Good morning world! Its my second day here! uh.. I just hope that Baekhyun oppa will stopping acting coldly to me.. but.. I don't think it will ever happen.. because he hate me right? he hate me so much that he do that.. but.. what did I do that makes him hate me? did I ever do something wrong?

-suddenly someone knock at my door

"Yes?" who is it?

"Take a shower and have a breakfast" ah.. its Kyungsoo oppa.. he's like a mom hahahaha. "okay, i'll come in a minutes"

I take my shirt, pants, bra and underwear. There's no bathroom inside so I need to go outside. 

Baekhyun oppa suddenly come out of the bathroom only wearing a towel covering only his pelvis to down, so I can see his upper part like chest and all. hot.

"AAAA" I somehow screamed well not so loud and close my eyes.

"ah sorry I forgot you're here" he went to his room. he's so hot.

I quickly went into the bathroom. My face is super red right now. aish.

I suddenly remember him before. His hair was like still wet, he has abs now even tho its not really that visible, and his arms are muscular now, he's more handsome now, he.. I still love him a lot.. I never moved on from him.. I just can't..

Ah I need to stop thinking about him! He hates me anyway. I quickly took a bath while singing 'Taeyeon - Love, that one word'.

After i took a bath, I went to the dining room. 

Ah, I can't look at baekhyun oppa again, its too awkward.. I saw something I shouldn't have before... 

Kyungsoo oppa cooked Kimchi Jjigae today, it was so delicious, I almost cry  -okay exaggerating but it was really delicious, probably the best kimchi jjigae i've ever ate. 10 points for Kyungsoo oppa's kimchi jjigae!

"Oh, Hyorin-ah, do you want to go to bubbletea shop downstair later?" Sehun invited me out

"Oh, sure!" I beamed

Later in the afternoon

So Sehun, me and baekhyun oppa go to the bubbletea shop, the others have schedules for today so they can't join.

We take a seat. "What flavor do you guys want?" sehun asked. "I want Taro" i replied. emm baekhyun oppa probably order strawberry like always.. "I want strawberry" he's still the same. I smiled. "Okay I'll order, you guys stay here" Sehun went to the counter to order.

"you're still the same.. Strawberry hmm?" I smiled but he just looked at me without any expression.

"Do you hate me?" i looked down.

"No" he answered shortly

"But why are you treating me so coldly.. I don't understand... Tell me if i do something wrong that makes you hate me" I shed a tears but quickly wiped my tears with my hand

"I'm sorry" he doesn't sound cold anymore.. he sounds sincere now... I can't see his face, he's using a sunglasses, I can't see his expression.

"No don't say sorry, tell me what did I do that makes you hate me" 

"There's nothing.. I'm sorry" he looked down. 

"Hey guys, what happened?" now that sehun has come back, I can't ask him anymore.. I wanted to cry..

"Nothing.. I need to go to the toilet" I walk as fast as I can to the toilet

I lock myself inside one of the room

why? what did i do that makes him hate me? why does he hate me? it doesn't make sense. why can't he told me why. why did he said sorry. why. I cried myself out.

I went out of the toilet, wash my face and use makeup so I don't look like I'm crying.

"sorry I took too long guys" I sat quietly like nothing happened and drank my bubbletea. I can feel baekhyun oppa staring at me right now.. he always can see right through me.. he would know that I cried..

"Sehun, Can you go back to our house? Suho hyung is there. I need to go somewhere with hyorin" suddenly baekhyun oppa hold my hand and take me somewhere, leaving sehun there. My heart feels like it was going to explode. BADUMP. BADUMP.

"I'm sorry, I-

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