Chapter 8

"I'm sorry, I- just come with me" he whispered to me while holding my hands, pulling me somewhere

and we arrived at a cafe.. I still remember this cafe like it was just yesterday. We eat and talk, like it was a date... but maybe for him it was just hanging out with one of the girls.. but for me, it was special, unforgettable.

He led me to the seat at the corner and for some reason he pull my chair out and help me in aftter that he sit in his seat, why is he suddenly acting like this when he was so cold at me just a few minutes ago.

"I'm sorry about everything" he started

"Can you like tell me why you're so cold to me?" I asked, more like begged

He stays quiet.

"Here" he pass me a book, more like a photo album

I opened the album. "Why is it all me? You took my photo?" the album was full of my photo from before I transfered to the newest photo of me which he took while I was cooking yesterday... I don't get it why would he took my photo

"Because I love you, even way before you transformed and use makeup and all" HE WHAT? HE LOVE ME?!

"I don't get it. then why are you so cold to me and you date sulli if you love me?"

"I- let me explain the whole story. I did love you, since like november 2008. But you know you used to be so popular, so I thought I should wait.. But suddenly Chanyeol came and took everything from me, you. I tried to forget you, but I just can't. He hugged you and I hate that. I hate the fact you two are dating. I should've told Chanyeol that I love you right before he started liking you. And I remember just like a week after the trip, you guys broke up, and Chanyeol fault me for that because you said you love me, we fought. So on my graduation day, when Sulli suddenly confessed, I accept her.. I never love her I swear.. its just that so Chanyeol would think I don't love you back, so he won't be hurt. Then you suddenly came to our dorm, I just want to hug you so bad but I remember Chanyeol was there, I'm sure he want to hug you too, He kept saying that he misses you like everynight.. But I miss you every second. I was so cold to you because I was afraid that being nice to you will hurt Chanyeol.. I-I'm really sorry." He shed tears

I stand up and hugged him. for some reason my body is moving on its own.

"I'm sorry too. I shouldn't stay silent that time when he confessed to me, I should've said no. He took silent as a yes and I just don't want to make him embarassed infront of a bunch of people by rejecting him. I shouldn't have date him, I shouldn't fake my own feelings, I should've reject him.." I hugged him so tight and he hugged back.

"So what should we do? I mean we can't hide our feelings from Chanyeol oppa right? Someday he'll also know the truth?"

"Yeah, I'll talk to Suho hyung about this, we've been through a lot of things, I'm sure we can go through this one right?" He kissed my forehead softly, "I love you Hyorin" this is the word I've been wanting to hear for so long, "I love you too Oppa".