The reasons for this? Another hard day at school some would say, but not for me. The students at school hate me. They call me names like , and hoe, freak, , loner, easy, , and so much more. They would throw trash at me, beat me down to the ground, slap me, make fun of me, steal from me, throw food at me, give me dirty looks and more unbearable things. I did nothing to these people and they treat me like a piece of . I don't know if it's because I dress differently, if I look differently due to being mixed races, if it's because I was more curvier than other girls here or whatever it was, I didn't know. Cutting myself was the only thing I had left to think of.