December 9th

This is All That I Can Say

When Hoya arrives the next day, Dongwoo’s family is already there. His mom brought naji bokum again. She’s about to warm it up when Dongwoo stops her with a hand on her arm.

“Mom, I can’t eat that anymore.”

“What?” she exclaims.

“I’m not supposed to eat anything spicy while I’m on radiation,” he continues, squeezing her arm. “Sorry.”

“This hospital,” she mutters, slowly putting the Styrofoam back in its plastic bag. She sits next to Dongwoo’s head, softly his face as he tells her his memories of the restaurant: the constant smell of delicious food you could almost taste, the chaotic noise in the kitchen covered by the conversations of the customers in the front, the small pieces of octopus she would sneak him once in a blue moon. She nods along absently as she runs her thumb along Dongwoo’s already-thinning eyebrows.

About a half hour later, there’s a knock on the door.

“Come in,” Dongwoo’s mom calls.

Woohyun rushes to the bed, comfortably inserting himself in the space left open by Dongwoo’s family and bowing to everyone as he rubs Dongwoo’s arm. Myungsoo stands slightly behind Woohyun, smiling quietly at Woohyun’s generic but unashamed jokes which immediately fill Sunggyu’s awkward silences. Sungjong talks to Dongwoo’s mother, nodding his head in understanding and delicately covering his mouth with the back of his left hand when he laughs at her stories of young Dongwoo. She too laughs at his stories of the older Dongwoo, occasionally narrowing her eyes in mock disapproval and saying, “I didn’t hear anything about that.”

The hospital room becomes almost festive, perhaps partly because of the entrance of the members. The one who really sells the change is Dongwoo’s mother, who stood up as they walked in and, although she is much shorter than Sungjong now, and definitely shorter than the Sungyeol which stands by him and adds his laughter, she stands up straight so that she seems to be as tall. She’s a good sport, who masterfully guides the conversation away from future grief and instead to past happiness.

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ItsWompy
#1
Chapter 25: summary: I cried twice
daeyeolli #2
Chapter 25: Whenever I read a great story; I get a feeling of thanking the authour. But this was so REAL. I can say I felt every words and sentences. I wondered while reading "Has this authour experienced such a situation? This is so REAL." I don't know how to thank you but I will really be greatful if you continue writing and share the reasult of your skillful writng with us. Should I read it again? And again? I wish I could write as you. I think I've forgotten how to write. Thank you and hope you and all the talented authours don't hesitate to share their emotions with us.
suhoya #3
I'm very grateful you decided to share your story with us. I am very picky with fanfics and style, so when I found yours I was very very happy to get such a good story from my favourite pairing. I loved everything about it, from -obviously- how you portrayed Hoya and Dongwoo's friendship, to its progression, the narration, the metaphors and your writing style in general. It was very novelesque and, even though it has quite a good number of chapters, I wish it were longer. That's the feeling when you deeply enjoy what you're reading, right? You want more. So thank you again, and I hope this beautiful story may wake up your writing senses again and you will give us more Yadong in the future. Best of luck for your remaining years at college. It's a tiring experience but worth it, try to enjoy your time there as much as possible! :)
Dazza328
#4
Chapter 25: I've never cried for a story before, but I actually had to take breaks halfway through the last two chapter just so I could see straight. This story is amazing and so very well written. Even though I knew how it was going to end, it still hurt. You were able to bring me in to the story and that is a very hard thing to do. I just want to say thank you. Thank you for writing this. It is by far one of my favorite stories I have read in the past few years.
abusedmember #5
Chapter 24: Okay, I can't believe this, I wrote two comments in a day on the same story. Author-nim, all I can say is thank you. Thank you for making me tear up in the morning. I actually stumble upon this story last night and straight up reading half way through it. I don't even know what to write anymore since I'm still emotional over this story, but one thing for sure, you wrap it up pretty nicely.

Thank you
abusedmember #6
I'm blown away! Too many emotions to comprehend. I seriously love this kind of real life situation story but the fact that it's so sad really conflicts with my excitement on reading this. This is beautifully made, I can't wait for future updates. >w<
InfiniteWoonique
#7
Chapter 22: Dongwoo oppa!!! This is just breaking my heart!!! I love this story, the way you write it is good, too
AjBa13
#8
Chapter 21: :'( waaaaah dongwoo be strong!!
Dazza328
#9
I really like your writing style. The way you describe everything makes me picture it and I feel as if I'm watching it rather than reading it. I really hope you write more stories and/or go in to writing professionally. This story is amazing so far.
AjBa13
#10
Chapter 5: woooaaaah *0* in this chapter you captured just the way i see dongwoo's and hoya's dance :3 so diferrent yet so unique on their own. Personally i like dongwoo's dancing more i like the way he flows just as you describe it thanks alot!!