Onew‘s pov

I woke up the next morning to find everything quiet。 I left my room。 Hmmm how did i get here。Suddenly everything came back to memory。 The attempted 。 O-O im really sorry Lina。 I just drank a bit too much。 I saw Lina cooking in the kitchen。 I waited for her to finish what she was doing。 “ Lina listen ok” “NOOOO why should i” Wow i must have went really far。 “ Look what i did last night was an accident” “An accident what do you mean huuhhh do you know how much it hurt to know that my friend tried to me” “Look，yesterday i shouldn‘t have drank” “Oh my god Onew is that all you can say” She turned around and i looked her in the eyes and saw the tears。 She tried to avoid me。 I grabbed her by the shoulders and made her look me in my eyes。 “Lina do you know how much you hurt me when your with Minho， when I saw you kiss him yesterday my heart hurt so much” “Lina I this is the first time i’ve ever said this to a girl but i love you i love you so much。。 but i can see how you feel about Minho so im going to let go now” I let go of her and walked away。 Oh my god did I just confess hahha my heart it hurts so much but im happier now now i can let her go with peace。 I turned around to see Lina on the floor crying。 Wow this is the first time i‘ve seen a girl cry for me except for when i was taken from omma。I walked out of the house。 Lina have a happy life。I sat down on the bench and well let the tears fall。 Suddenly Sullie came running。“Oppa what happened？” she  asked while wiping my tears。 ”Smile oppa for me“ I don’t know why but my heart started to beat again。 ”Sullie i let her go and i think i can live without her“ I smiled and hugged her then before i knew it i grabbed her face and gently kissed her。 She kissed back。 She stopped。 ”Oppa why did you kiss me？“ ” Because i’ve realized my real heart“  ”Doengsang im sorry for not seeing you this whole  time“ Suddenly lina appeared she laughed ”oh good i was worried that you would do something bad onew“ ”congrats guys for starting dating“ Sullie started blushing furiosly。 ”What are you talking  about lina“ Suddenl minho popped up ”I’ll tell you later“ Then the two love birds walked off somewhere。 Then i continued to kiss sullie。 Thank you god for bringing someone as amazing as sullie into my  life。