Seoul, South Korea

September 17, 2013

Confession Day

Eighteen year old Choi Sulli collapsed on the bed and closed her eyes without taking off her red Chuck Taylor shoes or any of her school uniform.Today is Confession Day, a special day for average men and women to express their unrequited love to the object of their affection,but for Sulli, today is Horrible Day, a very depressing day for a young lady who's been waiting for someone to confess his unrequited love for her.Too bad, neither one of her male classmates approached her today to tell her the three magic words "I Like You".She didnt think it could have gotten any worse than watching her female classmates receiving flowers, stuff toys,love letters and chocolates from their boyfriends everyday but her lonely heart had to deal with another misery when her bestfriend of ten years Choi Minho told her earlier that he is planning to confess his feelings to a mystery girl tonight.When she asked about the girl's name,Minho avoidingly ran away while laughing, leaving her frustrated and broken hearted.

Eventhough, he had never shared anything regarding the girl's identity,she had already guessed that the lucky girl could either be Jung Krystal, Minho's churchmate whom he finds pretty or Kwon Yuri, Genie High's sweetheart.Maybe, after keeping his one sided love to himself for quite a long time, her handsome bestest friend in the whole world had finally found the courage to confess his feelings today.She should be happy for him because there's a possibility he might go home tonight having his very first girlfriend but for some odd reason,she found herself crying and pouring all of her heartache into her pillow.Just the thought of Minho and mystery girl holding each others hands while walking in the park breaks her heart into gazillion pieces.It hurts...it hurts a lot...she'd rather bury herself alive than to see the depressing scene with her own eyes.

Wiping her tears away, Sulli opened her macbook to check the messages in her YM inbox.Signing as "Rabbit Princess",she smiled when she saw a message from her chatmate Frog Prince.They dont know each other in real life, never seen each other's faces and only communicate via chat.

MESSAGE FROM FROG PRINCE:

Hi Rabbit Princess!what you up to?

MESSAGE FROM RABBIT PRINCESS:

Hey Frog Prince.I'm sad today.Want to die :(

MESSAGE FROM FROG PRINCE:

What happened?:(

MESSAGE FROM RABBIT PRINCESS:

My bestfriend is going to confess his feelings to the girl he like :(

MESSAGE FROM FROG PRINCE:

Aww...that's , you've been telling me for months that you really like your bestfriend

MESSAGE FROM RABBIT PRINCESS:

Yeah...I really really like him unfortunately he only see me as a friend :(

Do you think there is someone out there for me?I know this sounds a little stupid but I just want to hear your opinion.I'm eighteen soon to be nineteen and I've never been on a date,never been kissed, never held hands (except my bestfriend), never been asked out and never been praised by a guy (except my bestfriend).I know I'm still only a teenager but when I see everyone else around me find someone who cares about them, I feel lonely.Every single one of my female classmates is or has been together with a boy and...I feel as