He did it again. I can’t hide my feeling. I know what to say to make him melt. I know how to make him looked at me. I know how to make him excited. He was happy, too happy after the fan signing event. He loves being loved by his fans. He loves being loved by me. Especially by me. I just know it.

“Hyung.. I’m gonna call you during LINE chatting event.. Is that okay? I know that you are busy with your new album and upcoming concert.. Can I?”

I was busy but not enough to deny him from calling his favorite hyung. I almost jump in excitement when he requested, but of course he didn’t need to know that. This time I was ready. He will call his other hyung too, I wonder who but the truth was, I didn’t even care. I was simply different and I know how to make it.

“What is Seungri to Jiyong?”

Tory. Nyongtory! He was excited. I was elated. I loved to remind him who was he belongs to. The feeling was ecstatic. We were screaming at each other. Nyongtory is real because he truly was always my victory. Mine.

Isn’t this too easy?  

“Hyung.. How was I as a producer? Am I good? I need to work harder to get accepted?”

You were good. You were great. But it was not enough. You need to learn more from me. You need to keep looking for my approval. You need to be always in awe with me. And I knew you were still in awe now. Didn’t you peek on my album? I always know you will do that. I just know it.

I want to reward you for being so go