Months later~

"Hyorin-ah!" chanyeol hugged me from the back

i hate it. i don't if baekhyun is the one who hugged me.

i fake a smile

"do you want to go camping with the guys?"

the guys? then baekhyun and sulli must be included

"Sure!" i nodded

"then we'll go tomorrow, okay?" he smile

seeing that smile, it makes me feel like i've been a bad girl, i don't want to broke his heart but i had nothing to do, nothing can make me love him.

"engg~" I beamed

the next week

we're at jeju for camp~ yay! and i'm here with baekhyun, sulli and the other popular kids. and chanyeol.

i sit next to baekhyun and chanyeol sit next to me.

we talked about many stuff and i got to talk to baekhyun as much as i can without getting disturb.

"Baekhyun oppa"

"hmm?" he beamed

"do you want some squid?" i hand him a plate of fried squid

"i don't eat squid" he don't?

"why?"

"sit here" he pat next to him.

i sat there.

"do you know the story of two squid?" 

"nope" i shakes my head

"once upon a time, there is 2 squid who really love each other, they were seperated when one of them go to travel, but it promised that it'll be back and to wait for him. and then if you eat squid, you'll eat one of them. you'll stop their love story." he's so childlish

i laughed

"why do you laugh?"

"because you're so childlish" 

"am not"

"yo-" suddenly chanyeol come

"do you guys want a squid?"

"no!" we synchronously said

chanyeol tilted his head

the next week

we finally went home and chanyeol drive me home.

after i arrived at home,

"chanyeol, i need to talk to you" 

"why?" he smile

that smile always made me feel guilty, can he please stop it?

"i want to break up with you, i'm sorry" 

"for all this time?" he look at me like he wanted to cry

"i never accepted you but you took silent as a yes, i don't want to hurt and making you embarrased by saying no infront of many people, i'm sorry, i can never love anyone like how i love baekhyun oppa" 

he leave without saying anything.

this is the last chapter i can write for this year i guess.

i'll write the next chapter next year.

until then, bye and merry early christmas! :)