

Baekhyun huffs as he crosses his arms. He waited for Chanyeok for five minutes already, they need to practicefor the audition. 

"umm... Baekhyun!" he hears his brother call.

"WHAT!" 

"could you bring me down stairs. ehe..." the giant says nervously.

Baekhyun huffs again, he shakes his hands in annoyance. Then he stomps upstairs to get his brother. "SERIOUSLY!"

"sorry~" Chanyeol laughs.

 

Finally after bringing the giant downstairs, they both seated on a stool in the living room. Chanyeol held his guitar and Baekhyun held the stem of the mic's support. 

Baekhyun clears his voice. 

"Baek.."

"what"

"what song?"

"oh yea.. umm I don't know"

"what song do you want to sing? maybe I could play it" Chanyeol says facing the direction where Baekhyuns voice is heard.

Baekhyun cups his chin with his three fingers and looks up, thinking. "hmm" he hums to himself.

Chanyeol just smiles at Baekyuns humming, he could imagine what Baekhyun looks like in his thinking position. But he Chanyeol has just imagined a tottally different person, knowing that he have never seen Baekhyuns face before. 

"ohh!" Baekhyun says pointing a finger up. Chanyeol was a little startled. "do you know this song?" the older asks and starts to sing.

"I will love you, and love you, and love you"  

Chanyeol listens to Baekhyuns melodic voice, he have never listen Baekhyun sing. Maybe he did in music classes or from outside of Baekhyuns room, but this time it was different. 

"wahh!" Chanyeol exclaimed "Baekhyunnie has such a beautiful voice!" 

 

Baekhyun did not mind blushing, Chanyeol couldn't see anyways. But even though he was flattered, he was slighlty embarrassed at his own expresion and hits Chanyeol on the side with his elbow. "I know!" he shouts pretending to be mad, still Baekhyun blushes.

The giant just giggles noticing Baekhyuns joking voice. He goes back to the subject "oh yea, I know that song, I listen to Bumkey all the time back in California" 

"great! so you know the guitar"

"yea" Chanyeol says, and starts to play.

Baekhyun starts to sing, "I do believe all the love you give"  . His voice cracks a little through the song, the pitch was a little to high for him. However Chanyeol still thinks his brother has the most angelic voice he ever heard.

They still need more practice.

 


 

 

Everyday both Baekhyun and Chanyeol would practice in order to improve and in each of those days they've grew closer. 

For them practicing in the living room for a week seems more of a performance, even their moms friends would come over to listen and relax.

 

Today was another day of practice. Baekhyun set up the mic stand and placed their stools. 

"hey yoda, come and get your on this chair." Baekhyun said.

"Where's the chair?" the giant ask.

"behind you, just sit" 

Chanyeol layed back falling, Baekhyun lied there was no chair- instead he fell on soft pillows.

"hey you lied!"  Chanyeol cried.

Baekhyun just held his stomach and let out a laugh.

"It's not funny ! ... Shorty "

"what did you call me?" 

"Shorty~ " Chanyeol mocked.

"Oh, oh no you didn't!"  

"what you going to do? go all diva at me?"

"I'm not a diva!" the older cried.

"yes! yes you are! BaekDiva~ " Chanyeol just laughed, but startled when he heard Baekhyun scream and jump ontop of him. "Hey! what are you doing?"

"I'm wrestling you!" 

"well! your doing it wrong! you diva!" 

"how then?" Baekhyun asked, he let go of his brothers neck.

"you do it like... THIS" Chanyeol quickly got hold of Baekhyun and was now ontop of him.

"LET GO OF ME! " 

"okay!... after a kiss on the cheek" 

"EW! .....no way! "  Baekhyun refused, still trying to get Chanyeols arm of his neck. "urgh! FINE" 

Chanyeol smiled, and Baekhyun lifted his head to give his brother a kiss on the cheek. 

Chanyeol let go and stood up. 

"pabo.." Baekhyun whispered.

"shorty" Chanyeol replied.

"yoda"

​"Baek diva" the giant laughed

"Let's just practice " Baekhyun said in an angry tone, knowing that he lost the mocking war. But Chanyeol doesn't know his Baekhyun was actually smiling.

 


 

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minniebunxh
#1
Chapter 16: I'm so sorry author-nim,I accidentally hit the content button on this chapter T.T
I really love ur fic,I just came from wattpad and checked this fic here in aff bc there's only 5 chapters.I really didn't mean to report this chapter /sobs/
Daisyboo
#2
Chapter 24: Plz plz plz make a sequel....I'm begging you
BaekRee #3
Chapter 22: I love your story ! :) I can't wait for the sequel :D
I wonder what will be Chanyeol's reaction ..hehe.. I'm excited ;)
bomshalaka #4
Chapter 22: I love it >.< Can I translate in Turkish, please? Chuseyo~
bloomemerald #5
Chapter 5: lol i love this fic ^^ baekhyun your so heartless poor chanyeol:(
but why do i get the feeling that big eyes is kyunsoo:D
Vanilla_Re
#6
Chapter 24: where is the sequel?? please make it???

how Baekhyun is in the bathroom?
mehmeh984 #7
Chapter 22: Note: cytology is the study of cells. I think you meant physcology
monochromesight #8
Chapter 22: what does the ending story mean?
magicbananas #9
Chapter 24: Yay!!! Sequel!!! I really love your story ^^ it's cute!
fangrlxbecky19 #10
Chapter 24: Well, I'm happy to see that you're going to be making a sequel! Good luck on editting your story!