Soowan POV

sigh. its all my fault, i shouldt have followed sungyeol out there :( 

well, as long as if Infinite's fine and so is Sungyeol, everything will be alright :L

but really, what CNU, Baro & Jinyoung said kinda hurt me. YEAH YEAH, i know i deserved to be "scolded" by them, but still... they were kinda harsh, and i happen to be a fragile girl :(

i dont really know why, but i started crying.

I MISS THE TIME WHEN I WAS SANDEUL- JONGHYUK'S BEST FRIEND.

I MISS THE TIME WHEN EVERYTHING WAS FINE.

I MISS THE TIME WHEN MINHWAN WAS ACTUALLY AT HOME :(

WEHHHWEHHHH D'''''''X

I tried to cry as quietly as posible. hopefully i can cry myself to sleep, and wake up really early the next morning and go back home. i've been too much of a burden to Infinite & B1A4. 

Sandeul POV

ouch, what the memebers said were really harsh. i know Soohwan's a tough rough girl, but people do have feelings... RIGHT? i hope shes ok... maybe i should go check on her...

i walked pss her room and put my ear on the door.

*sniff sniff* ohmy. is she really sobbing/ crying/ weeping/ :"(-ing?

i think i know what to do! 8D

i went to the kitchen and got some cookies that i baked myself ^^

*KNOCK KNOCK* "hey may i come in?"

SOOHWAN POV

"hey may i come in?"

OH SHIZZ ITS SANDEUL 

i quickly wiped my tears and said "YEAH SURE."

he opened the door with a plate of cookies.

"Hey, are you feeling lright?" he asked me.

"TCH. YEAH DUHH." 

"RIGHT. comeon, we're best friends, you can tell me anything. you can cry on my shoulder too:)"

D8 HE'S. SO. SWEET. LIKE. OMFGGG.

ok when he said that, my heart kinda like.... yaknow...... _{beat faster}

"WEHHH D"""; I DIDNT MEAN TO GET SUNGYEOL INTO TROUBLE, ITS JUST THAT WE WANTED TO GET SOMETHING TO DRINK AND AND AND SOMEHOW THE REPORTERS WERE THERE AND I DONT REALLY KNOW WHY BUT AHHHHH D'X "

Sandeul pat my back and said "SHH... Everything's gonna be fine. Trust Sungyeol. Comeon now, i brought coooookiessss 8D i eat them when i'm sad."

i took a piece and DAMN THEY WERE GOOD.

i started stuffing myself with cookies and after 5 minutes, the whole plate was empty.

"there. you loook alright now~~ so smileee!! oooh ooh ooh! i know this will make you happier. ahem ahem. AND CAN YOU SMILE~~" he started singing Can U Smile to me. Sandeul, you're making me smile already. And if there was one song i could sing to you right now, it'd be 2PM's Heartbeat.

LISTEN TO MY HEARTBEAT - ITS BEATING FOR YOU!

after he sang a "goodnight song" for me, he said "Dont be sad anymore, you know B1A4's song ONLY ONE: Cry when you wat to cry. Don't purposely hold in your sadness. I'll embrace you so that you can smile again. When you're tired, I'll lend you my shouder so that you can rest for a bit. I pray no tears in your dreams, I know you'll fly high, in your life~~~"  DX SANDEUL Y U SO SWEET.

before he left, i quickly pecked him on his cheek. WAIT WHUT DID I JUST DO? 

i stood there like this O__O SHOCKED AT WHAT I HAD DONE, while sandeul just smiled and closed the door after saying "Sleep well."

OK I DIDNT JUST PECKED HIM ON HIS CHEEK DID I? OH. MY. GOSH.

I MUST BE CRAZY. but still.... My heart IS RACINGGGGGGGGG LIKE WOAHHHHHH. DX

ARGHHH. I BETTER MOVE OUT OF THIS DORM BEFORE I LIKE SANDEUL...

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but how can i do that when i already like him? D:

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HEY GUYS, IM SO TERRIBLY SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING FOR SO MANY MANY MANY YEARS!! well, i'm getting busier nowadays and my homework moutain is piling up up up.

and my mind is so blocked Xp

i cant really seem to know whats gonna happen next and i wanna end this soon, but i wanna end it in a happy way... so i hope you guys will understand if im missing for many many days! :)

SOOORRYYYY D: AND PLEASE CONTINUE COMMENTING AND SUBSCRIBING :)

I LOVE YOU ALLLLLL <3