"Why are you protecting him? Isn’t he the man who has been hurt you ? Didn’t you die because of  him ? "

"Yes…. He was the one that hurt me…. He was the reason why I  committed suicide… I hate him… I angry with him.. But.....  I also love him very much ...."

"You must be punished ... You will return to earth and resume your life full of sorrow and suffering..... "

"There is one thing I want to ask .... May I ask to you? After this I'll never ask for anything again .... "

"What's that ? "

"I want to forget about him .... "

"Are you sure ? "

I was nod my head .

"Ok then…. See you again, Jiyeon .... "

"See you later .... Thank you ... "

Myungsoo .... When I woke up later , I 'll forget you .... So… Good-bye, Myungsoo ....

" Jiyeon ~ ~ "

"Luhan !" I immediately ran to hug Luhan .

" Did you miss me ? "

"Of course ... "

Luhan is my lover . We 've been dating for 4 years . Luhan is very kind, gentle and considerate . How could I not love him ? !

"Oh yes , this is Myungsoo and Sungyeol. You already know about them, are you ? "

"Of course ....”

Myungsoo Oppa ... I don’t know why, but I felt that he was always looking at me with sadness , and for some reason I always felt that I knew him .... I’m so familiar with him… I felt that I know him very closely….

"I'm was very glad because Luhan finally have male friends .... "

"Do You think Chanyeol, Suho and Xiumin is not man? ! "

"Chanyeol Oppa, Suho Oppa, Xiumin Oppa and you are childhood friend ... So its very natural if you are close friends with them.... "

"What did you said ? "

"You  two have been dating a long time, Don’t you get bored ?” Sungyeol Oppa asked with a grin in his face.

"I didn’t get bored, Because the man who became my lover is very romantic , full of surprises and never makes me sad .... " I said as I hugging Luhan Oppa's arm tightly .

" Ahahahaha ... You two indeed a cute couple ! "

" Hey little girl ! " Its Chanyeol Oppa’s Voice

"Hey,Yeol Oppa ... ? !" I said as I lifted my head

"Where’s Luhan ? ! "

"Luhan Oppa still in his office ... "

"Why are you here ? "

"I wanted to make a dinner for Luhan Oppa ... "

Chanyeol Oppa sat beside me . He looked very tired .

"What is it , Oppa ? "

"Nothing ... I 'm just exhausted. "

"Its very strange ... I think you never feel exhausted. "

"Hey Little girl, I don’t want to have a fight with you, now…. "

"Oppa ... I 've graduated from college , I'm not a kid anymore ... "

"Yeah… I know it, But now, I want to sleep, let me rest for a while ... "

"No!!! Oppa,  what about my Dinner and Luhan oppa if you sleep in here? ! "

Chanyeol Oppa didn’t reply anymore, he was fell asleep .

"This weirdo giant is very annoying!"

I was walking towards the kitchen . I'm looking for something that I can eat .

"I'm so hungry .... But I must make a dinner for me and for Luhan Oppa… But I think I must make a dinner for that giant!"

Suddenly I  remembered about something…...

" Where are you? " Its my voice

" I'm sorry ... I can not see you .... "

" I'm sorry ... You always say that .... " I think I want to cry

"Jiyeon ? ! "

I immediately turned around and I saw Luhan Oppa.

"Luhan Oppa.... "

Suddenly, tears streaming down on my cheeks .

"Jiyeon?! What happen!? "

Luhan looks very worried and He hugged me tightly .

"Oppa ...  I don’t know… But…. Why I feel so sad ... "

" Jiyeon ... Sshhhh ..... Calm down ... I'm here…. Calm down .... "

Is it a dream or it is a memory that was forgotten by me ? But….

"What happen?!" Said Chanyeol Oppa while rubbing his eye

"It's okay Channie… Everything is Ok. You can sleep again in my room.... " Said Luhan Oppa

"Eh… Why Jiyeon is crying? Did you two fight?!"

"She is okay, and we aren’t fight…. " Said Luhan Oppa still hugging me tightly .

"Oh Then. Hey, Luhan ... Tonight I'll stay here ... So if you want to continue along with Jiyeon better you stay at Jiyeon’s home. "

"Ok. I think we will stay at Jiyeon’s home ... "

"All right . "

"Do not forget to lock the door . "

"Yes sir .... "

Luhan Oppa drove me home . While in the trip I kept silent. Luhan Oppa kept holding my hand tightly . Suddenly I saw a café .

"Stop ! "

Luhan Oppa immediately dismiss his car .

"What happen, Ji? "

"I want to go there ... " I said as I pointed towards the café that I think very familiar with me.

"Are you hungry ? "

I just nodded my head . We went into the café , and then suddenly remembered about something that makes me sad and happy…..

"I've been waiting for you for 2 hours more . "

"I 'm sorry about it ...  I was still have a lot of work . "

"You're always like that . When are you going to change ? ! Is your job more important than me?!"

