10 January 2014

Finally i went back to seoul,its been 4 years, how i miss this city... as well as my first love, Byun baekhyun.

Everyday, i tried to forget him, to move on from him but i can’t, i don’t know why but i just can’t. Ottokhae?

I cried myself to sleep

I even cut myself, but still i can’t forget him.

I’m pathetic? Well, its not pathetic, its just that i’m too in love with him.

Sulli? I lost contact with her after i know that she is dating my crush. She knew that i had a crush on byun baekhyun since the first time i met him. She knew everything but she stabbed me on the back. At least she could tell me that she had a crush on him too.

Chanyeol? Since the time i broke up with him, we had never contacted again.

Baekhyun? I changed my number since i moved to Los Angeles. Ever since that time, i moved to los angeles and live there with my aunt.

My parents? Well since they own the most popular hotel in New York, they’re too busy.

My bestfriend? I have none. i don't want to trust anybody, they'll end up like sulli. i only trusted myself now.

Today i’m in Seoul.

Since i changed my number, i lost everyone contact so the only person i know here is my great uncle.

I was walking around until-

"agasshi, Your car is ready” an old man told us

I followed him

A limo car.

“Omg” i started

“Limo again”

Irolled my eyes

“can I just like ride something that’s fun, everyday I rode a limo, so boring” i murmured

I went in the car and played with my phone

And we arrived in the SM entertainment

I went to the CEO room to talk to My great uncle

Right, my great uncle is Lee Soo Man.

since he's my great uncle, even though i'm close to him but none of my used-to-be-bestfriend know that my great uncle is this awesome man.

I knocked on the door

“Come in”

I opened the door

“Uncle!”

“Oh, my niece is here” he gave a warm smile

“Ne” i grinned

"Its been a while, i missed you"He walk near me

he open his arms

"I missed you too uncle!"i hugged him

"Your father told me that you'll live here?"

"Ne"

"I'm Sorry but there's no room available in my house"

"so how?"

"What about you live with sm ent idols?"

"that's the only choice then i can't do anything"

"then you'll live in exo-k dorm, i already told their manager to you there, she's outside" he ggav

Exo-k? Who are they? I don’t even know them.. i had never listened to KPOP anymore since the time i moved to LA.

"okay then, bye uncle" i bowed

The EXO-K manager escorted me to the dorm and showed me my room Its kinda big for a dorm.. the room is big too...

*GrumbleGrumble*

“i’m hungry” i rubbed my stomach

I went to the kitchen to find food but someone is there, i didn’t noticed

“Who are you?!” he shouted

“Alicia edwards imnida” i bowed

“you’re a foreigner? Why are you here?!”

Suddenly someone went out of one of the room

“Kyungsoo-yah, why are you shou- nuguseyo?”

“Alicia Edwards imnida, i’m from los angeles, i’m Lee soo man's niece"

“Oh, and why are you here?”

“Uncle told me to live in EXO-k dorm. I was supposed to live in his house but he had no available room”

“Wait a minute”

he call somebody which must be Lee soo man

“oh ne”

“ne”

“arraseoyo”

“ne, good night”

“ah what you told us is true, its not that i don’t believe in you, its just that maybe you’re a sasaeng fans and told us a lies, something like this has happened to us”

“ohh i see”

“oh hold on, we need to introduced ourselves”

He started calling everybody out and explaining everything

“We’re One! We’re exo! Annyeonghaseyo Exo imnida”

“i’m Joonmyeon or you can just call me Suho, i’m the leader of exo-k. Sorry for not believing in you just now”

“I’m do kyungsoo or D.O, sorry for shouting at you”

“i’m kim jongin or kai”

“i’m Oh sehun, the maknae”

“I’m Park chanyeol, the happy virus” Wait. Park. Chanyeol?!

“i’m Byun Baekhyun” Byun. Baekhyun?! My first love?!

“its your turn to introduce yourself”

“can i ask something to chanyeol-ssi and baekhyun-ssi?”

“sure”

“Do you perhaps used to study at ivy high school?”

“yeah, how do you know?”

“yes its true”

They are really the person that i used to know.

Byun baekhyun, i finally found you. Now you’re a man, you’re handsome, tall, cute i can make a thousand list if i were to describe you.

“i’m Alicia Edwards, i come from Los Angeles.”

“But, if you’re a foreigner, why do you look like korean and you can talk in korean so fluently?”

“I’m actually a korean, i just went and live in los angeles”

“how do you know that baekhyun and i used to study at ivy high school?”

“Because i know you guys and you guys know me, i’m ivy high school student too”

“Alicia Edwards? I’ve never heard that name”

“well that’s actually my english name”

“then what’s your korean name?”

“You still remember me? I’m Min Hyorin” i smiled

“M-Min Hyo Rin?”

“Ne” i nodded

“what if you’re just making up stories?”

“well, i wouldn’t do that.. but if you still won’t believe, i’ll say something”

“what?”

“Oppa, Buy me an ice cream!” i said with aegyo

“Oh its you, It has been a long time" he said with a straight face

“well it is, 4 years is a very long time”

We talked about many things but baekhyun looks like he’s not interested in talking with me. Maybe he hate me?

“LETS EAT EVERYBODY!” Kyungsoo oppa called everyone

There’s squid. I remember Baekhyun oppa story

But then, he eat the squid.

HE ATE IT.

HE ATE IT.

HE. ATE. IT.

“Oppa, you eat squid now?” He just nodded without saying anything

“i still remember your story”

"Which story?" he forgot it?

"the squid who travel but promised to come back"

“it has been a long time ago and its so childlish. How could you believe in that?”  he said coldly

Our childlish conversation means a lot.

A warm hearted baekhyun oppa has now changed into a cold hearted guy.

I just stay quiet and keep eating the food but i didn’t eat the squid.

The next week

Its free time for everybody and like always, baekhyun oppa always bring his camera, i wonder what did he shoot.

We went to bubbletea shop because Sehun want one

“Hyorin-ah, what do you want?” he grinned cutely

“I’ll just take what you take” i smiled

“Good choice!” he gave a thumbs up

I looked behind my shoulder and saw baekhyun laughing with the others

I missed his smile

He always looked at me coldly everytime. He hate me, did he?

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Finally updated!

So tired writing this

i wrote it when i was in the bus because i was bored :p 

anyway, i hope you like the story! see you next time~