Bonus Scene: *Donghyun*

Please read only if you have alredy read Chapter 28 of the original story (http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/242559/29)

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It has been only hours after Alex left to see her parents but I am already regretting asking manager to let her go. I should have gone with her. What if something happens?? What if … I gulp … what if she doesn’t want to return??

“Donghyun” I see manager standing on the music room’s door. “Can I talk with you for a second??” he asks and I follow him to his office. I sit in front of him and he has a worried look on his face.

“Manager, is everything ok?? Do you have any news of Xiaoyu??” he shakes his head in response.

“Donghyun, remember the meeting I had the day Hyunseong woke up. Well, they weren’t happy with the fact that Xiaoyu turned out to be the head and they demanded me that … ” he stops “of course I refused it and I have been trying to fix it for the past month but…”

I have never seen this worried and sad look on manager’s face before “I failed you. I am so sorry” he says handing me over a piece of paper.

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Goodbyes are not my strong point so instead of telling the guys directly I decide to write letters instead. My handwriting is not the best but I still did it, when I was done with the five letters I go to the music room and just sit on the piano.

Why did this happen now?? I want to see her at least one more time before going away. I want to hug her and feel her close to me. I want to explain her properly but that would only make it harder for her, I am sure.

How can I tell her that I am being fired by the government?? How can I tell her it is because they don’t trust me, that is because I was close to Xiaoyu and they are afraid I turn to her side that would only hurt her.

Should I also write a letter to her?? No. I am sure she won’t read it, the only thing she would do when she finds out I am gone is try to find me. Should I tell her personally that I am leaving?? No. If I see her it will be too hard to leave her side. I have to go before she comes back.

I woke up at 4 am and walk through all of the rooms of the place I have been calling home for the last eight years. I place the letters on the kitchen table and leave the place quietly.

I will miss everything and everyone.

Especially her.

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