It is a war. A cold war between us. It's freezing us. It makes me mute. It makes you anxious. Everything become awkward.

It is hate. It is love. It is too much.

If only you could see the real flame inside of me, you wouldn’t even want to start this war. It would burn you. It always burns me. It is bad Ri. I am bad for you.

But I can't help it. Your existence is too bright to me, just like this flame. I was drawn to you.

I want you.

Therefore, I will keep this flame inside of me as long as I can. As long as I possibly can. I will tame this flame, so you will not notice it.

But it still burns and it hurts.

When you showed me his present, I tried to make light of it. It was not worth the flame. It was nothing because it meant nothing. To you or to me. He is nothing. He could just disappear for all I care.

But this almighty Dragon, he couldn't tame a mere Panda. And with that simple tweet, it shook me.

I am so sorry, that I let it burned you too. I'm sorry if my words hurt you.

"But Hyung.. It's a gift.. So I just thank him.. Because he is my dear friend, why are you acting like this?"

No. I take it back. I am not sorry. Not a bit. I hate him to my core. I hate him because I love you. And baby, I love you so much that I can't afford to be generous with my forgiveness. I must take everything.

Everything that yours is mine.

Your happiness. It