"Park Jiyeon!"

"Never mind .... " I said and leave him alone in that café. I could not see his face clearly .

" Jiyeon ? ! "

"Lu Oppa ... "

"What is it ? "

"Nothing .... "

"You want to go to the doctor ? "

"No Oppa ... I'm fine ... Just a little tired .... "

"Thanks God ..... "

Luhan Oppa is very soft and kind ....

"He did not come ? "

"He will surely come ... Be patient , Jiyeon ... "

"Hyunsoo .... I know your brother very well ... He won’t come ... "

"Jiyeon .... "

"Bye , Hyunsoo .... "

"Where are you when I need you? "

" ...... "

"Why don’t you talk ? ! You also don’t have time to talk with me ? !" I Said and I slapping him hardly .

"Stop it .... "

"You know what?! You're so cruel! "

"Stop it, Park Jiyeon ! "

"I 'm tired of all this ... We better broke up! "

"I believe you are the only woman who is going to survive with him. ​​... "

"What about you , oppa ? "

That man only smile to me .

"I want to be strong like you , Oppa ... "

"You're much stronger than me .... "

"Thank you Oppa… You and Hyunsoo always stand beside me ... "

"You’re welcome, Jiyeon ... "

It's been over a month I used to dream about the same thing .... That voices ... That figure... Everything is like a really happens in my life....

" Hey .... "

" Ah , Myungsoo Oppa ... "

"How are you ? "

" Good . What about you ? "

" I'm as usual .... "

"You look thinner , Oppa ... "

" You too ... "

" Really? "

"You have a problem ? "

"Nothing ... Absolutely nothing ... I just missed Luhan Oppa ... He was out of the country . "

"Is that so.... "

"Oppa ... "

"Yeah ? "

"If…. We ever met,  before I spilled coffee into your shirt? "

"Never .... "

"Is that So…."

"What happen?!"

"Its Just…..  I think…. For some reason I feel I’ve known about you a long time .... And somehow I feel closer to you."

" .... " Myungsoo oppa was silent and he staring at me .

As usual , he always looked at me with sadness .

" And for some reason ... I feel good , comfortable , but I also feel upset and sad if I was near you. I'm weird , right .... Ahahahahaha ... It is strange .... "

"You're not weird at all .... "

"Oppa .... "

"Iwas the one who is weird and strange .... "

"Oppa…. I do not know why .... But I feel Oppa always looked at me with sadness , what's going on , Oppa ... ? ! "

" We had never met before you spill your coffee on my shirt .... We never close until you finally say hello to me when we caught up on the rainy day. And I never looked at you full of sorrow .... "

"Really ... ? "

He also nodded his head .

"Thank goodness ... I think we ever met before I spilled coffee on your shirt and we ever close ... I ... I simply can’t imagine myself to hurt Luhan Oppa ... I can’t forgive myself if I hurt Luhan Oppa .... "

He was smiling at me . The first smile I see .

"I want to forget about him... If I could I want to get over it ... But I don’t want him to get out of my life .... I'm really selfish, am I? ! "

"You're not selfish at all , Jiyeon .... "

"Oppa ... What should I do so that he can look to me?! Only me…. What should I do so that he can love me like I love him?! What should I do…?!"

"He loves you , Jiyeon .... He is really love you…. "

"I'm not sure he loves me ... If I could ... I want to dispel this feeling forever . I want to be able to love someone who will really love me, more that my love to him…."

"Jiyeon... Park Jiyeon…..? ! "

"Who are you ? ! Where is this ? " I looked around me, and its very white .

She smiled gently . She is very pretty, her hair is very long and shiny black .

"I was someone who is you and that person should have... I was love between you and that person ... "

"What do you mean ? "

"Don’t you remember about him and about me? You used to  love that person and myself as well ..... "

"What do you mean ? "

" I 'm sorry it can’t make you happy ... I'm sorry that I left you ... I'm sorry,  because of me you had to suffer ... I'm sorry because I can’t help you. "

" What do you mean ? "

That woman crying and hugged me tightly. Somehow I feel very longing and also very safe and comfortable .

"You must Remember ... That I will always love you , as you love me .... "

"Who .... Are you ... ? "

That woman smiled and then disappeared .

After that,  I only know that I fell asleep on the couch at Luhan Oppa’s Home .

"Jiyeon ? ! Are you awake ? "

"Oppa ... Since when are you coming home? "

" I just got home ... I was going to move you to bed ... "

"Oppa .... "

I got up and hugged Luhan Oppa tightly.

"What is it ? "

"Hold me .... "

"Hahahaha ... You’re really still a child.... "

Luhan Oppa was carrying me like a mother koala carrying her child .

"I miss you , oppa ... " I said as I kiss his cheek.

" I miss you, too ..... "

" I love you .... "

"I love you, too ..... "

He is the one that I forget ..... If indeed there are people who I forget , who is that person ? ! And why did I forget about him?!