I kiss Minseok again

I kiss him

.....

Wait

I Kiss Minseok

My eyes widens

I quickly retreat my arms around his waist and quickly got off from his bed

“Oh my god –I’m So sorry Minseok, I-I don’t know what came over me! I’m really sorry Min-“

“Lu Han. Breathe.”

“Minseok I really-“

“Lu Han, calm down.”

I finally took his orders and calm down

Minseok got off from his bed and stands up facing me

He suddenly cup my face, my cheek with his thumb

He lean closer until our foreheads touch

I’m nervous

No, more than nervous

My cheek feels warmer

My heartbeat went quicker

“M-Minseok.. wha-“

“Lu Han. I remember that name now.”

What?

I blink at him confusedly

“Lu Han, do you.. remember? Do you remember me?”

“H-huh?”

I saw his eyes drop and his face shown disappoint

He let out a heavy sigh and pulls away

“So, you don’t.”

“What are you talking about?”

He just shook his head

“Nothing. Forget that I said that.”

He lied back on his bed

“I think you should go, Lu Han.”

I felt something crack inside my chest when said that

I really want to ask him

Ask him what did he mean

Ask him what’s wrong

But seeing him like this, I rather not

I just nodded

I was about to leave but stopped when something caught my eye

Something shiny

A ring

A silver ring that similar to mine

The carvings were also the same

I quickly shook my thoughts away

No.

My eye sight are getting bad

I’m already one step to his door but a hand grabbed my wrist and stopped me

It’s Minseok

“Sorry.. I didn’t mean to-“

“It’s fine.”

I quickly cut him

“Minseok, what’s wrong?”

Minseok hung his head low and mumble something that I couldn’t quite catch

“Excuse me?”

“I –just come with me.”

He dragged me inside his room again and we sat on the queen size bed

“Lu Han, could you do me a favor?”

I just nodded

“Please listen to my story, would you? It’s going to be kind of long.”

I just nodded again

He closes his eyes and took a deep breath

He opens them and stares at me

“Okay, here goes…”

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