My hands feels sweaty

 

My heart speeding up

 

And My body wont stop shifting on the chair while i wait for him

 

12 : 30

 

I was 30 minutes early

 

I feel like a fool being a half hour early

 

But i was excited

 

Too excited that i even work my hair and clothes almost an hour

 

Wow, i sounded like a love-struck-highschool girl

 

I’m at a some sort of restaurant that Kyungsoo, Kai’s boyfriend, own.

 

I never met Kyungsoo though

 

Jongin never lets me to see him because he’s a over-protective

 

12 : 31

 

What the hell???

 

How come one minute felt so long???

 

I sighed

 

This gonna be a long wait.

 

I’m sure of it.

 

 

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“You look good, hyung!”

 

I turn around from my mirror

 

Kyungsoo standing at the door

 

I smiled at him

 

“Really?”

 

He nods his head

 

“Yeah! Who are you going to meet?”

 

I blush a little

 

Quickly turning around so Kyungsoo cant see my pink cheeks

 

I never really cared what i wear to be honest

 

I wear simple clothes and not that trendy

 

As long its comfortable, i wear it

 

But whenever i want to impress someone, I pick my clothes carefully

 

I only dress up when i was going to meet someone special

 

Special..

 

Did i just said Luhan was special?

 

Ugh, i can feel my cheeks getting warmer

 

“S-someone i met at the cafe”

 

It came out like a whisper

 

But loud enough that Kyungsoo can catch it

 

“Oh, so it’s a date”

 

My eyes went wider and quickly i snap my head, facing Kyungsoo immediately

 

“No!”

 

That went faster than intent

 

Oh god, This is so embarassing

 

“I-i mean, it’s not a date.. It’s.. He’s just buying me lunch”

 

One of Kyungsoo’s brows went up and a little smirk form on his lips

 

“Uh-huh. Sure it is”

 

And with that, he left

 

Ugh Kyungsoo, you can be such a devil sometimes. Did you get it from Jongin?

 

I shook my head

 

Those two are really... something

 

I turn to look at the mirror again before grabbing my bag and phone and walks off to the bus stop

 

12 : 50

 

Ten minutes early

 

Well waiting a few minutes wont hurt right?

 

I walked into the restaurant that me and Luhan will meet

 

My face heated at the name

 

For Goodness sakes, control yourself Minseok!

 

I took a deep breath and went inside

 

I look around to find a perfect table for me and him but my eyes stop wondering when i spotted a blonde hair man, sitting at the table at the corner of the restaurant

 

Luhan?

 

Is it really... Nah, i must be imagining things

 

But i stand corrected when he turns his head around and our gaze immediately met

 

I feel my hands starts to get colder

 

Then, he smiled

 

He smiled at me

 

His eyes wrinkled in the most beautiful way

 

Those pink lips spread wider, making his teeth show

 

He gestured me to come to him

 

*gulp*

 

Here we go

 

I walk toward his –our table

 

“Hey”

 

He said while i was going to sit

 

“Hey.”

 

I answer him calmly

 

I was kind of suprise by my how calm my voice is

 

But i wont show that i am

 

I feel his eyes staring at face and when i look up to face him, our eyes meet

 

We quickly look away from each other

 

There’s an awkward silence and neither of us brave enough to break it

 

Until the waiter decided to come and break it

 

We order some italian food that i forgot the name

 

Kyungsoo really did a great job on his resto

 

“Uh Minseok-ssi?”

 

I whipped my head immediately toward him

 

He seems nervous

 

You’re not the only one here, Lu Han

 

“Yeah?”

 

“You know.. Uh About the.. k-kiss, i’m really –“

 

“I already said it’s okay, Luhan. And please, you don’t have to be that formal to me.”

 

I gave him my best smile

 

Although, i can feel it failed

 

He suddenly chuckled

 

I tilt my head in confusion

 

What’s so funny?

 

“What’s so funny?”

 

“Nothing, it’s just... Do i know you somewhere before?”

 

What?

 

I blinked for a few times and stare at him with confuse

 

“Excuse me?”

 

He shook his head.

 

“Nothing, just forget what i said.”

 

“Okay...”

 

The waiter come with our orders and i thank him with a smile

 

We ate in silence

 

None of us are talking until both of us finish our meals

 

When i was about to go back home, Luhan insist that he take me there

 

I just nodded and here we are, sitting side by side inside of the bus, heading to my apartement

 

Some of the time, we gave quick glance at eachother and sometimes our eyes met and then we immediately turn away

 

It’s quite funny to be honest

 

Like; We just went out to go get some lunch so how did we ended up really awkward?

 

I laugh at this

 

Luhan heard me laugh and immediately look towards me

 

There’s a faint smile on his lips but his eyes shows that he’s curious

 

“What are you laughing at?”

 

I finally stop laughing and grin at him

 

“I think that we’re being ridiculous. I mean, how on earth i became this stiff?”

 

I chuckled

 

Yeah, i never felt stiff or awkward to anyone

 

No one

 

Never

 

I think it’s because my friendly behavior

 

Although, i don’t have that much friends

 

He chuckled

 

“Yeah. I don’t think one kiss could make two people awkward as hell”

 

I blushed when he mentioned the kiss

 

And i think he also regret of mentioning it because his cheeks also began to turn pink

 

“A-Anyways, Luhan. You’re not Korean, are you?”

 

I tried to change the subject

 

He nods

 

“Yeah, I’m from China but i move here for education purpose.”

 

And with that, we started a conversation

 

It appears that Luhan is the same age as me and he works as a photographer

 

He’s middleschool was in Korea and in Highschool he moved back to China

 

He can’t remeber what did he do at Highschool

 

Funny, neither can i

 

When we finally made it to my door, he smiled and said goodbye

 

I smiled back at him and gave him a friendly hug

 

We pull apart and just stare at eachother’s eyes

 

What beautiful eyes he have

 

I can feel his face getting closer and closer to mine

 

At this rate, my heart is racing

 

My eyes flutters down and we kiss

 

He hugged my waist firm but gently while my hands are on his steady chest

 

I can feel his heartbeat also fast

 

Lu Han pushes me against the door and tilts his head, deepening the kiss

 

My hand slowly went up and cup his face while my other hand went to the back of his neck

 

I feel his tongue glide against my bottom lip and i just wilingly open my mouth

 

He slid his slick tongue in

 

Our tongue slid against eachother and i let out a muffled moan

 

It felt so good

 

Kissing him like this

 

Held him close like this

 

The feeling felt so familiar yet i cant put my finger on it

 

We suddenly ended up making out on my bed

 

I didn’t remeber how we get inside though

 

We lay on my bed

 

Legs tangled

 

Lips still moulding to one and another

 

We finally pull apart

 

Forehead touching against eachothe while our eyes locked in each other’s gaze

 

And at that time, something hit me

 

I finally recognize him

 

I knew him

 

I remember him

 

“Wo Ai Ni, Minseok.”

 

I love him

 

.

 

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A/N : I don't know if this goin a bit too fast but yeah..

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